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Daddys lil slut, part 2

baby_momma1986 on Incest Stories

So i stripped off my clothes as fast as i possibly could, and jumped in the shower. The water was very hot, but i knew i had to get very clean. We had one of them detachable shower heads in our shower, normally id get myself off a few times with it, but i knew i couldnt tonight. So i took the shower head and just sprayed it over my pussy to wash all my juices off. As the water passed my clit, all

Daddys lil slut, part 1

baby_momma1986 on Incest Stories

"Owww dad that hurts, what was that for?" i asked. "for being a bad lil slut" he had told me. Confused i looked up at him as i was bent over his knee and said "um im 18 years old, i can have sex ya know". but daddy said i was a slut for running around the house in a lil skirt with no panties on and the whole world could see my ass. the whole world? i was only walking around the house. even tho i

My Brother Kyle. Part 5.

Ashley8899 on Incest Stories



My Brother Kyle. Part 5.







I stepped into the house. Kyle was out. I found a note on the fridge door from him. He was

over at one of his friend's place. He wouldn't be gone long. I went up to my bedroom. As

soon as I got in there, I noticed the top cover from my bed was missing. Kyle must have

taken it for some reason. I emptied the two bags of clothes that I purchased today. Laid t

Sailing the open seas with Em - PART 2

emmygoody91 on Incest Stories

....so I thought to myself.....here I am, hundreds of miles from civilization. My daughter, a beautiful 16 year old is naked, legs spread, drunk on tequila and I'm about to shave her pussy. Life is good!

I massaged in the shaving lotion, spending WAY too much time around her lips, spreading them really really wide. She was literally dripping wetness at this point, plus the temperature outside wa

The Punishment

jaena1873 on Humilliation Stories

 Sunday 03:18 Dom –

You said you would do anything at all to return.  Your punishment for  breaking the submission will be in 2 parts.  Very humiliating and very painful.  Are you ready to pay such a high price?

 

Frankie hadn’t expected to hear from him ever again.  She’d tried to make it right, offered to do anything to try and make it up to him, but he’d said it was impossible.  She’d had no choice but to accept it.  Now he was offering her a chance to return, to redeem herself &nd

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ash; but as his slave this time, not just a submissive.  Could she take it as a slave, owned property with no choice and no limits?  She didn’t know, but she knew she would try.  No one else, it seemed, could give her so much pleasure or inflict so much pain as he.  How she wished it wasn’t so.

She picked her phone up and texted:

 

I would like you to accept my submission very much.  I’m ready.

 

She lay awake in the dark, waiting to hear what he required her to do.  The humiliation part of the punishment would be extremely difficult for her.  It was getting on for 4A.M, but there would be no sleep until he’d replied.

 
Sunday 04:33 Dom –

Stockings, heels, your leather coat.  To the Co- Op.  Courgette into cunt & arse.  3 pegs in your pocket for tongue & nipples.  Go to Paul’s flat.  Ask him for a bowl.  With him watching remove coat & squat over bowl.  Remove courgettes, lick clean put into the bowl.  Put on pegs.  Pee into bowl then drink.

 
Sunday 04:34 Dom –

Remove tongue peg.  Paul  may not touch you at any time however at this point he may wank over your face & tits.  If he chooses to do so you will pull on your nipple pegs hard.  You will then remove pegs put on your coat & leave.  Do not clean his cum until you are home.  Part 1 of punishment complete.

 
Sunday 04:42 Dom –

If you need to clean his cum off before leaving you may totally humiliate yourself and ask him to pee on you so you can wash xxx

 

            When Frankie awoke next morning, she re-read the texts several times, with a growing sense of anxiety.  What he asked was impossible.  She couldn’t do it.  How could she? She was neither shocked nor surprised at what he demanded, just terrified at the idea.  How badly do you want this? A voice said in her mind.  She knew this calm, reasonable voice well. It had talked her through a lot of hard things and bad times.  If she became his slave that she’d be hearing a hell of a lot more of that voice too.  It was the one that made her stand fast and endure, no matter what the rest of her was saying.

            As she made herself coffee, her imagination kept playing unwelcome images of what might happen if she went through with it.  Frankie closed her eyes and tried to will the mental pictures away.  She worked with Paul.  How could she go to his house and do this?  But how could she not?  She picked up her phone, watching her fingers move over the keypad as if they were controlled by someone else, and she was just a fascinated bystander.

 

Sunday 11:06 sub –

I’ve thought about it, and I’ll try and do it.  Does it have to be him, though?
 
Sunday 11:06 Dom –
Who else is there? And I want pictures of every stage on your phone.
 
Sunday 11:13 sub –
Ok.  I don’t suppose there is anyone else to ask,  It’s just awkward having to work with him.
 
Sunday 11:16 Dom –
Paul it is then.  Don’t ask just tell him.  Think yourself lucky I made it less humiliating than the 1st version.
 
Sunday 11:22 sub –
What was the first version?
 
Sunday 11:26 Dom –
Michelle as witness
 

Frankie shivered.  Michelle was one of her friends, she didn’t see how she could possibly do it in front of her.  Paul it was then, and think herself bloody lucky, too.

 

Sunday 11:33 sub –

You’re right, that would be worse.  I’ll do it this afternoon.
 
Sunday 11:34 Dom –
Good girl.  Cum 1st. Keep me informed.
 
Sunday 12.15 Dom –
More I think of it the more I want a witness to your humiliation there. Xxx
 
Sunday 12:30 sub –
Is it not enough that Paul will see it?  I don’t know how I’m ever going to look him in the eye again after this
 
Sunday 12:31 Dom –
Yes it’s enough for Paul alone.  I told you it would be total humiliation.  It will be total pain if you come up here straight after.  I’m semi hard just thinking of the moment you reveal your body to one you dislike so much. Xxx
 

Frankie fought the urge to throw her phone against the wall.  She wanted to tell him to shove it, no way was she doing it, but her fingers just wouldn’t make those words.  After ten minutes or so she had calmed down enough to compose a reply.

 

Sunday 12:48 sub –

I can’t come up today.  I really can’t even bear to think what it’ll be like to do this in front of him, but I’m willing to do it for you. Xxx
 
Sunday 12.49 Dom –
Thank you.  Can you come up tomorrow tea time?  When are you starting your punishment? Do you think he’ll take the opportunity to cum on you?
 

            Frankie had showered in between texts, and by 1p.m. she’d finished applying her make-up.  She dressed.  Or rather, didn’t dress.  She felt cold and vulnerable under her knee length coat in only stockings and high heels, although common sense told her that no-one could possibly know that she was naked if she was careful, it still didn’t take away the dread of being found out in public.  One final look in the mirror and she was ready to start the first part of her ordeal.

 

Sunday 13:26 sub –

Am going to the Co-Op now for courgettes, then take the bus to his house.  It will be Thursday before I can come up.  I don’t know if he’ll cum on me.  I really hope not.
 
Sunday !3:41 Dom –
Thursday would be great.  Give him his instructions before revealing your body.  Tell him he has the option to cum on you but no touching.
 
Sunday 13:44 Dom
Are you dressed as instructed?
 
Sunday 13:50 sub –
Yes, wearing what you told me to, and dying of cold and fear.  Can I wipe the cum off me a bit if it’s on my face or not? Xxx
 
Sunday 13:51 Dom –
No!
 
Sunday 13:51 Dom –
Don’t forget phone pics at every stage.  Be strong.  If you want it badly enough you’ll make it. Xxx
 
Sunday 13:56 Dom –
Does he know your on your way and why?
 
Sunday 14:02 sub –
He knows I’m coming down, but not why yet.  Going to have trouble sitting on the bus with a courgette up my arse.  Can I please put it in after I get off?
 

This thought had occurred to Frankie as she walked slowly and carefully to the Co-Op, heels loud on the pavement.  She avoided eye contact with the people she passed, hoping they wouldn’t notice her.  She wanted to shrink, to become soundless and invisible, but all the wishing in the world wasn’t going to make it happen.  She had two choices.  Give up, or continue.  She waited for him to text back.  She hoped he’d allow her this one thing, but he would want the maximum amount of upset and humiliation he could get from her.  It took less than a minute to get a reply

 
 

Sunday 14:03 Dom –

No. Stand on the bus xxx
 

            The Co-Op was a slice of normality, where ordinary people did ordinary things.  Frankie wished she was one of them. You could be, the voice said.  Just text him, tell him you’ve changed your mind, you won’t do it.   Somehow, that wasn’t an option.  He wasn’t forcing her, she had a choice.  She felt compelled to do this by some part of herself, and that same part found the idea of  being his slave and obeying him incredibly erotic. 

            She chose the courgettes carefully.  Smooth, and not too big.  She felt embarrassed at the checkout for only buying courgettes.  She thought the middle aged woman behind the till knew exactly what she wanted them for.  She had to ask for the key to the store toilets too.

            In the toilet cubicle, Frankie took her coat off, her nipples hardening immediately as the cold air touched them. Quickly, she took a tube of lubricant out of her bag, fumbling and almost dropping it in her haste.  She wanted this over and done with. She covered the smallest of the courgettes in a generous amount, and bent over, willing her tense muscles to relax. Very gently, she pushed the rounded end of the courgette slowly into her arse.  She paused for a moment, getting used to the uncomfortable sensation, then pushed the vegetable further in, fighting the urge to clench up and expel the unwelcome intruder.  Carefully, she straightened up, clenching the cheeks of her arse now to help keep the courgette in place. She put lube on the second one, and slid it inside her cunt. The coldness was not unpleasant, but the feeling of being filled almost to bursting in both holes was hard to bear. She put her coat and scarf back on, trying to gain what warmth and comfort she could.  For safety’s sake, she tucked the end of the courgette between her legs into the top of her stocking, otherwise as she walked it would slip out and fall to the floor.

            Frankie let herself out of the cubicle, and walked slowly over to the sinks. The sound of her heels was loud on the tile floor. As she washed her hands, the door opened and an old lady came into the toilets. Frankie gave her the key to hand back in, thankful to be spared going back into the shop again.

