I had always dreamed of getting a my virginity taken away by marriage, but it didn't really work that way and
I would never imagine it would hurt so much.

It all began when I was about 14, when I found my brothers stash of internet Porn in our computer. There had had to have been over 40 videos
and video clips. As I surfed through I found myself feeling things I never imagined I would ever feel. I could feel a pulse in my pussy almost forcing me
to explore the world of the unimaginative area under my underwear, but I dared not, it seemed just so wrong, Gross, almost repulsive. But eventually
I gave in.

For the first while I would look at them everyday and I would just sit there aroused and just surprised, more like amazed at all the things these people,
these women did for pleasure, it just got me more and more wet every time and I could just imagine these things happening to me. There was different videos
of people doing "it" in different places, different positions, different races, different everything but it all got me aroused to the same level where I would
imagined how it would feel to get such a big, rock hard penis inside of me.

I didn't realize how tight and small my whole was until the first time I decided to explore my insides. It was a night where my parents had left
to a wedding party and my brother like the usual was out partying. I made sure I knew when they would be back, because the last thing I wanted
was to be found exploring my self by my parents. So I sat down and my computer like I would every other day but this time I brought a small
glue stick I had found that would please me for the first time. I searched up my brother stash and started watching it as I slid my pants down
and just sat there for a second realizing what I was about do. I braced my self, pulled down my hi-cut panties and slid them down my legs, took them off
and looked around to see where to put them...No place in sight... I decided to change before I went through with this... So I closed all the porn windows just
in case, put my clothes back on and ran upstairs to my room and found a night gown I hadn't worn for over 2 years, put it on took my underwear off
and looked at it. It was extremely damp and I smelt it smelling a rare smell I had never smelt before. It was sweet and made me feel very horny. I looked
in the mirror smiled and walk back down stairs to my computer. I opened all the windows again and sat there for a second embracing yet again what I was about
to do. I pulled up my night gown and looked down. There was a larger sized patch of black curly hair over a red, swollen pussy. I brought my hand down to it
and moaned as I felt my cold hands touch virgin places. I started off my doing as all the girls in the videos and just rubbed along the outside of my hole. I did that
for a while and felt my self get wetter and wetter as I pleased my self. I leaned back in the computer chair, closed my eyes and imagined, a man doing this to me
and it got me more and more turned on as I did that for about 10 minutes. I decided to go on with this exploration and started rubbing my little
love button and I gasped for air as I felt tingling sensations all over my body, but not enough to cum yet. With one hand still rubbing I stuck 2 fingers
down into my tight hole and just fiddled around for a bit as my juices flooded out from my first experience. I sat there and just continued pleasing
my self and I grabbed the small not even 3 inches long glue stick and fiddled it around my pussy for a while until I decided it was time. I stuck it in
and it hurt a little. I managed to get almost half of it in with out moaning, just exploring. I bit my bottom lip and stuck the rest in. This feeling was amazing
it hurt but I started sticking it in and out in and out and felt my self getting even more wet and I continued that waiting for an orgasm to come but it never did.
I did please my self that night but I just couldn't manage to get my self to an orgasm. I didn't know how, or what to do to give my self the pleasure
all those young girls where getting in those videos.

My parents where back maybe 4 hours later and I acted sort of strange trying to hide what I had done, but I don't think they suspected a thing.
I continued to do that every time I was home alone but could never manage to get my self to cum, or shatter into an orgasm. I did please my self
but I knew there was more to pleasing my self, but what!? Every time I did that I had to wash my clothes just in case my parents didn't smell
anything odd, because obviously they knew the smell of sex, because here I am.

I did that every time I had a chance for almost a whole year, until I decided it was time to date. I became the flirt of the school.
A lot of rumours went around that I was a whore and such but I had never even had sex how could I be a whore? So I finally got my first boyfriend.
His name was Nicko. He was Hispanic tall dark handsome, very outgoing and he wore the nicest clothes. His shirts always seemed to match his hats and his shoes.
I thought a man that can dress him self is a man I want. He must have been in grade 12 when I was in in grade 9.
Our first kiss was extraordinary,
I'm sure it wasn't his first but for me if felt wonderful his tongue going deep into my throat as mine wandered into his.
He was a great kisser, but I wanted to see more. I didn't come on to strong because I just really didn't want to seem like a slut,
so we continued just making out in the back of his 89 Honda Civic, which was kept in good shape. Every time we made out it got me so turned on,
and the scent of his cologne drove me insane it was so delicious I felt like eating him whole, and that’s what I planned to do one night, almost three months into our relationship.
I'm not sure if he was expecting me to move faster than him but I'm sure he expected something other than just macking in the back of a car for ever.

