Notice this is almost all true, I was not molested or harmed and I was the one who sought out gay sex with an older male, thou it is illegal it was not done in the context of a criminal act, but the curiosity of a young boy who was sexually interested in gay sex and a young male who had experienced the same while at the age I was and was a decent man who helped me experience a normal human behavior and allowed me to discover the sexual pleasures of gay sex, yes I am gay, a fagot cum sucker who loves to suck cock
If this offends you please cease reading it for it was written to others who have had the same experiences and like it.



Preteen boy first gay experience


I was 14 when I let older men molest me willingly, I wanted them to fondle me and suck my cock and touch theirs, In the summer I wore really short cut offs, right at the crotch line, tight button fly jeans, no undies either, just enough length that my cock didn't flop out unknowingly, but sitting on a seat was another thing, there always was just enough to see that I had a cock and no underwear and was hairless, nobody cared and girls and guys looked, but in public what could they do? But as a preteen hitchhiking with them tight short cut offs was impossible from it exposing itself considering I always got a hard on anticipating the new found sexual experiences with older men.

When they pulled over and asked where I was headed I always said the next city straight down the same street, it was unincorporated and woodsy and a lot of dirt roads, plus no cops or really anyone. As I sat down with an obvious budge with the head of my cock just peeking out as I sat, I had a big dick for a kid; anyways the guy is looking down and it gets me turned on even more and now its throbbing its way out, the guy says nice cock kid, do you always ware no underwear with the shortest cut offs I ever seen? Then exposing your cock to strangers? I started to mumble about a magazine I saw with a guy and his huge giant cock and I found I was all hard, embarrassed I was ready to run home and my buddy said his cock get all hard too, so we showed are cocks to each other but he wouldn't let me touch it and um I wanted to suck on it like I saw in the magazine, so I enjoys dressing like this but occasionally accidentally my cock pops out, sorry.

The guy asked me if another person ever sucked on it ever, I said no, girls say it too big and I have not met another boy who does the stuff I saw in the magazine, why?

The guy said he lives two more blocks and asked if I like to have a cold drink and see some more of the kind of magazines I liked? Sure mister, I like to play with my cock do you? The man asked how old I was, I said the truth 14 yrs old, but I was cool and played around since I was 7 yrs old, he responded if I thought I was gay? I lived in the
North California Bay Area and gay guys were common and no big deal except with kids in school so I never ever let on to liking cock in school.

Anyways answering his question I said I was so scared I was and want to see what its like, to young to see a porn but I really want to so bad, even color magazines with pictures big enough to actually see naked guys. I’m sorry I shouldn't be telling you this, you must think I’m a fagot. He responded with so was he, that he like boys when he was my age and it was so scary worried getting caught, but in boarding school most of the boys experimented with gay sex, I just happened to enjoy it and after my wife found out we divorced, just almost a year now. Oh my name is Bill and your name is? Oh my name is Steve, nice to meet you Bill as I noticed he zipped his fly down and unbelievable no underwear either, but he pulled out his cock, I mean all the way and it was huge, big and gigantic, wow I couldn't stop looking at it>

I am 26 Steve and I had a friend see what I was so eager to see and do when I was your age, but you must keep this between us, nobody can know about this please promise me Steve. Bill I promise and remember I am the one who sought this out, I had a boner waiting for a ride and I am so glad it was someone like you, I hope we get to be friends Bill, because that is the biggest cock I ever seen, Bill said yours is quite huge too especially for a 14 yr old, seriously that is a cock a lot of men wish they had. Bill said here is my driveway, private and wait till you see the pool, as we drove up a long drive way to a court yard, wow nice house I said, I don’t see another house around, he said there were 17 homes all with large parcels of land and even a couple of gay friends live near by, but the privacy is beautiful isn't Steve. Hay are you hungry, yeah sure am, well look the pool is in the back take a swim and I’ll fix a light snack and set up the movie you wanted to see, all the while he was already naked from the waste down suggesting I skinny dip that I’ll love it, I have before and do, its sexually simulating, hell everything was at my age.

It wasn't like I had a lot to take of anyways, thinking about my first real gay experience my cock was throbbing before I took off the skimpy shorts, I caught Bill looking out the kitchen window at me and my throbbing uncut cock and it turned me on. The water was so refreshing and I was naked, throbbing boner and going to see gay sex for the first time, my mind was swimming in ecstasy even thou I didn't even know the word back then. As I popped my head up at the edge I looked up to see a throbbing cock and bill behind it asking how’s the water, I said I never was so excited and the water being naked and a boner that has yet to go down is hard to explain but I love it.