 

Sunday 14:07 sub –

Ok. Am going to bus stop now. Can’t believe I’m actually about to do this. Not going to think about it, just do it. Xxx
 
Sunday 14:08 Dom –
Good girl. You fully understand what you have to do and what to tell him? How are you feeling? People will wonder why you standing. Courgettes stretching you? Xxx
 
Sunday 14:12 Dom –
Don’t tell him not to tell anyone. If you do it gives him power over you to blackmail you. If he does tell anyone who would believe him? All you have to say to people it’s his fantasy, nothing to do with you.
 
Sunday 14:18 sub –
I understand what I have to do and say. I hope no one will believe him. Am shaking so much and I feel sick. I’m really, really scared, but it will soon be over. Xxx
 
Sunday 14:18 Dom –
Good girl. It will be over very quickly. You have the option to back out now. One chance only. Xxx
 

One chance only. Frankie paused on her slow journey to the bus stop. Her rational mind told her to take that chance.  Why the fuck was she doing this, anyway? And for what?  Merely for his approval? So he could have a good laugh about it to himself afterwards and despise her for doing it? Her pride had a big problem with that. But it’s not like that, the insidious, quiet voice in her head insisted, yes, he’s getting pure pleasure at your expense, yes, he’s savouring every moment of your fear, your humiliation.  He also really wants you to pass this test, to prove that you meant what you said, that there’s nothing you won’t endure just for him.  It’s not just a punishment.  At least, that’s what she wanted to believe.  Her hopes seemed so fragile, the task too daunting. Yet if she backed out, she would always regret not seeing it through to the end, be plagued until her dying day with ‘if only’s’ and ‘what if’s’. Although many things in Frankie’s world were uncertain and unstable, there was one unshakeable belief.  No man had ever fascinated her as much as him.  If she was going to be damned, let her be damned by his hand.

 

Sunday 14:22 sub –

No, I’m going to do it.
 
Sunday 14:22 Dom –
Welcome to your new slave life. Xxx
 

            The bus journey was a nightmare.  Frankie stood because she had no choice, even though the bus was mostly empty.  She endured what she felt were questioning looks from the other passengers as she held on to the pole with a death grip.  Her phone went off. Another message, but she was too busy trying to stand and keep the courgettes in place to read it.  When she got off at the stop near Paul’s house, she stood for a moment, watching the bus drive off into the distance, her breath making vapour clouds in the still, frosty air.  Going to be cold tonight, she thought.  She set off for Paul’s street.

Sunday 14:42 Dom -

Where are you now?
 
Sunday 14:43 sub –
Am about to go in.  Wish me luck xxx
 
Sunday 14:44 Dom –
Good luck.  No short cuts or cheats.  Text me at each stage.
 

            Seeing Paul approaching his front door through the frosted glass, Frankie thought again of the impossible thing she must do.  How could she tell him? What if he said no?  The idea that he might refuse hadn’t really occurred to her before, but now it was a real possibility.  How would she explain that to her owner?

  “Nice of  you to come down.  I don’t get many visitors these days, “ Paul said, as she followed him through to the tiny but extremely neat kitchen.  “Not since that bitch turned people against me with her lies,” he added.

He was referring to his soon-to-be-ex wife, Frankie knew, but she had no time to indulge him with a sympathy session today.

  “I’ve got something I have to ask you.  This is going to sound so weird and shocking, but just hear me out.  You know how I enjoy BDSM, and you always want to know more about it?”

Paul was busy spooning coffee into two cups.  He looked up briefly.  Frankie pressed on, the words tumbling out, not the way she had constantly rehearsed on the journey, but simply spilling out of her.  “I need you to watch me do some stuff, take photos of me with my phone as proof for my owner.  I’ve been ordered to do this as a punishment.”

She took her phone out, intending to text, not sure what to write, just needing something to concentrate on other than the silence.  The sound of the kettle boiling was loud in the small room.  Paul hadn’t said anything yet

Frankie shoved her phone back in her pocket, feeling pressure mounting on her.  It had to be said, there was no nice way of putting it.  Now she wished she’d texted Paul first and told him. If he’d reacted with horror, she could have pretended it was just a joke.  No chance of that now.  Rapidly, Frankie explained what she wanted Paul to do, stumbling over the words, feeling her face burn red with shame.  It was worse than she had imagined.  She stared at the spotless beige tiled floor, the shocked silence seeming to grow and take on a life of its own as she waited for his response.

  “You mean you’re naked under that coat?” Paul said eventually.

Frankie nodded, still not looking at him.

  “Fucking hell.  Your boyfriend wants you to get naked and for me to take pics of you, then wank over you?  He can’t think much of you, Frank, I’ll tell you that much.  What fucking planet is he on?”

  “You don’t understand.  It’s punishment.”

  “You must have committed one hell of a crime, then!”

  “Will you do it?”

Frankie just wanted him to say yes, not have a lengthy debate on the rights and wrongs.  Paul laughed, a harsh, cynical sound.

  “I haven’t got anything better planned for today.  Course I’ll do it.  I’ve wanted to get you out your clothes for a long time, you know that.  I think your boyfriend’s a bastard, though.  Get rid, he’s bad news.”

            Frankie risked a glance at him.  For all his outrage and lecturing, there was excitement in his eyes.  There was something unpleasant about Paul, really creepy.  She felt angry that he’d said yes.  Betrayed, almost.  You’re supposed to be my fucking friend, you bastard! She thought. If you were any kind of friend you’d have said no way.  You wouldn’t have let me degrade myself like this.  But it was typical of human nature.  Of all the guy friends Frankie had, she could only think of one who would have refused out of genuine respect for her, even though he’d have wanted to do it.

  “Come on then, strip off!” Paul said, closing the blinds.

  “Wait a minute.” Frankie got her phone.

 

Sunday 14:59 Dom –

Has he accepted?
 

Sunday 15:00 sub –

Yes, this is going to be awful
 
Sunday 15:00 Dom –
That’s why it’s called punishment.  You may take your coat off now.  Don’t forget pics. Xxx
 

  “Could I have a bowl.  An old one you don’t want anymore,” she said.

While Paul started rummaging through a cupboard, Frankie unbuttoned her coat with stiff, fumbling fingers.  She shrugged it off, and stood naked except for her suspender belt, heels and stockings.  One of them had a ladder in, just above the knee.  She stood rigidly, head turned to one side, away from Paul.

  “What the fuck?!” he said.

Frankie knew he meant the courgettes.  Wordlessly, she took the old plastic jug out of his hands.  He was staring, mouth hanging slightly open, eyes jumping from her tits to her cunt and back again.  She reached down and slid the first one out of her, licking her own juices from the skin before dropping it in the jug.  She removed the second one from her arse, barely licked it once and it joined the other in the jug.  Paul said nothing, but he was breathing quickly. 

            Moving fast now, Frankie tipped the contents of the jug into the bin.  Fuck.  She hadn’t taken any pics yet.  Once again she got her phone out of her coat, her fingers shaking so much that she sent her owner a blank text by mistake.

 

Sunday 15:11 Dom –

You just sent a blank text
 
Sunday 15:12 sub –
I know im in such a state of nerves im having trouble txting properly. Ive done the courgettes in the bowl I cant bear to look at him watching me
 

Fuck punctuation, fuck spelling properly.  This was a situation where commas and capital letters just didn’t matter anymore.

 

Sunday 15:14 Dom –

If Paul sticks to the rules and don’t step out of line I may let him witness you being flogged next time you need punishment.  What’s happening now?
 
Sunday 15:15 Dom –
You don’t have to look.  Keep going, you can do it. Xxx
 

  “We need to go to the bathroom for this bit,” Frankie said, surprised at how normal her voice sounded.  The pegs! Nearly forgot that bit.  She got them out of her coat pocket, and followed Paul down a narrow passage, her movements jerky and graceless.  The bathroom was, like the kitchen, neat and almost sterile.  Nothing out of place, no bottles of shampoo or a stray razor on the side of the gleaming bath, everything in soothing shades of pastel green.  The act she was about to commit would violate this orderly, tranquil place.

 

Sunday 15:17 Dom –

I’ve changed my mind.  You will look him in the eye from now on. Xxx
 

            Frankie stood in the shower cubicle.  She lifted the jug up underneath her cunt, willing herself to pee.  Nothing doing.  If only Paul would leave her alone for this bit!  She looked at him.  He was rubbing his cock through his jeans, his eyes never leaving her body.  She eventually managed to pee a little, hearing the sound of a belt being unbuckled.  She felt sick as she set the jug down carefully and picked the clothes pegs up.  The pain as they bit down on her nipples was huge, but she knew that it would be nothing to the pain she’d feel when she removed them.  She had the nasty feeling she was supposed to have put them on before peeing in the jug, but it was too late now.  She took a moment to compose herself before pegging her tongue.  Time to text.

 

Sunday 15:24 sub –

Please don’t make me look at him please I beg you he taken his trousers off now.  Am about to drink piss not easy with a peg on my tongue
 
Sunday 15:25 Dom –
You will look him in the eye as you drink your piss & as it spill out your mouth onto your body, and continue to do so as he wanks and cums over you.  I want you humiliated like never before. Xxx
 
Sunday 15:25 sub –
Ok as you wish im trying so hard to keep myself together right now
 
Sunday 15:26 Dom –
Good slave.  Make me proud. Xxx
 

            Paul was leaning in the doorway.  Naked. Playing with his erection. Blocking her only escape route.  She wished her owner was here, felt a sudden anger that he wasn’t.  What if things went wrong?  What if Paul got too excited and didn’t stop when he was supposed to?  How could he put her in a potentially dangerous situation like this?  She used the anger to fuel her resolve to complete the task.  She’d count the emotional cost later.  The photos! Paul hadn’t taken any yet, and she wasn’t suffering through this for nothing.  She slid her phone across the carpet to him.

  “Get some good pics, please.”  The words came out with difficulty.  Talking with a peg on your tongue wasn’t easy.