It was the perfect date. He took me out for dinner at a Bee's Nest Family Restaurant and we ate, I had a breaded chicken ceaser salad,
he had a large order of ribs, which I found sort of appalling but what ever I didn't really care what he ate as long as his abs didn't go away.
After we ate we just drove, we kept driving and driving and I wondered where he was taking me but I didn't really care I was so into the moment
and thinking about what I wanted to do with him just turned me on and I felt just so horny. So we finally got to this park named St. Charles Park
where he parked and told me to close my eyes. He told me not to peek but he knew me to well to know that I would, so he blind folded me with his tie.
I grinned and followed along. I hoped he couldn't tell I was so horny, but I think he did. He told me to remove the blind folds and as I did
I uncovered a picnic blanket with a champagne bottle and a straw basket with some stuff in it I couldn't tell off the bat. I stood there for
a couple seconds and I almost went in tears at how sweet Nicko had been and how he had prepared this all for me but I was planning
to thank him in a very special way.

So I ran to him hugged him as hard as I could and started kissing him deeply with more feeling than ever. At first I just wanted to loose my
virginity with any guy but I was glad that Nicko would be the one that would deflower me. I stopped our long deep kiss and looked deep into his eyes.
I thanked him, I told him this was the sweetest thing anyone had ever done to me or for me, and he just smiled his sweet innocent looking smile.
He laughed and sat down reaching for the champagne as I sat down. We sad there just talking stupid nothings to each other, but I was still super horny,
and the more he talked the more aroused I became.

For the first time I looked down at his dick which was freely pointing at me. I told him I thought it
was rude to point and he stared at me like I was crazy and realized what I was talking about, he lowered his head in shame of some kind , but
I reassured him it was fine and he looked at me yet again like I was crazy. See Nicko wasn't one of those guys that would just take
advantage of a girl he was a sweet guy just looking for some lovin'. I move closer to him and pounced on him like a cheetah would on its pray.
I roared at him as I felt his penis touch my inner thigh.. This was totally turning me on even more and more, I thought for the first time I would
have my first orgasm just thinking about all the things I would explore with him. We kissed deeply yet once again and he whispered sweet nothings
to me between kisses.

I put my hand on his mouth and shushed him. He looked at me with lustful eyes as he let me do all the work.
I bit my bottom lip like I always did when I felt naughty, and I smiled at him and I rubbed his penis from under his pants a little, and he moaned...
He asked me if I was ready and I replied by asking him the same question. He murmured a couple words as I moved down unbuttoning his light purple
polo shirt one button by one. I could feel his cock getting harder and harder as I stripped him. He just smiled and stared at me as if his
deep dark fantasies were coming true. I just smiled as I please my man, Once I got to the last button of his shirt it wasn't enough I could
barely see his chest so I told him to just take it off, obediently he did and stood there, the candle light shone on his abs that where
so hot. I went lower to his pants, undid his belt, and nearly ripped it off in one movement. He jumped surprisingly as I reassured him with a light nod.
I unbuttoned his pants and pulled them to his feet. His sneakers made it nearly impossible so I took those off too. there he stood just in his boxers as
his main vain stood strong and hard. I could just imagine it inside my tiny hole. With lustful eyes I prepared for this special night. I took my shirt over my head
which left me in a very sexy red silky bra, with my pants still on. I unbuttoned my pants buttons slowly, revealing a small very fitted silky, sexy,
red thong matching the bra, I could feel my nipples almost bursting out of my bra as we both stood there only wearing our underwear.

he finally took some responsibility and he lifted him self to a seated position, as I was on my knees, and he kissed me up and down my neck
nibbled on my ears, which I had told him turned me totally on, and he kissed me as I felt his cold hand touch my back I shivered but knew I wanted
this so I just let him do his work now. He undid my bra and let my full c 36 cups fall out and stand in firm place. He admired them for
a second until I basically begged him to stick one in his mouth. As he stuck his mouth on my boob, I could feel strange sensations quivering all over my
body and I Loved it. He flicked his tongue up and down on my nipple and I moaned in pleasure. He moved on to the next one and did the same.
I felt like I was on cloud 90990909! It felt amazing. I let him to that for a couple of seconds until I decided it was time.

