I lay there suffering

Such sweet pain

With thoughts of you

Clawing my soul so lovingly

My hands itch to touch

That spot whimpering your name

But my will pins them down to the bed

So I close my eyes trying to clear my mind

But in that moment of sudden darkness

I felt the raging war within me

My legs pressed tightly together

to hide it's wet shame

My hands tangled in the sheets

to stop it's downward spiral

My hips arching to a secret beat

that echoes through my core

And my skin screaming to be touched