            Frankie raised the jug to her lips.  She tried not to think of what she was drinking.  Images of shipwrecked sailors and lost desert travellers came to mind.  They had to drink their own piss when there was no water.  Didn’t they say that urine was clean?  At least it was her own.  Most of it spilled out of her mouth and down over her breasts.  The warmth was not unpleasant, and it didn’t taste as vile as she’d thought it would.  Frankie put the jug down, and removed the peg on her tongue.  This is the last bit, she told herself.  Just get through it.

            Paul put her phone down and stepped in the shower, but not before he’d rinsed away the piss on the floor of the cubicle.  Fastidious to the last.  Hopefully he’d be careful not to touch her in case he got any on him.  Frankie knelt with difficulty, pressed tightly into the corner.  She shut her eyes, until she remembered she had to keep them open.  She focused on the plughole in the bottom of the basin.  Anything other than look at Paul, who’s cock was uncomfortably near her face.  Is this how prostitutes feel? She wondered.  Probably.  Except they would demand a good deal of money to do the things she had today.  She was doing it for nothing other than the approval and affection of her owner – and her own stubbornness, her refusal to give in no matter what.

            Paul’s right hand was stroking the shaft of his cock, his breathing heavy.

  “Dirty little bitch,” he said, his hand moving faster.  “You’d just love to have this in you, wouldn’t you?”

Afraid, Frankie said nothing.  She jumped and recoiled when she felt a hand brush her left tit.  He touched me! He’s not supposed to!  She fought against the urge to push him away and run.  Something warm hit her neck, and began running down her tit.  She forced herself to remain still as the rest of his spunk splattered against her shoulder and neck.  It was over.

 

Sunday 15:43 sub –

Im out of there now. It’s done.  Am in the woods near his place.  I need 5 minutes to get my head straight.  He wanted to take me home but I can’t stand to be near him right now.  I have some cum on my neck and in my hair.  I’m covered in my own piss and I’m in a daze.  You did totally humiliate me, but I did it to please you.
 
Sunday 15:44 Dom –
Thank you for doing your punishment so well.  Take your five minutes then text & tell me what happened from drinking to leaving & how you feel. Xxx
 
Sunday 16:06 sub –
I think I spilled more down me than I managed to swallow.  I had to kneel down in the shower to do it.  He tried to touch my tit at one point when he was wanking.  Then he cum and it was over.  I got my coat and left  He thinks me and you are fucking crazy.  I feel awful, really cheap and nasty and ashamed.  Yet part of me is so pleased I managed to do it. Xxx
 
Sunday 16:08 Dom –
I am very, very pleased with you & proud too.  He say anything else?  He tried to touch you so he won’t be used again.  Are you on the bus home now?
 
Sunday 16:20 sub –
Waiting for the bus.  I’m so tired all of a sudden.  Can’t wait to get home and in the bath.  I’m glad you’re pleased with me.  He said it was wrong and fucked up, but it turned him on and he wanted me to come back and do it again for him in a few days.  I told him no, that I belong to you, and I certainly didn’t do it for his pleasure.
 
Sunday 16:23 Dom –
Good girl.  You’ll feel better once you’re in the bath & clean.  The tiredness is likely to be the drop in adrenalin.  Well done.  I’m delighted.  If you can get through that you can get through anything.  Was his initial reaction shocked or surprised?  Did he comment when you took them out your cunt & arse or when you drank? Xxx
 
Sunday 16:38 sub –
He was shocked at first, then he got turned on.  He couldn’t believe I came over with courgettes up myself.  He got horny when he watched me drink my own piss.  I wish he hadn’t touched me, it makes my skin crawl to think of it.  Nearly home now, glad the bus is almost empty. Xxx
 
Sunday 16:50 Dom –
Well done.  I know how hard it was for you, that’s why it was punishment and not a task.  Just the painful bit to get through now.  On Thursday it will be full on pain as punishment.  No holding back or allowances.  Flogger, crop & belt in sets of 36. Xxx
 

            Frankie let herself in to her house.  It was freezing, but she couldn’t even summon the energy required to light the gas fire.  Instead she huddled up on the sofa for a while, waiting for the water to heat up enough for a bath.  In the end she couldn’t wait any longer to scrub the smell of piss from her body, to rid herself of  Paul’s cum.  She knew it was only her imagination, but it seemed to itch and burn her skin where it had landed, like some corrosive and deadly substance.  The water was lukewarm, and she shivered uncontrollably, but eventually she felt clean again.

            Downstairs, she re read her owner’s last text.  This she could deal with, and the idea of him inflicting such pain on her was thrilling and erotic.  The pain itself would be huge and monstrous, very hard to handle at the time, and it scared her as well as turned her on.  The marks she’d be left with would be beautiful – red stripes against her pale skin to start with, replaced by livid dark purple bruises that would gradually fade down to greeny blue and pale yellow.  Every time she looked at them, or caught her leg against something and felt a twinge of pain from them, she would think of her owner again, and how he’d left his mark on her.

 

Sunday 17:30 sub –

I know you will make me suffer.  I understand, and although I’m scared I’m determined to endure it for you.

 

Sunday 17:31 Dom –

That’s my girl Xxx

 

Sunday 17:46 Dom

Hope you are still viewing today as a positive step forward.  With your new status of slave you no longer have daily tasks, from now on, you will be tasked only when I really wish something.  Tasks will range from pleasure for you to total humiliation as today.  As a slave, refusal is not an option.  Refusal will bring dismissal.  Do you understand & agree? Xxx

 

            Refusal is not an option.  Refusal will bring dismissal.  Frankie could not get rid of these words from her head.  If she was to do this, then the only limit to what he might require her to do was his own imagination, and that was vast.  Even if she did all these things - jumped through his metaphorical flaming hoops, so to speak – no matter how well she did them, or what it cost her emotionally or psychologically, all of that would count for nothing with him if she faltered once and said she couldn’t do something.  What was the point?  She felt cheated.  Why had she just gone through that ordeal for him if at some stage he was planning on getting rid of her anyway?  She wished she’d known before, but it was too late now.  Maybe it had always been too late.  Real D/s wasn’t fun all the time.  Slavery wasn’t meant to be taken lightly.  The truth of it was pain, suffering and tears.  Lots of tears.  It was fucking, sucking, multiple orgasms, welts, agony, bruises that took weeks to heal, ecstasy, limbs cramped and screaming for release from their restraints, incredible highs and unimaginable lows.  It wasn’t the stylised, sanitised version of it – Sane, Safe and Consensual was the phrase bandied about a great deal – the acceptable, user friendly face of sadomasochism for the internet generation.  Yet for all that, the rewards were massive, the bonds stronger and more intense than even the most passionate vanilla pairing.  Each partner saw the other one’s shadow side, and embraced it.  Frankie was willing to risk all for this and become his willing slave.  Maybe this driving force deep within her was all consuming, and would lead to her eventual self destruction, but she never felt more alive and existing purely in the moment than when she gave him her suffering and it pleased him, when he demanded that she drop to her knees and suck his cock, when he inflicted terrible pain on her, or when he held her close and safe afterwards.  This was her reality, and she would live it while she could.

 

Sunday 18:07 sub –

I understand, and agree. Xxx
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

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I found you laying in bed after taking a shower. I want to be quiet so as not to scare you but you hear me anyways. I crawled onto the bed, sliding up next to you wanting to touch you. I reach out with my left hand and run it slowly up the side of your left leg. I see your skin break out with goose bumps. My hand moves up the length of your body, pausing slightly when I reach your tattoo. I trace a finger around a part of that sexy tattoo that turns me on so much.

I shiver slightly as I always do. Licking my lips, I lean forward and slide my tounge out and gently lick one of your ribs, going the length of the tattoo. I look up and your eyes are closed, waiting for me to do what I want with you, and I will. I slide my hand up to your chest, mov

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ing over your left nipple, smiling to myself. I know you hate when I pinch and pull at it but I cannot help myself as I give it a gentle tug. I move my hand to your neck and squeeze gently...closing my eyes thinking of choking you while riding you.

But that may come later. I reach above you and pull out the blindfold. I place it around your head, securely covering your eyes. I smile, because I love when you are blindfolded and you cannot see me. I kiss your mouth, wanting you, but controlling myself. I bite down on your lower lip and pull it out...only to suck on it..biting a bit harder before letting go. I rise up and remove my shirt and stradle your chest at once. Taking both hands in mine I guide your hands to my chest. At once you know what to do and you take both of my breasts in your hands and slowly squeeze them.

My nipples harden at your touch and you pinch both at once gently. I inhale sharply because this is what I have waited for for so long. I whisper for you to do it harder and you comply. My pussy drips with desire. But I control that desire because I have so much I want to do to you;with you. I rub my wet pussy against your chest as you squeeze my nipples HARD. I regain control and take both of your hands and press them together. Reaching for some rope, I lean forward and tease your mouth with a hard nipple.

I sit up and slowly wrap a piece of white cotton rope around your wrists, pulling TIGHT to make sure they are as close together as possible. I then slowly wrap the rope around your wrists ,savoring each turn and motion. Wanting it to last, my pussy getting wetter as I begin to bind you for MY pleasure. I tie the rope snugly in place and finish it off with a square knot, to make sure you cannot get out of the rope.

I reach down between my legs and feel my juice soaking my pussy and close my eyes as I gently slide a finger inside of myself. I push my finger in and out slowly. Feeling an orgasm start, I force myself to stop. Reluctantly I pull out my finger and place it against your lips, as you open your mouth and greedily suck the juices off my finger.

I want to come in your mouth, but that will have to wait. I want you to beg me for it. I want you ask me to let you lick my wet pussy. I then push myself off of your chest and onto the side of your naked body. I look down at you...wanting to ravish you in one instant but knowing the anticipation will make us love it even more. I tell you to sit up while helping you into the sitting position. I pick up the gag and smile to myself. I love to have you gagged yet at the same time I love to use your mouth.

