Oh God I thought it is going in – I can feel the head of it against my virgin pussy lips.

I had said yes, and now I felt like saying NO – please don’t – but it was too late – he had undressed me and we had kissed and fondled each other and I had got him hard and played with his cock. The previous time we went out he had wanted to make love to me and I had almost agreed but unlike now I chickened out at the last moment and agreed to give him oral sex instead. I had sucked off a couple of other boys in order to avoid losing my virginity to them but there was something about this guy that I could not say no to again. The night I gave him oral sex I got home and wished I had let him go this far with me before – I was scared of what would happen when I let him take my virginity, and when I got home regretted that I had not let him. The last time I convinced myself I would let him next time and that was now.  

 

I had never been this far with a man before and now I was about to let him make love to me – he was four years older than me he was 20 and I am 16. He had been with other women and was so experienced – I was a naïve virgin who had thought about this so often and now I had agreed to let him make love to me – they were his words not mine. From my point of view I was about to lose my virginity, it was not love as I imagined love to be. I knew that once he had deflowered me I may never see him again. I had no love for him but the infatuation was beyond control. I had been naked with him before and his body was perfect and seen him naked and standing there with his beautiful looking penis both soft and hard. It looked wonderful and fascinating. When it was hard it was 8 inches long and about perfect for me I guessed. My friends had talked to me about their experiences and how they lost their virginity – some enjoyed the experience and other had regretted it. Some had pain other not. Some bled others didn’t. Some have done it often since then and others don’t want to do it again. I had no idea how I would feel. Some allowed the boy to have unprotected sex and others had insisted on condoms. I had agree that he could have unprotected sex with me as I was aware of my cycle and believed I was in a safe period and would not fall pregnant. I had learned from reading a method on the internet and had followed the system for two months and it had been right on the mark as to the indications as to when I could fall pregnant both months. I believed it was safe for him to cum into me. I wanted to feel like I was a real woman.

 I was now lying naked on a motel bed with this man I had met twice before and had wanted to make love to me the first time we met. I had resisted and told him I was a virgin and I thought too young to lose my virginity. I had always imagined that when I did it would be with a man I loved – this guy was nothing like that – he was older, charming and had treated me well on both occasions he had dated me.  He had charmed me and I knew it was wrong but I could not say no to him again – I had regretted it once and I didn’t want to regret it again. With the young boys who had tried it was easy to say no, but with him it was hard the first time , harder the second time and I later regretted it and had to masturbate a number of times to try and ease the desire I had to be with him. I had decided if he asked me again I would do it and that was about to happen.
He asked me if I were ready and I said – Yes. Please be gentle.
He said I will be kind – I don’t know if I will hurt you as we don’t know how tough your hymen is, that will decide if you will experience pain. If you bleed don’t worry – that is your hymen tearing away and bleeding and it will only be a little bit of blood. I have done this before and I know what may happen, some girls are different to others. How do feel about it.
I want to I said – but inside me there were butterflies in my tummy. I wasn’t absolutely sure I wanted to but I had regretted it before and I didn’t want that to happen again.
He said well here goes.
I held my head and shoulders up on my arms and watched as his cock went in. I had not shaved my hair and I saw the top of his cock disappear through my hair and into my cunt. I could feel the head of his cock push into me and then go in and the top of it disappear and then he stopped. I could feel it inside me pushing my lips apart and the sensation of it, I was almost shaking with fear or anticipation – possibly both.
Then he said its in and I have found your hymen, say when, and I will then push a little harder and you will feel some pain – don’t worry its normal for that to happen.   
I took a deep breath and said now – do it now.

I looked into his eyes and he smiled and I saw and felt him tense himself and then push. He like me was going to really enjoy this.

Oh God I said, as I felt this sort of burning sensation as he pushed his beautiful cock into me and tore my hymen away and he found his way into me a little more before he stopped. I looked down and his cock was about half way into me. I was hurting – a sort of stinging sensation and he said its ok – I am in and you are bleeding a bit it will be sore for a minute.

 

He slowly went all the way down and into me as far as he could go then he just left it inside me and lay down on my body as if he were resting. The feeling of his body resting against mine and his cock buried deep inside me was almost enough to make me cum - but I had other ideas about that.

I could feel the tightness of my vagina around his cock and the feeling of his cock deep inside me, it actually felt good and nice but my cunt was stinging a bit. He lay there for a minute and then said when the pain eases let me know and I will fuck you and make you feel like a real woman. My cock feels wonderful inside you all warm and tight, you have a wonderful cunt. You are no longer a virgin but a complete woman. You handled it beautifully. How does it feel now.
I said it is still stinging a bit but it feels wonderful inside me, I can feel it all the way up, I never imagined it would feel this good. He kissed me and then got up on his arms and pulled his cock out about half way and we could see blood on it. He said see your bleeding a bit, that is wonderful. I had no idea how much I had bled but it wasn’t as heavy as period blood. I then thought to myself – I can never do that again – and I tried to remember what it had felt like as he had taken my virginity. I was now feeling much better and had relaxed and was now laying back and wanting him to fuck me more than anything else.   
He said are you ready – I can tell you have relaxed a bit I can tell by your breasts – they look beautiful now and your nipples are all bright red and I think you are ready. Will I start.
I said yes – do it now – I am ready – the pain has eased and it is beginning to feel good and I want you to do it to me now and make me cum. I asked is there much blood?.
He said no – its just perfect.
Then he slowly began to fuck me – I was now beginning to enjoy what had happened and I no longer had to wonder what losing my virginity would be like. I could tell the girls I had the most wonderful sensation. I had pain and blood but not much and I had lost my virginity in an almost text book procedure. All I had to do now was to have an orgasm with him. I wanted this as much as I wanted to lose my virginity. I just hope I can make it.

He was now fucking me as I always imagined what happened when you fucked.

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The next episode will deal with our lovemaking experience and you will learn if I did cum and what it was like to have him fuck me three times before the night of my life was over.

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