Not until I started going out with my first boyfriend did I realize that guys liked my body so much, they’d stare at my tits in malls but I guess it dawned on me the intensity of their desire when I lost my virginity, and how for the first time I saw my boyfriend so horny and so worked up that he practically raped me. (I mean, my own brother couldn’t keep his hands of me so what do you expect from other boys?)*. My boyfriend and I started going out when I was sixteen and he was twenty two, although I’d tell my family that he was younger to make it look less wrong. He invited me over to his house and he told me that his family was going to be around, but when I got there he was the only one there.

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We went to his bedroom and I was fully prepared for a hot make out session. But soon his hands were in my bra and he started squeezing my tits and attempted to take my shirt off. I resisted because I wasn’t ready to lose my virginity at the time. But he was very persistent. He’d say things like “you’re so sexy baby! I love your tits! You’re my babe!”  And I gave in bit by bit, till he had me lay on his bed with me without my shirt and bra but with my panties and jeans still on. He’d even taken my socks off and had thrown them on either side of the bed. He went straight for my tits and sucked on them like his life depended on it. I’d never seen him so eager. He was very worked up at the time and the only time his mouth was away form my tits was he’d look at me and say things like, “your so fucking hot! Let’s fuck baby, I know you want to!”

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But things got a bit serious when he began to undo my jeans. I didn’t want to go all the way even though I was quite turned on. I tried to stop him but he was so eager, there was a madness in his eyes that I hadn’t seen before. He unhooked my button and proceeded to take my jeans and panties off at the same time. I grabbed them too and we had this tug of war for like a minute, with him trying to pull them down and with me trying to hold it up. I was almost about to cry, but he kept saying, “Its okay Sara, I wont hurt you, it’ll be over in a few minutes. I wont hurt you. Its just sex, why are you being so uptight?” And with a final jerk with all his strength and quite violently he took my jeans and panties off.

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For the fist time in my life, I was completely naked in front of a boy and I have to admit I was scared. I was breathing very heavily and my entire body had goose bump all over it. My last attempt to stop him was to keep my knees tightly together. That was a feeble attempt. After he took off all his clothes in a flash, he forcefully pried my legs apart and got between them. It was then that I saw a cock for the very fist time. I’d seen it in movies and but seeing the real thing twitching and hard was very different. I yelped as soon as he placed his warm cock on my pussy. “Please! I’ll go down on you! I’ll make it really good for you! We don’t even have a condom!” I pleaded, but  he replied a little angrily with something like, “I’m you’re boyfriend Dammit! I want it now! Lie back, it’ll be over soon. I promise to pull out!” he said huskily. With that I surrendered my fate, knowing there was nothing I could do but let nature take its course. I lay back with teary eyes and stopped fighting.

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He placed his cock on my pussy and rubbed it so we were both well lubricated. Then he entered me. I shrieked with pain, but before I knew it he was on top of me with his head buried in my neck, pumping in and out of me. Each time he entered me I shrieked in pain, but he was too far gone with lust to really care. He began kissing me on my cheeks and lips and pacified me by saying things like “I love you baby! I love you! I love your pussy! I love you so much!” He pounded me senseless for a good five minutes in that position.

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I knew he was about to cum when I heard him grunt louder and with more intensity. “Pull out! Pull out!” I begged him. It was so intense that we were both screaming, he was fucking me at lightening speed, the bed post were violently banging against the wall, the sound it made was something like “dhug dhug dhug dhug dhug dhug!” in quick succession.  Finally,  he pulled out and came all over my tits, quite like my brother did the first time we had sex. He finally got off me and lay on his side. I turned away from him and held my vagina with my hands, it hurt the first time.

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I turned over and the bastard was asleep. I put my clothes back on and left immediately. Don’t get me wrong I did love him. And wanted my first time to be with him, but I would have preferred it if it wasn’t so sudden and unromantic.

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*also read Sara & I (a true story) in the incest section.