But I know I will in due time. I slide the gag harness over your head and begin to buckle the straps into place before inserting the ball into your mouth. After I secure the buckles and know that it's ready, I push the ball between your teeth rather roughly. I shove the ball as far into your slut mouth as I can and buckle it behind your head. I pull on the buckle and make sure it is nice and tight and your mouth is spread open. I lay you back down on the bed. I move between your legs and gently take your cock in my hand. It is semi hard and I want it rock hard for me. I slowly move my hand up and down the length of your dick and pull at the foreskin I love so much.

Letting go I slap it once, twice a third time for my enjoyment. I take a thin piece of rope and slide it up under your balls and tie your balls up first and then winding the rope around your dick. Going higher and higher until your cock looks even bigger and is purple. I pull it TIGHT so that it throbs with desire when I touch it. I wrap the rope around the head of your cock and tie it off with a square knot. I flick your cock head once, and two more times, smiling and l icking my lips. I lean forward and lick the huge purple head, sticking my tounge into the slit of your cock. Your pre cum is on my lips, I want to feel you inside of me. I suck the head of your cock between my lips slowly, teasingly.

I pull off and laugh, because you want more but you will only have it when I SAY you can. So I push you onto your side and slap your hot little ass HARD. Ah yes I know you don't like to be hit much, but it makes my pussy drip to slap you harder and harder. It makes me almost come when I cause pain. I take a long piece of rope and wrap it around your already bound wrists and tie it again and pull it down so your hands are near your cock and then I tie the rope around your cock and balls. I bring the rope between your asscheeks.

Before I bring the rope fully behind you, my finger on my left hand gently touches your asshole. Mmmmm...I want it so badly...I squeeze a little lube onto my finger and then slowly, carefully press that finger into your tight ass. I want to ram my whole fist inside of you, but I know I cannot do it yet. So I gently push the length of my finger inside of you. With great care I pull and push my finger out of your ass a few times. I want more, so I add more lube and slide a second finger inside of you. You take it wonderfully and it encourages me to slide one more finger inside of you.

I am three fingers in up to the third knuckle. I fuck your ass slowly with my fingers and lean down and bite your ass gently, while I am fucking your ass. Satisified that I have stretched you enough I reach for a medium sized butt plug and lube it up some. Reluctantly I remove my fingers and gently push the pink butt plug against your asshole. Your hole gives way and lets me push it inside. I push it up until it cannot go further and your hot ass tightens around it, holding it in for me.

I then wrap the rope around the plug and pull the length of rope behind you along your back. I wrap it a few times around your neck, and pulling it through the D ring on the collar around your neck. I then wrap it again around your neck and up the back of your head and pull it again through a D ring. This time I pull it through the D ring on the harness of the gag. I tie it tightly around the D ring in the gag and then tie it to the bolt in the wall so that you cannot move even if you want to. Then I tie some rope to the wall and pull the length down to your ankles and I tie each ankle tightly, and then tying them together so that you cannot move one little bit. I stand up and look down at you. Wanting you soooooo badly, but knowing if I wait I will cum so much harder!

I walk slowly into the room where I have left you lay for the last half an hour. My pussy is dripping and my nipples are hard...wanting to touch you...fuck you. I slowly walk around the bed where you lay. I can hear the tv in the background. A porno is playing...to get me more in the mood.

I lay next to you and slowly begin to untie you. First the gag. I want access to your mouth. My nipples are hard and I want them in your mouth. After I have released your mouth for my desire. I keep the blindfold on so that you cannot see me. I lean up against you...so my bare tits are pushed against your face. I pull off my shirt and let my tits out of their confinded space. I push my tits together and gently pinch one. Smiling to myself as I watch a stream of milk squirt out of my left tit and land against your lips. My tits were full of milk and my pussy dripping wanting y ou.

I rub my right nipple against your sexy full lips. My piercing touching your mouth at the same that some milk leaks out as I press the nipple against your lips. You automatically open your mouth. I gently squeeze my full tit and watch as my milk squirts into your open mouth and you close your mouth to swallow my milk.

I shudder and feel it go between my legs. I am soaking wet watching you drink my milk. Your greedy mouth closes on my nipple and you suck hard on my nipple pulling it deep into your mouth. I can feel the milk flowing into your mouth and watch as you swallow all of it. I want to cum and now!.

I quickly untie you....let you stretch and lay on top of you. I kiss you deep, tasting my milk on your lips. I lean up and squeeze my left nipple so the milk squirts onto your chest and up your neck. I am so heavy that I pin you down against the bed and you cannot move to touch me. I grab your left hand and then your right. I quickly wrap the rope around your wrists and wind it around and around your hands. You canot move you hands. They are pressed together. You reach down for your hard cock. I retie your hard horse dick.

I want to sit on your face badly. My tits are swollen and I want you badly. But before I do...I want to tease you. So I lean forward and slide my tongue out of my mouth and gently lick the tip of your dick. You are already leaking cum from your dick. I slowly reach out with my tongue and lick softly against your dick head.

Tasting you...wanting you so badly. I grab your balls that are tied up tightly with the rope and squeeze your swollen balls gently. I am sitting between your legs, your hands are tied together laying above your cock and balls that are tied up for ME. I am staring at you and thinking how I want to use and abuse you. you are tied there for MY pleasure. To force you to do what I want when I want! I reach up and squeeze my nipples hard ...watching the milk squirt on your cock. I lean forward and lick the milk off your dick. I press my tits against your cock. Rubbing my wet nipples against your cock head. I tilt my chin down and slip your cock into my mouth and suck HARD.

You try to push up into my mouth. I know you want to be all the way inside of my mouth. I am not ready for it yet. I suck your dick for a few minutes while my right hand squeezes and pulls on your balls. Slowly I slide my tongue around the head of your cock. It's tied up tight, and I am teasing you by alternating between sucking on it HARD and sliding my tongue all over the head. I get up and slide my body against yours...pressing my soaking wet pussy against your leg. I move hard against you...wetting your leg...wanting to cum...ALMOST cuming against your leg.

I stop myself and move over your dick. I slowly teasingly move my dripping pussy onto the head of your cock. I just lifted my hips and pushed your cock head into the opening of my pussy. My very hot pussy starts to squeeze the head of your dick wanting more. You start to desperately push up and I'm afraid you will cum too soon. I quickly get up off you and move towards your head. I want to cum in your mouth. So I stradle your head. One leg on each side of your head. I squat down and bring my pussy over your mouth. I roughly push my wet pussy against your mouth forcing your mouth open and forcing you to lick me. You start to slowly lick my wet pussy and as soon as your tongue touches my pussy I start to cum. Not a slow long one but a fast hard intense orgasm. It starts in my clit and rocks through my whole body. It explodes from the inside out. The moment I cum into your mouth my juices flood your mouth. My cum squirts out of my pussy and fills your mouth. At the same time that my juice squirts out of my pussy into your mouth I reach up and pinch my nipple and my milk and my pussy squirt out at the same time. You keep licking my pussy and I just sit on your face and slowly move around on top of your face. I am getting more excited the more you lick my pussy. I start to cum again and again. FIlling your mouth with my juices. After 4 or 5 orgasms...I crawl off of you and pull frantically at the rope. You are desperately helping me pull the rope off your hands and your cock. You get the rope off and flip me over onto my back. I'm shocked and sooooo turned on. You push your head against my tits and suck hard on my nipples and your fingers find their way into my pussy...while you suck on my nipple...my pussy tightens up on your hand as I cum once again.

You push me down and get on top of me and grab ahold of each of my legs and push them against my chest. I'm bent in half like a pretzel and I'm so turned on. I love when you take over and fuck me hard. I wait about a half a second and you shove your hard cock inside of me and start to fuck me hard.

I cum right away again...and all I can do is dig my fingernails into your back while I cum on your cock. You are pumping and pushing and I'm cuming the whole time...soaking your cock with my cum and I can feel my juices wetting the bed underneath my ass. You push and grunt and when you cum you groan loudly and I can feel your dick getting bigger and exploding inside of my pussy. My cunt squeezes all of your cum out of your cock until you are limp inside of me.

Inside Me: C07

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Inside Me

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I woke up being squeezed into the most comfortable, warm, and strong body ever. It was a tight squeeze on my twin mattress side by side with Ean, but tight squeeze was good with him. Really good.

Ean looked to my face when I moved my head around to see if anything was new. It was just him and I naked together.

“I would give anything to feel just once what I saw you go through. That must have been some orgasm you had,” he said to me.

“You have no idea.”

“I think your face is stuck in a permanent smile too. I couldn’t even force your lips down when you were asleep.”

“How long

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was I out?”

“Almost two hours. I was going to wake you up soon if you didn’t come to on your own.”

“Why? Why can’t you just lay with me forever?”

“Mom’s coming home today. In just a few hours from now. I have to get you to school.”

“Awww, why school?”

“I don’t really want to explain to mom why you didn’t go. Also, maybe something will happen there to wipe that smile away. Mom will definitely ask you some questions if you look like that when she comes home while you’re skipping school. So, go take a shower.”

“No, I’ll go to school, but I’m not cleaning you off me just yet.”

“Well, at least put some clothes on unless you want to walk into class like this.” He circled my nipple with his index finger. My body was so worn out.

Ean let me go and rolled from the bed. “Hurry up,” he said as I watch his naked backside walk from my room.

I couldn’t believe what just happened. I felt so happy. I looked over to my clock. It would be the start of fourth period at school by now. I would make it just in time for lunch! Montana would die when I told her what happened. When I told her the reason I missed math class was because my brother drove me unconscious in the most amazing orgasm a human could probably have.

I sat up and scooted off my bed, opened my underwear drawer and pulled out a pair of panties. As I slipped them on, I looked at the large stain that was embedded into my sheets. I looked down to my vagina as my panties pressed into it. Montana would flipped as I told her that right then as we spoke, my body was leaking with my brother’s cum. My panties would be fighting to hold it all inside me. Right there in school. In the cafeteria. As I sat right in front of her.

All the things I was going to tell her. My mind was running rampant with the thoughts of what just happened.

As I opened the car door and unbuckled to get out for school, Ean spoke.

“What do you want? What’s something that you really wanted for awhile now?”