His cock had to have been over 8 inches long and it was fully erect and poking out of his boxers.
I pulled them down and I was wrong. A ten inch penis flicked out at me with pre-cum oozing out the head.
The head looked like a mushroom and at first I was a little disgusted but I decided I had to do it. I told
him to stand up and he did, and I took it into my hand, only to realize how big it really was. It was really long hard and thick, maybe
even as thick as my wrist, I had imagined it in my vagina before but now I just couldn't even picture that monster fitting inside of me.
I stroked it a couple time and had a quick flash back at how those girls had pleased this men and I stuck it in my mouth. A moan
of pleasure came out of his mouth. I stuck the head in and it was huge! I need to stretch my mouth to limits it had never been stretched
and I just slid it in 1,2,3,4,5 inches and I couldn't take any more I slowly slid it out, as it made a slurping noise I wiped my mouth from
his pre-cum and decided I wasn't ready to deep throat. Not yet at least but he was ready to stick his cock into my already wet, fully lubricated pussy.

He motioned me to lay down and whispered in my ear it was his turn. I replied to him by reminded him I was only a virgin and to take it easy.
Embarrassingly he told me it was his first time as well.

[And he hesitatingly pulled out a condom. He began to slide it on his cock when I told
him he didn’t have to worry about it, I was on the pill and that I wanted to feel the 'Real' Thing not no lubricated piece of plastic.]

I could not imagine that! How can such a fine man not ever have had sex! So I grinned and just told him to take it easy once again.
He winked at me and layer over me as he circled my swollen lips with his cock and just teased me until I begged him to stick it in!.
He slowly began to put the head in. I felt his hot Spanish cock start to fill me up. I moaned and thought this wasn't half bad. I thought it
actually felt pretty good. I told him I wanted MORE!. he smiled and continued inch my inch maybe not even 3 inches were inside when
I felt him reach a wall. I smiled and told him.. Keep going. I knew he was about to break me open and I braced my self, grinded my teeth
and he told me are you sure. I told him to just Do it!. As I did he slowly broke through my flower and I felt a sharp pain hit me and I felt
tears and blood coming from every pour of my body. This fuckin' hurt! so much for pleasure. He looked at me as I quenched in pain.
But he kept going as I said. No, Please, Stop I begged him, but deep inside me, my brain wanted him to keep going but my body said no,
and I think he heard my insides call for him as he kept going until about a good 7 inches of him invaded my tiny hole. I cried tears flooding
down my cheeks as the pain continued to sting. he smiled as he slowly inserted his last 2 or 3 inches. we stood there for a couple of minutes
even as he told me he was sorry, that he never wanted to hurt me. I smiled a weak but meaningful smile as I reassured him it was
alright and that we both wanted this. we agreed we would do this until we both fully cummed
because I still wanted to experience my first orgasm, but with all this pain inflicting I didn't think I was close. But I was. he slowly pulled out and
slowly pushed back in 3,4,5 inches in it started to feel good. my juices mixed with blood ran down my ass hole as he slowly and lovingly
fucked me with pleasure and lust in his eyes. he started fucking me harder, and faster, and that’s how I liked it, I started meeting his pulse
with my hip thrusts to get him deeper into me. I began to feel things I had never felt before, this night was just getting better and better by
the minute I began to feel a quivering something in my womb as I exploded with my juices all over his penis. I Cummed over and over again and I
nearly fainted with so much pleasure

Barely being able to contain him self he exploded inside of me. I thought cum would come out of my nose as he filled all my inside with what seemed
like gallons of cum. We lay there. Recovering with his limp penis still inside my tight hole, that squeezed on his cock. He lay on top
of me for a while until I told him to please remove him self from me. He did and I thought I heard something in the bushes,
but gave it no importance I was filled with so many answers to so many questions, embracing this moment of love and passion
between us to as lovers. Nicko had to have been the person I most loved at that moment. He pleased me no way any one else ever
had and it felt completely Incredible. As I thought that I looked up, a older looking man possibly in his 30’s shuffled around carrying a camera pointing directly at me.

To Be Continued…