hanging things up a bit. I made many references in my book on what a sex addict would risk for a little dose of their "high". Outside the exploits of my book, I had quite a few more stories that did not involve porn.

I had a gal named "Jan" who worked in my office. I had my own small office, with a locking door outside the main floor, where Jan and a few ladies were in cubicles.

She was 35, white, separated from her husband and in average shape - about 5ft 5in and 135-140lbs. Medium breasts but nice legs and usually wore tight jeans, a tank top under a larger shirt - cute, not slutty. VERY pretty face with green eyes and brown, medium hair.

We had heard about a Craigslist prostitution sting on the radio where several guys from the local area were busted in hotels. This of course presented an opportunity to get on the subject of sex for money when she came into my private office to hand in some paperwork.

I mentioned the radio story and opened up Craigslist where we were trying to guess who was the cop, etc. Of course, her reacting to the ads, listings, pic were turning me on immensely. I immediate thought about how to get her talking and then acting dirty.

In those ads, we saw an "I'll pay you $50 to watch me jerk off" where I laughed and said that must be pretty easy money for a working girl. She laughed and said "no kidding, I can't believe a guy would pay for something like that. Smelling "blood", I slowly turned the conversation over to the type of gal that would do that (accept money to watch a guy jerk off). I basically led her into saying "It's not a big deal, etc..I just can't believe that pays any money, etc"


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We went back and forth basically spit-balling the idea, while acting like we were so perplexed and having this in depth conversation about what the attraction to that sort of thing is, what's the point, etc.

This is when I new she was at least mildly turned on or more. I said the corny "Well, if I need your help and you wanna make $50 then we got each other..lol.lol" - sort of "I'm kidding but not really". I then asked "Would you really charge me top dollar just to watch? You wouldn't watch for free? I've been a great boss, etc" - all silly and joking still.

Now keep in mind that Jan was a little hyper, neurotic, etc. I could read her easily and I spent a lot of time talking with her in the two years that she had worked there. I had become too good, from my porno experience to judge what a girl is willing to do.

I pretty much acted like it was still just questions and knew that it would give her the excuse to play along with this silly "game". I said "OK, come back in and shut my door and we can play like this is going to happen." She immediately said "OK" and left and then snuck back over and shut the door behind herself, approaching with her arms folded and a big grin.

I was in my chair now and behind my desk. This was such a turn on that I almost cramped up. There was the awkward few seconds but I saved the situation by laughing and saying "you couldn't even see if I was doing it" she then walk up to my desk and leaned over to peek at my lap. Holy shit, I was frozen (and now rock hard) but pants were all zipped up. Not for long, promise.

I actually came out and said "Holy shit, that's hot as hell for you to be creeping over my desk to look at me jerk." She checkmated me by saying "I knew you were a chicken!" It all happened fast then. I undid my pants only and she leaned forward again with her shortened breath said "let's see".

I threw it at her "come around next to me and I'll do it. Up to you Jan". She IMMEDIATELY walked around and knelt next to me with her nervous smile. She was red-faced now - flushed and turned on. I unzipped and took it out and watched her get her eyes on my member for the first time. That drove me crazy as she actually let out a breathy heave, almost with a whimper-like sound as she position to get the best look possible.

I said "Well, help me out, let me see your bra while I do it" She immediately complied and took off her large shirt (that was over the white tank top). Her pink bra was visible and she looked so much more sexual now. Her chest was pink and flush to help matters. She had a top of shoulder tattoo that I never knew about and this sleazy situation just went up a notch.

I was in full-selfish addict mode and didn't jerk for her more that a minute when I told her...not asked her, told her to "just grab it and quit screwing around" She immediately did and jerk me while smiling at me and glancing back to the handjob. (It's without question that I would have been barred from this office, property, etc. if I was caught)

I wasn't going to last long when she just glanced back up with a friendly smile and said "I wanna watch you cum, OK? I like watching it happen. So let me know when ,OK?" That was so hot that my reply was "RIGHT NOW!!". She sort of laughed and sped up her hand as I shot all over the desk, floor and her hands. I kept saying "Holy shit, holy shit, holy shit this is hot!"(in a huffing whisper)

She was so cool that she even grabbed tissue from my desk and wiped up cum and threw me a few sheets. I'd say the best part about this would be how we had never even flirted and never got intimate at all prior to this. It was like a pretty friend smiling at me and watching me cum. No foreplay or dating. She never tried to "act sexy" she just WAS sexy.

Needless to say, she jerked me and blew me about ten more times before she moved offices. They were all good but I'll never forget this first time. " Holy shit, Holy shit!!" LOL

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