“What? Why?”

“I don’t think that smile is leaving anytime soon. I want at least a decent reason to tell mom why you’re so happy.” If it was possible, I smiled even bigger.

“Nothing really. Just buy a bunch of candy and say we got in a fight and you bought it for me to make up. Mom knows how happy that would make me if you did something like that just for me. Especially since the way you were acting before she left.”

Ean smiled and said goodbye. I got out. I was so eager to get into the school and talk to Montana.

By the time I finished filling in a late slip in the front office, my lunch period had just started. I was starving but I didn’t want to waste any time in line. I walked into the cafeteria and found Montana just sitting herself down. She adjusted herself in her seat before pulling her lunch from her book bag. She looked a little depressed and lonely.

I marched up and sat down before her. She looked up surprised. The surprise in her face only got bigger and bigger as she read my expressions like a book. She was about to become one jealous girl.

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I walked home that day. I looked for Ean but the car wasn’t there. My feet felt funny for some reason on the walk. I didn’t know why for the longest time until as I looked down to my shoes, it finally clicked in my mind. And when it clicked, I wanted to just die right then and there. Mom would definitely be home by then.

I was wearing my old shoes. My shoes from last year. My feet had become accustomed to my new shoes for this school year already but the shoes I had on right then were familiar enough to me that I wouldn’t have noticed when I put them on.

I even remembered seeing them that morning. I smiled at them thinking back. Why did nothing click then?

My new shoes were in Ean’s room. In the middle of my pile of clothes. On his floor. A few feet from his bed just inside his doorway. Mom was home. I wanted to die so bad. Maybe Ean returned home before mom. Hopefully he didn’t spend too long out. Maybe he noticed it. Hopefully it clicked in his head before mom walked by and saw it. Saw the pile of her daughter’s clothes on the floor in her son’s bedroom.

By the time I arrived at the front door past my mom’s car, Ean had his wish. Something indeed had wiped the smile from my face. I opened the door and walked in to greet my mom sitting at the kitchen table reading the newspaper. She turned and looked at me.

“Have a fun time while I was away?” she asked. She asked it as if she could have known but also might not have. Either way, she wasn’t beating me to death. Although, Ean wasn’t around either. I didn’t see dad’s car in the driveway or garage. “Your brother came home about an hour ago with a bunch of chocolates for you. He said you two had a fight and he thought candy would make everything better.”

“Where is he?” I asked coyly.

“I sent him to the store to pick up a few things. I thought I would take it easy on myself. My boss was very impressed with my stories following the trial. He said I got the Supreme Court case. Unfortunately I’ll be leaving again but I do get a big bonus… You and Ean seem to be hitting it off.”

I blushed. “When are you leaving?”

“The thirtieth of this month.”

“That’s next week! You can’t leave already.”

“I’m not going forever. And my boss said if the case lasts too long, he would let me come home for a few days in the middle. It is nice to know you missed me though.”

“Well, Ean can be a little hard to deal with sometimes.” I had to think about any little boring part of the past week to be able to say that.

“Well, it seems that he is coming around quite nicely. I’m sure you had a lot to do with that.” Damn her. She threw me into a blushing rampage. I couldn’t figure out what she knew or thought. “How has school been?”

“I got a friend.”

“Really!?” She looked too happy.

“Yes mom, it’s so amazing that I could actually get a friend.” That time I made her blush a bit with embarrassment. “Which reminds me. She told me that she takes a pill to help regulate her periods. I was wondering if I could get that too since mine are still pretty messed up.” I hoped so much that she would buy the story. After I remembered about my clothes in Ean’s room, I had no idea how to ask my mom to put me on birth control. That just kind of popped into my head right then.

She looked at me hard, almost curious. “I’ll see what I can do,” she said thoughtfully.

“Please don’t tell Ean either. He’ll tease me forever. And don’t even tell him behind my back thinking he’ll understand or listen to you when you say not to tease me. I don’t want him to know at all.” Mom kept staring at me, almost into me. I couldn’t tell if it was actually her, or me just being incredibly paranoid.

“I’ll see if I can get you an appointment before I leave next week. When was your last period?”

“A week ago, maybe.”

“Yeah, I’ll call my gynecologist here in a bit and see how early we can schedule you in. Go wash up. When you’re brother gets back, we’re going out to eat.”

“Thanks mom.” I ran up to hug her. “I love you.”

I pulled away and quickly walked from the kitchen, down the hallway to the bedrooms in the back of the house. I slowed down at Ean’s door and peered in. My clothes were gone. I continued into my bedroom and closed the door. I looked everywhere for my clothes and quickly found them thrown in my laundry basket.

Did mom or Ean throw them there? Where were my shoes? I walked over to the basket and began checking off my attire from last night. My panties were in there too. I had kicked those to the other side of his bedroom. I really hoped mom hadn’t put my clothes in there. Then I felt something hard in my clothes. I gripped it and pulled out one of my shoes. I sighed in relief. Only Ean would throw my shoes into the laundry basket. But Ean also arrived home after mom.

I wasn’t being ripped a new life yet from mom nor was she drilling me with questions, so I decided to go with the best case scenario, she couldn’t have seen the pile. I would leave it at that. I was in a limbo long enough with Ean; I didn’t want another one with mom. I would just live in an ignorant bliss if I had to.

I pulled my other shoe from the basket and decided to put those on. I went to the bathroom and washed my face. I noticed then just how dirty I felt. I hadn’t taken a shower in two days and after that morning, my body was covered in dry sweat. I must have reeked.

The rest of the day was decently fun and mostly awkward with Ean and mom. I fell asleep on my own bed alone. On top of my brother’s dried cum that had dripped from me that morning.

I woke up the next morning, took my shower and ate breakfast. Ean was taking me to school again. Mom wanted to sleep in. I decided to throw my sheets and some of my clothes in the washer before leaving. I figured it would be easier to make up a reason why I did my own laundry rather than why there was dried semen on it.

School was as usual. A lot more fun than it normally had been in the past though. I had Ean waiting for me at home and Montana with me while I was there. I was happy. Montana and I mostly reminisced about the snippets of stories I told her about Ean and I. She started up on how she was going to have to spend Labor Day weekend with her aunt because her parents were going away for their anniversary. I had a feeling she was hinting at something to me but I ignored it.

At home, mom told me her gynecologist had called back and she had gotten me an appointment the next Tuesday.

The rest of the day went fairly nicely. Nothing real big. Montana called but we didn’t talk to long because her sister was bugging her to play with her. I hung up feeling weird. For some reason having a friend felt weird. I told her things I had never told anyone before and felt that she did the same to me. I really like her and everything about having a friend but it was so new to me. Ean was always my friend when I was young, but he was a boy. Montana was a girl. Things were different. Good different though.

Mom didn’t ask me about the sheets in the washer. I had cleaned them before like that when one of my pads leaked at night.

I woke up Friday morning and followed my usual routine. Mom brought me to school. School was the same. I told Montana about the appointment. She seemed almost disinterested for some reason. It was ok though, at least I had someone to talk to. I had my days as well like that, just disinterested in the outside world.

Mom picked me up from school. She said she had to go into her work that night for several hours to get filled in on the case so it would just be Ean and I until about ten o’clock. She dropped me off at home and went on her way.

I walked through the kitchen to grab the cordless phone and went to straight to my bedroom to jump on my bed and think. I didn’t have all that exciting of a life and I had always spent most of it in thought. Besides, I knew that Montana would be calling in about half an hour.

I wanted to think about something to talk about with her but nothing came to mind. She seemed a bit dazed that day so I thought I would have to do a lot of the talking. I lost track of time and soon Ean walked into my room for no apparent reason. He stood before my bed and stared down at me for a little while. Then his reason became very apparent.

He leaned forward onto my bed and touched his fingers to my belt. He pulled the end out from the buckle and unlatched it. I wanted to ask him what he thought he was doing just barging into my room and undressing me but then he pulled my zipper down after popping the button open on my jeans. I wasn’t in the mood for anything a few seconds prior, but after I looked down to him staring so intently at my exposed panties, that changed everything.

As he wrapped his fingers over my jeans and between my panties and bare skin, my body instinctively lifted my butt from the mattress. Gently, my brother dragged my clothes down my legs revealing everything I had to offer from my waist down. My jeans and underwear scrunched up into my shoes. I shifted my feet to kick them off but Ean grabbed a hold of my shoe and stopped it from moving.

I obeyed his strength. He continued on running his face up my leg. I could feel the air moving over my skin as he inhaled through his nose. Slowly, he moved up, over my knee, and further. His head moved closer and closer to my vagina. I became scared that he would start tasting me there.

I heard about that before, boys tasting girls down there. I didn’t want Ean doing that. I felt dirty there. After a whole day of walking around at school. Even if I had just taken a shower I wouldn’t want him to lick there. What if I tasted bad? What if he didn’t like it and then started associated me with a bad food. He would avoid me. He wouldn’t touch me. No more sex.

I discreetly tried moving my hand over my other leg to cover that place up but Ean was already on my hip. He passed by that area. His hands were lifting my shirt, not up my body, but over his head. He was a tight squeeze under it but he kept pushing up over my belly, his hands running under the fabric as well on my sides. Then his forehead rode up between my breasts onto my bra.

As his hands made their way under my back, I pressed my head into my pillow and lift up my shoulders. Ean felt around the back of my bra until he found the small zipper. Carefully, he unzipped me. I felt the pressure on my breasts release as my bra came undone. Ean pulled the contraption up, uncovering my breasts for his face. His tongue immediately rolled onto my skin and up my right breast.

Then my nipple entered into a dome of hot humid air. A large hot soaking muscle pressed into the little nub and swirled around. I involuntarily arched my back. Ean’s left hand retreated from my shirt as his right firmly gripped my other breast. Ean had started sucking on my nipple. As he sucked, his tongue teased the protruding nub.