Bill sat down at the edge with his legs apart and dangling in the water stroking his huge cock right in front of me, he asked if I like to touch it? I answered so fast hell yes, ever since I saw it I wanted to see what it felt like? I swam over in between his legs and reached out and stroked it like he was doing to himself, I couldn't help it but I got closer and put it in my mouth, not that easy but I had a cock in my mouth sucking on it bobbing up and down, Bill was blown away, moaning and get harder and harder, he had this white fabric covered something squeezed it and inhaled, fuck the guys cock was like rock, but I did my best to suck on it with some direction from Bill like the teeth? The my mouth was flooded by something I only experienced in a wet dream, it actually tasted good and I was doing my best but it was everywhere in my face , mouth, hair, chest, the pool, fuck it was so much cum, it would take three wet dreams to do that.

Bill said gee Steve you caught me totally by surprise, also for the first blow job you were great, you are right you are a gay, how do you feel, I said in pain my cock is so hard I think its about to rip. Bill said oh guy come on out and sit here, as he grabbed my cock and said you’re right that’s a hard cock you loved sucking my cock didn't you, I said it was better then I fantasized while having my wet dreams. Bill said you haven’t chummed jacking off playing with yourself? I said I never knew you could or how?

Bill handed me that white fabric thing and said when you feel like you are about to pee but it feels like you’re going to pee your balls out squeeze that and inhale deeply as much as you can fill into your lungs okay Steve. Then I felt the most wonderful sensation, my cock in a guys mouth, just watching was such a turn on, god it felt so great, but in about a minute or less I felt like I was going to squirt like in my wet dreams and I squeezed that thing took a huge inhale and it was like everything in my body expanded as my cock, it was so big I couldn’t belive it was mine as I moaned I felt funky my stomach as I was shooting long white streams of cum just like bill did and he was swallowing all of it, I asked if he could point my cock towards my mouth I wanted to eat some too, he reached under my legs folding them over my head and my cock was now an inch from my mouth as I shot three more shots straight into my mouth which got me cock crazy and I asked if he could push down a little and fuck I had my cock in my mouth growing hared every second, me I’m sucking on my own cock, I was cocked crazed.

Bill was so turned on by seeing me suck my own cock he was jacking off on me my face and cock, which got me jacking off for the first time and I chummed in my mouth and continued till it was flowing out the sides and Bill pulled my legs back and licked the cum of my face and kissed me with his tongue, I was scared at first but he was so right I kissed him back while fondling his cock say I really like him and this was the best day ever.

He toweled me down and we went into the house, Bill said ready to see the gay porn, he picked one perfect for the two of us, he said they were illegal, but he knew I was cool ; it was young boys and men having sex, some younger then me and it turned me on watching while jacking off with Bill. The we watched another that was guys with big cocks, he said this was cum shot completions with guys eating cum. Fucking unbelievable he handed me another thing, they were called poppers and we sucked , chummed and sucked again with cum all over our faces witch we licked off each other while kissing. it was 2 pm and he asked when I had to be home, I said by 7 or 8, Bill said cool lets eat after we shower and take a short nap naked together so we did and while in bed he asked if I would like to fuck him, I said I didn't know how, he showed me and wow it felt so great, but I didn't last to long before I shot my load of cum. he asked if he could fuck me? I said I don’t know you are so big won’t it hurt, he said he will go slow and he had a spray that will numb my ass so it won’t hurt, it didn't hurt a bit and after the numbing stopped kind of, it felt great, I chummed without touching my cock at all wow, my cock was so huge I couldn't hide it in my shorts, it hung out the side like a mans cock, he asked if I wanted a picture, hell yes so he whipped out a Polaroid and it made instant pictures which I loved posing and the got naked again and he took some of me sucking on his cock and one of me sucking my own cock and eating my own cum. he asked me if he could send it to a friend, that it would be published in a magazine, I said sure nobody I knew would read one of those so why not. It was getting late so he took me home and thankfully my cock was back to normal, he dropped me off three blocks away from my house and asked if I like to come again, hell yes I said, bill said lets do it this Saturday, he would have a copy of the magazine, I was thinking shit 6 days was a long time to wait but agreed and said I would be hitchhiking at the same place but sitting on the bus bench so someone else didn't pick me up. he said great and he would invite the two gay friends he mentioned and we’ll have a barbecue okay, I said great sound like we’ll have a gay old time, smiling.