I felt his retreated hand squeeze me between my legs. He cupped me and in pulsing pumps, massaged the mound there. Then he pulled his hand back and returned with just his fingers. Quickly enough, he was just barely inside of me with them and had found my clitoris. So badly I wanted him to massage me into a slow orgasm but I would take the spiking pleasure of a rushed one too. If it came from him, nothing could be bad about it.

My breasts squished and rolled through Ean’s mouth and fingers like small water balloons. Then my hips shot into the air. He was spinning my clitoris between his fingers. It was like the greatest stinging urge to pee and it was getting worse and worse.

I had no control over Ean and he wouldn’t stop. I played with myself like that before but I could never keep it up very long. I couldn’t make myself do it much more than a few seconds at a time. Ean wasn’t feeling what I was. He could spin and pull at that most sensitive nub forever without dying in insane power. And he was going at it too.

My pelvis writhed back and forth, up and down. He wouldn’t stop. I couldn’t stop moaning and grunting. The hyper amount of stinging from down there was a blessing and a curse; a mix of powerful pleasure so overwhelming, it was painful.

“Stop, stop it,” I cried while laughing. I was going insane. He wouldn’t let go. It was coming. So fast. I was going to do it. “Please stop Ean, please.” He kept at it.

Then it all hit, and hard. My butt slammed down into the bed and my body tried curling up. An amazing orgasm washed through my body. The super powerful peeing sensation was being relieved and it felt so amazing. So warm.

My breathing was short, heavy, and rapid. Ean’s fingers pulled off my clitoris and rested on my vagina. Again, he just sat there feeling the amazing heat radiate between my legs as my lubrication poured into his hand. This time though, his head was in my shirt breathing in the perspiration from my breasts.

Every muscle in my body clamped and tightened. I was curling into a ball because of it. It was like my entire body wanted to fight to get as close to my vagina as possible. All the insane pleasure was exploding down there and my body wanted to disperse it amongst my entire being.

It was so much. I thought I was about to pass out again. My eyes went dark and my senses seemed to all numb. My entire body was shaking but every single muscle was tensely contracted.

It seemed to last forever but only a few seconds. I couldn’t tell. I couldn’t even comprehend. My eyes faded back into focus all of a sudden. For a second, I thought I was waking up, that I had passed out again. But my body was slowly unseizing itself. I was slowly falling back into my mattress from my attempted fetal position. My body wasn’t covered in dry sweat, it was soaked in fresh sweat.

I felt my shirt lifting up my body just before my back touched against the mattress. I lifted my arms as Ean pulled it over my head. My bra followed shortly after. I laid there on my bed gasping for air completely naked. My legs were still tied together by my pants and underwear.

“You smell so amazing Maeghan,” Ean said running his nose up the side of my neck. His lips slid over my sweat glistened cheek and onto my mouth. He kissed me quickly and pulled back. “I think you wet yourself too.”

“That’s what girls do when they go off Ean,” I replied.

“I know that, but, you were squirting hard into my hand and there was so much.”

I lifted up real quick pushing Ean back. I got scared. I looked between my legs. It was completely soaked. Completely. All over me, all over my comforter. I couldn’t believe it. I got so embarrassed. I peed on his hand. I peed on my brother. Ean had to have seen the distraught in my face.

“You have no idea how hot that was though. I about lost it myself in my pants when I felt you doing that.” I looked to his face. Sure enough, he looked so remarkably happy, so amazingly pleased.

I was then pushed back to my bed and Ean straddled me while pushing his lips to mine. His mouth withdrew once more.

“I don’t know if I want to call you Maeghan right now, or little sister.”

I smiled. “You’re such a pervert.”

“Who’s the one who just used the bathroom on her older brother? The same girl having the orgasm in my arms.” I blushed so hard at that.

“Are you going to have your orgasm too now?”

“Yeah, but not in your arms.” He rolled his back in a downwards wave and slid the crotch of his pants across my vagina.

“Well, make it quick inside there then, I’m a bit exhausted in that area.”

“Trust me, after that, I’ll be lucky to last thirty seconds inside you.”

“Good, because the only thing that could make me happier is for you to pee that stuff of yours inside me.”

Ean was already pulling his pants down. His penis was soo hard. I noticed some shiny stuff on the head of it. I lifted my arm up and slid my finger over it to collect some.

“I thought you said you didn’t do it yet.”

“That’s just pre-cum. It shows how ready I am.”

There was a lot of it. He must have really been ready.

He dropped his pants and boxers to his knees before shifting around on my bed to get them down to his ankles. In one quick swoop, his shirt was on the floor with mine. He took one last good look at my entire body and then dropped down.

Slowly, I felt his member push into me. It was so big for me to take in. I could feel myself stretch so much but it did feel extremely smooth. I must have been very well lubricated. I felt a little soreness but he was slow so it didn’t bother me. Besides that, just the thought of him sticking his thing in me overrid any and all pain. Just when I thought it would never stop going further into me, which was getting kind of scary, I felt his pubic hair touch me and then smoosh between our bodies.

His face fell to mine and his warm welcoming lips kissed me. Strangely though, I felt his hands reach around me and hug me. I couldn’t figure out how he would move much at all in that position. It felt nice for me though.

Then I started moving. He was rolling me over. We were trading places. Before I knew it, he was below me letting his arms fall to the side.

“No, Ean, you do it, I can’t.”

“Maeghan, just do it. I know you’ve wanted to. You couldn’t get any more lubricated and it will only last like half a minute before I explode inside you. Just do what feels right.”

“That’s what I did last time and look what happened.”

“I guarantee, you can’t mess it up this time. Trust me.”

He wanted me to trust him. As much as I didn’t want to try it again, Ean wanted me to. I had to try.

I lifted my body up perpendicular to his and stared down. Cautiously, very very cautiously, I pressed my hands into Ean’s chest and pushed up.

“Hold me please. Just hold onto me,” I pleaded. Ean smiled and lifted his arms up to my sides. Gently, he held onto my hips. He wasn’t guiding me, he wasn’t pushing me, he just lightly held on. I knew though if I accidently did something wrong, he would immediately grip me harder and guide me to the right way. I had to trust him.

I reached the top, where I could feel him just about to leave me. When Ean had sex with me before, he always got close like that but he never left. That felt comfortable. He was always inside me than. I wouldn’t like him to leave me.

Incredibly slowly, I in the most tedious manner, dropped down onto him. My arms and legs started quivering a bit from all the weight but I didn’t want to go any faster. Ean just looked at me like I was doing everything right.

It was so smooth inside me though. I was so slippery. By the time I lifted up again, I was a little bolder. I dropped down with just a little more speed. The soreness started to return a bit from the incredibly intense orgasm I had just had. I hid it though. I didn’t want Ean to think I wasn’t enjoying this. I was, and very much. A little soreness was nothing compared to how I felt on top of my older brother like that.

After a few ups and downs, I started to get the hang of it and it was becoming very fun. I could see that my brother was really happy too.

“I’m sorry Maeghan, but I can’t hold on much longer.” I knew he could see in my face how much fun I was having. It was better that way though. Every drop I made on him, it hurt a little more, and I didn’t want to hurt too bad after it because I definitely wanted to try again and didn’t want any more bad memories.

Then the phone rang. Dang it. Why then? I had the phone on my bed waiting for Montana to call. It was probably her. It rang again. I really didn’t want to answer it but the ringing of it was destroying the mood of everything.

“Answer it,” Ean said smiling. “You can do two things at once, can’t you?” He had the biggest grin on his face. Montana would have a heart attack when I told her in private that I was riding my brother as I talked to her on the phone. I had to answer the phone then.

I reached over and picked it up as it finished another ring.

“Ok, but just hurry up and cum inside me unless you plan on getting back on top.” I didn’t know how long I would be able to do the two things. I was so new to riding him, only maybe two minutes new at it. I wasn’t experienced enough to keep going without thinking about it. I had the phone to my ear by then and went to push the talk button to answer.

“What?” I heard Montana almost yell into my ear. Oops. Maybe I had already pushed it by accident. At least it was Montana though, and not mom.

Ean seemed oblivious to the shout on the phone. He looked about to head into an orgasm.

“Maeghan, don’t let him cum in you. You have a gynecologist appointment in just a few days. They’ll see it in there.”

My body temperature spiked. Fear and panic flooded through me. Ean’s eyes showed clearly he was about to shoot. I immediately tried pulling up but Ean’s comforting hold on me tightened. Nooo.

I knew it was wrong to pull up when he was cumming. Just let me do it anyways. Why was I scared? Why did I have to tell him to put his hands on me to make sure I was doing it right? I groaned in fear and I pushed all my weight into my hand on his chest trying to free myself. He was way too strong though.

Boom. I felt the first assault of sperm pound deep into my body. Nooo. He was cumming in me. His eyes were glazed, his face completely expressionless but happy.

More and more warm liquid filled me deep inside. It felt so good but I didn’t want it in me. It almost felt like rape but I knew it wasn’t. I was just his weak little sister struggling as hard as I could to break free from his grip. He was cumming deep inside me and I wanted to cry.

I knew Montana could hear me groaning and grunting into the phone as I was almost in tears.

“Stop it Ean. Stop it. Let me go.” I whimpered.

I felt so full of him. The searing warmth of his semen pooling inside me, locked in there by the airtight seal his massive penis created. I could only imagine what my mom’s gynecologist would say when she looked in there and found cum. Cum inside her friends fourteen year old daughter. Would she give me birth control then? She wouldn’t give me the pills if she thought I was pregnant. That would kill a baby. I wasn’t pregnant though. I wasn’t. What would I tell mom when I wasn’t allowed to get the pills? Because they found semen inside me.

Ean was coming back from his happy place while I struggled to wipe the tears from my cheeks and eyes.

“Maeghan, Maeghan, come home with me after school Monday, I have something that can clean you out.”

“Really,” I cried.

“Yeah, definitely. You don’t have to worry about a thing. Trust me.”

She wanted me to trust her. That was something between me and Ean. When we said it, it was the ultimate thing. Montana was my friend. Why would she lie to me?

“Ok,” I sniffled.

“What’s wrong,” Ean asked me looking scared. “Why’d you try to pull away? Was I not supposed to do it in you?” I wasn’t really ever sure whether he believed I was on birth control or not, but for some reason, he looked very very scared.

“Why are you crying? I’m so sorry Maeghan. What did I do?”

It was one of the few times Ean didn’t understand what was going on. To him, what could have possibly gone wrong. There was no way I could mess it up. It had to be him then. Even if I did manage to mess something up, he said to trust him. He failed me. But all through that, I was crying after he just got amazing pleasure and he didn’t know why. He looked so scared.

“Nothing,” I said dropping down to him. “I’m just really really happy.” I sniffled my nose as I rested my chin on his shoulder.

“Also Maeghan,” I heard over the phone, “I know you don’t really want me to, but keep in mind I’m helping you either way, but I kind of already asked my parents if me and my sister could stay with you next weekend instead of with my aunt, and in short, I can if you can talk your mom into it.”

That evil bitch. I had just given her the perfect opportunity to not only just meet Ean, but sleep over with him for a four day weekend. She said she would still help me either way but how could I refuse her. If she hadn’t called right then, if she never found out about Ean cumming in me. I would have told her eventually, but still, she was the only one that could help me. She was the one who made me realize my mistake.

“Yeah, I’ll ask mom. I’ll do everything I can. Thank you so much.”

Even if I was going to get it out of me on Monday, I didn’t want to take any more chances.

“Ean?”

“What,” he asked nervously.

“Next time, I wanna try it in my mouth instead.”

“Oh you dirty little –“ I hung up the phone on Montana right there. I didn’t think he heard what she had said but I know he heard that she had said something.

“Who was that?”

“My friend from school. She wants me to ask mom if she can sleep over next weekend since her parents are leaving for their anniversary.”

“Mom will either say no or to ask me since I’m the only adult here at the time.”

“What will you say?”

“Well, is your friend weird like you?” I smiled at that. Then I got a little scared.

“Umm, well, she’s actually, uh, it’s Crystal’s little sister, and her other little sister too.” I held onto Ean a little more tightly. I was scared he might leave me right then. He was silent for a while before speaking.

“How’s she doing?”

“Really good actually. She looks at it all weirdly and it kind of makes sense to me, but to her, it’s not, it’s just, she’s coping with it.”

“I’ve talked to her on the phone before. She called when Crystal was at work and I was borrowing her cell phone.”

“What’d you think of her?”

“That she’d be a great friend for you,” he said indifferently after a short pause. I turned my head on his shoulder and looked up at his eyes. He looked lost in thoughts.

Montana never told me about talking to him on the phone. I knew he wasn’t talking about her younger sister because he couldn’t expect me to be friends with a seventh grader in middle school over a tenth grader in my own high school. Was that call just so insignificant that Montana thought not to mention it? Or was it something she deliberately didn’t talk about to me for some other reason?

Ean seemed lost in thought though. He seemed to be thinking more than just about her being a good friend with me.

“Well, I guess we better get up and cleaned before we doze off,” Ean said a little more energetically. “Don’t want mom coming home to this scene.”

I looked down at my naked body covered in splotches of drying sweat sprawled over my naked brother. I could only imagine the view mom would have looking into my open doorway seeing her son’s limp penis dangling below her daughter’s gaping, cum dripping vagina. ‘I swear mom, I just want to go on the pill to regulate my periods.’

Somehow, I didn’t think she would buy that story anymore.

e.l. hanes

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Inside Me: C06

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Inside Me

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I woke up alone again the next morning. I couldn’t understand how he could leave me without me knowing all the time. Was I that heavy of a sleeper? If I was, Ean could do a lot to me in my sleep and I wouldn’t know. I knew he wouldn’t do anything on purpose though.

In the shower as I washed my body off, I declared that after last night, Ean would never approach me for sex; at least not for several weeks while he tried to put his head around things. It was up to me. And I only had one more night that I could sleep with him before mom came home.

The car ride to school was silent. Montana kept to herself in math class. I think she could see that something not so great happen

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ed the last night. She also seemed to be trying to understand the math. She had trouble with the math but it wasn’t from her disinterest; it seemed that she was just slow to taking in new concepts. But she sure did love new concepts. Even if she didn’t understand what the teacher was fully saying in the front of the class, the way she looked, I knew she could understand the potential that knowledge had. She would be a true genius if her brain just clicked things together a bit quicker.

I stood in the lunch line alone that day as I had always done previously. I wished Montana didn’t pack her lunch every day. For the first third of the lunch period, we were separated because of that.

Sitting down at the table in the corner against the wall Montana had found us, I immediately heard her question me about how it went the last night.

“I screwed everything up. He’s so confused about how he feels about me and I just told him to stop it. I basically yelled at him. It’s never going to happen now.”

Montana looked saddened. I always felt that she actually did want to be first with him, in her wildest dreams, but my confessions seemed to have made her forget about herself for a moment.

“You have to do it to him,” she said firmly. “It’s like those older guys that can’t propose to their girlfriends because they’re scared. You have to push him and force him. You know him best and if you think that after what’s done is done, he’ll like it, then do it. Just like he did to you. You were scared so much you said when you were on his bed naked below him but he knew that you would like it in the end. You have to do the same to him. That’s why he said he trusted you.”

I didn’t think Ean really knew that I would like it when he masturbated on me. It was like he forced himself into the zone and did what needed to be done and asked for forgiveness afterwards when he came out. He saw only two outcomes from what he did. I would love him or I would hate him. But to him, either outcome would be a blessing. At least then, he would know where things stood.

Montana was right though. Only two outcomes would come from me forcing sex on him. One bad, one good. I didn’t want to think about the bad one, but at least then, I wouldn’t be stuck in limbo.

“One problem though,” I started. And it was a big problem I had hoped my brother would take care of. But if I was taking charge, then I should have the answer.

“What?”

“When he, if I can get him to, you know, cum inside me, I could get pregnant.”

“Hmmm, I never really took that seriously when I fantasized about him.”

“Hey, that’s my brother.”

“You can’t stop me from thinking about him. Also, doesn’t it make it better knowing that your man is sought after by other girls?” She had a valid point. “Make him wear a condom I guess.”

“What if he doesn’t have any? Besides, I don’t want something covering that thing up, I want just that thing inside me and, I, you know, I want to feel the liquid inside me.”

“I love your attitude,” she smiled. I blushed. “You can start taking the pill. Birth control. I take it.”

“Why do you take it?”

“To regulate my period. Ask your mom. Say that you’re getting really annoyed about your period and you want to do something about it.”

“But if I’m going to do this thing, it has to be tonight. My mom’s coming home tomorrow and we can’t sleep together anymore. Also, I just have to get this over with, it’s killing me.”

“When was the last time you had your period?”

“A week ago,” I rounded down to. Montana cringed a little as I said that.

“Don’t worry about it. It will just be once and then you get the pill. How many pregnant girls do you see in this school? Lots of them have sex.”

“Yeah, I guess.”

The bell rang ending lunch. I had eaten about half the food I planned on eating. I was at least getting a little better with eating and talking at the same time. I usually never had anybody to talk to during meals at school.

I guessed right when I left the school building at the end of the school day. I would be walking home that day. I wished Montana could at least walk with me. Twenty lonely minutes in thought. Unfortunately, she had to rush to the middle school to pick up her sister and walk home with her. I guess though it was pretty fortunate too. If she walked home with me, she would walk straight into my house and start flirting with Ean. I refused to think about how Ean would react to that.

I arrived home and immediately began my homework. At least it would kill some time. Montana called pretty soon after asking for help on her math homework. I liked that. It took an hour of explaining for her to finish the worksheet I finished in fifteen minutes. After that, our conversation faded off into meaningless rambling.

By the time I hung up and went out for dinner, a plate of food was already alone on the table. Had Ean called me to dinner and I just not heard him or did he just not call? Both were very bad things.

I ate and cleaned up my dishes. I went to Ean’s room to check on him. I opened his door and looked into the dark room. He was already in bed. I walked in leaving the door ajar a bit to let some light in. I didn’t know why he was going to sleep this early but he certainly wasn’t going to keep me from sleeping with him.

I started undressing right there. Off with my shoes, my socks. Down with my pants. Goodbye shirt. Good riddance stupid training bra. I wasn’t a little girl anymore. It was getting too tight. I was in my panties then. I didn’t need my nightgown. Pulling the covers back from the mattress, I crawled into bed with my brother.

It was amazing. The silky sheet rubbing against my bare body felt so good. I scooted closer and closer to Ean. Pressing my body into his, I wrapped my arms over him. Stupid boy, I could tell he was only pretending to be asleep. He jerked ever so lightly as I could only imagine he realized I wasn’t wearing a nightgown.

His body faced away from mine. I was almost spooning him but it was hard with his big frame. If he was going to pretend to be asleep, then I could have some fun. I ran my fingers gently down his shirt to the bottom rim, where I tucked my hand under the fabric and pulled back up. He skin was amazing.

My belly was flat and tender, his was groovy and hard. He was so warm. I rested my palm on his chest, his nipple. He still faked sleep. Under the covers, I pulled up my entire body onto his. The mound between my legs pressed into his hip, my naked nipples slid over his arm. I shifted more and more of my body weight onto his front-side until he fell onto his back. My panties scooted onto his hard penis below his boxers. I pushed up and supported all my weight onto my knees.

I tried lifting the shirt from him but he stopped faking his sleep and pulled his arm up to a reading lamp next to his bed. It flicked on. A lamp had never been there before. He must have actually been starting to unpack his college stuff. A very good sign for me.

“Maeghan,” he said looking up to me.

“What?” I asked a little too angrily.

“What happens after this? I trust you; I really do, but, what next?”

“Just trust me. Just trust that I know something that you don’t. I’ve always done that for you. Do that for me now.” I didn’t know a thing but I did know that I wanted this more than anything. I had never felt more confident in myself that I was doing the right thing. Besides, Ean told me to do this. He told me to do what I had to do. If anything went wrong, he said he would protect me. In a way, all his trust in me was being put onto all my trust in him. Neither of us really knew what we were doing. This had better have been the right thing to do.

“You’re a virgin; it’ll hurt,” he said. I winced in shame and embarrassment.

“Well, I, I, um…”

“Who –“ His face immediately contorted into anger.

“My hairbrush. The one dad gave me.” Ean’s face shifted into a smile as he peered down to my panties.

“Beaten to it by a hairbrush.”

“I was thinking about you though. That was when I realized I like you so much. It was the first time I thought about, well, doing this, with you.” I pushed at his shirt again. This time he lifted both his arms up and let me peal it from his body. The warm light from the reading lamp mixing with the creeping light through his bedroom door made his body look golden and smooth.

I was about to see my brother completely naked for the first time; absolutely no clothes on. I was about to be completely naked too, on top of his completely naked body. The covers over my back flew behind me with my arms. Nothing was going to obstruct my view of this.

I wanted to be naked first. I wanted to be buck naked when I pulled the last piece of clothing from my brother. My panties slid down my legs under my thumbs. I rolled away real quick and nearly kicked them across the room. Ean didn’t try to move though. He just stared at me. He absorbed me. I felt almost childish for being so excited as he watched so calmly but I didn’t care. He was lying on the bed motionless with a gigantic boner. He was my new toy.

In no time, I had his boxers off and was standing on my knees to the side of him. This time I would stare at his naked body. Wow! He looked amazing. I wondered if I looked that good to him when he stared at me naked. I hoped so.

Ok, enough staring. I would do more later. It was sex time. I climbed back over him. I couldn’t wipe the giant grin off my face for anything. I couldn’t believe this was happening to me. I had to make sure just one more thing though.

“Are you a virgin too?” I asked him.

“Yes. I wanted to wait so it was the most special person in the world that would take me first. Watching you, I, I, I’m sorry we didn’t do this sooner. I love you so much. I love you Maeghan.”

After those last four words, I through caution away and grabbed the giant pipe below me and pressed it into my soft, small crack. I didn’t want this to be a slow entry anymore. I didn’t want to savor every second of him slowly moving into me. He said he loved me. It was literally my dream come true. I wanted him inside me that very second.

I dropped my entire body weight onto his organ and regretted it all the second I did. I had never remembered so much pain in my life. Every organ in my body tensed and screamed from the sudden invasion. My muscles seized at the unexpected intrusion. The more pain I was in, the more my muscles clamped down. The more my muscles clamped down, the more incredibly painful it was to fit such a massive object into my small body. And through it all, I swear I felt something inside my vagina rip apart. Literally, rip open.

It was the feeling of burning and stinging from something not mine seeping into an open wound. Was I really that small? Was I really that tiny? What had Ean really meant when he said I was only fourteen? Was my fourteen year old body really not built to handle him?

I could only imagine the worst. My overly tiny vaginal tube, my pampered and soft tunnel, a giant gash inside it like an abused teddy bear. Cotton leaking out. My insides being held in only by the pressure of my brother’s penis holding them back. I could feel it all.

Ean was holding me tight on his chest; squeezing me. Kissing the top of my head.

He would have to take me to the hospital. My organs would want to fall out of my vagina. I would have to hold them in. My brother ripped me open when we were having sex. Everyone in the emergency room would stare at us. What if he didn’t take it out of me? What if he thought he should leave it in for safety? He would walk into the hospital with me impaled on his penis. ‘My little sister needs help, her vagina is split open. We were having sex.’

I wanted to die. The pain was so much. Burning, stinging, soreness, cramping. So much pain. I could feel wetness leaking from my hole. I knew it wasn’t my special wetness. It had to be blood. My blood. I broke myself. I would never be able to have sex again. Why didn’t I listen to Ean? I was just fourteen.

“Ean,” I cried into his neck. “I’m open, I can feel it, I ripped my vagina open. I need to go to the hospital.”

“It’s ok, everything is ok,” he consoled me. “You went way to fast. You didn’t even have yourself wet first. You were running dry.”

“I can feel the pain and blood. It stings. Like if you poke inside a cut. It’s broken open inside me. I need to get it sowed shut.” Ean chuckled very softly.

“It’s ok. I’m just bigger than your hairbrush, that’s all.”

“I don’t understand,” I cried. I wanted him to tell me what was happening. He was so calm. I was going insane with my explanations on what was happening. He was older than me, lots smarter.

“You’re hymen; it’s a ring of skin inside you. You must have just broke or sliced a little tear in it before. Now, well, now you ripped the whole thing apart. You’re feeling me resting against that open tissue. And you’re probably pretty sore from not being wet. And seriously, you weigh a lot because I didn’t think my penis could fly through something that small that quickly. I’m a bit sore too.”

I tried cracking a smile to that but it was all way to painful.

“Are we still going to have sex?” I trembled.

“Not tonight, you won’t like it at all. It will hurt too much. Let’s just fall asleep for now. But we will have sex. I promise you that.”

I smiled faintly to that. My entire body was shaking. Between the pain and fear, I didn’t have room for the embarrassment I had just thrown myself into. I was sore as hell. The stinging pain from my open wound was dying down. But the burning was still there to accompany the soreness.

Blatantly enough after what my body had just went though, I was just worn out. I remembered falling asleep on top of Ean. It was the first time I fell asleep before he did. I just remember the soothing feeling in my pelvis of that giant intrusion slowly retreating. Slowly shrinking inside of me. Ean wasn’t moving at all, but his penis deep in me slowly lurched out. As it deflated, so did my mind. And I fell into the great luxury of painless sleep.

I woke up in my bed; in my bedroom. Something warm and wet was smothering my vagina. I looked down to Ean. He had a wash cloth wiping me between my legs. I noticed some new red stains on it. He looked at me then pulled up the wash cloth and tossed it over to my laundry basket. We were both still naked.

“Why are we here?” I asked a little scared.

“Do you still want to have sex?”

“Stop asking me that. If you want to have sex with me, just do it. I’m sorry; I didn’t mean to say it like that. Are we going to have sex now?” He looked like he wanted to ask me another question, but then he seemed to hit a revelation.

“Yes.” He pulled out a strange small square from behind him. It had the indentation of a ring in it.

“Let me see that.” Ean passed it over to me. I checked the writing on it. I was right. It was a condom. I threw it across my room. “All or nothing,” I said.

“But you could get –“

“I’m on the pill,” I splurged. He looked at me curiously.

“You are?”

“Yes, to regulate my period. But it also makes it so I don’t get pregnant.” Ean seemed satisfied with my answer. I just had to get mom to get me on the pill, and soon. “Now do me. And why are we in my bedroom?”

“I just thought, maybe, that you would feel more comfortable. Also, kinda, it feels, mmm, I don’t know, it was for you.” He was so cute like that. That little pervert. Wanting to have sex with his little fourteen year old sister in her little fourteen year old bedroom.

My bed wasn’t really big enough to hold both of us side by side like his could, but it didn’t matter because I had no plans to be side by side with him in my bed. I didn’t think he did either.

“Well, get on top of me big brother, I need to learn how this thing works. They didn’t go into the details in middle school last year.” Ean started climbing on top of me.

“You don’t have to rub it in you know.”

“Why, I’m fourteen and I’m in love with my nineteen year old brother. I want to lick his body clean in my dreams and wake up to him cumming inside of me.”

“It’s different for me to like you though.”

“Shut up and do me. The fact that you like me for these added reasons just turns me on even more. Your little sister got all scared and couldn’t have sex right last night; you better show me how it’s really done. I don’t want to hurt myself again. Pwease big bwuver.” His hanging penis was teasing the slit of my vagina.

“Geez, I don’t want a toddler,” he remarked to my satirically young impression. I figured I should hold up a bit on the young thing. I didn’t want to accidently put images of me in his mind that would make him feel guilty.

I reached up and took a hold of his neck, dragging it down to me. Slowly as his face lowered to mine, his organ sunk into me. I was much wetter than last night, and his slow movement was much more inviting to my body.

In jerking motions, my pelvis’s muscles pumped open for him. Like a ball rolling slowly down the stairs or chambers opening one by one in a tunnel, my body cautiously let him inside me. It was the first thing it ever willingly let deep into my body. My hips were almost bucking at him from the jolting muscles. I wasn’t humping him, just gently easing him in one bump at a time.

Ean’s lips pressed into mine. It was heaven. Then I felt his pubic hair pressed hard onto my mound. He stopped. He was all the way inside me. I was so full. Wow! He was big or I was small. Whatever way it was, just wow. Without all the pain of last night, the massive intruder in my body felt amazing. Wow!

It was hard to keep kissing with the giant smile on my face. Ean was nibbling at my bottom lip. His hands were roaming free over my little breasts. It was all really strange though. I felt like I should be seconds away from the most amazing orgasm of my life, but I wasn’t. My mind was somewhere else, drawing from some other amazing pleasure. All the stimulation on and in my body was being diverted from that most amazing orgasm and into something else.

Ean started pulling back out. I was having sex. I was having sex for the first time in my life. I loved it. It was beyond anything I could have had ever imagined. No dream could ever compare to it.

I could feel him almost about to leave me completely. A sudden bulge pulled my open lips apart. It had to be his head. That giant purple mushroom. Then he pushed back in. I couldn’t help but release a moan. Ean pulled his teeth up with my bottom lip still in them and then let it loose. He dropped his lips back down and pushed his tongue into me.

His fingers and thumbs were rolling my rock hard nipples between them. I could feel my orgasm impending, slowly building, but it wasn’t as fast as I thought it would be. All that extra stuff, all the super amazingness of it all, almost everything of it was going somewhere else. I could feel it and it felt so amazingly wonderful. It wasn’t that great tingly feeling all over my body. I sure as hell did have that but almost all the pleasure I was getting from him was building up deep inside my tummy. My mind too it felt like. I felt so incredibly full everywhere.

Ean’s tongue felt so amazing. I tried every technique with my own tongue to match him but nothing worked. Eventually I just started licking his tongue. It was from him and it was in my mouth. I wanted to taste every bit of it.

My nipples were being squeezed harder and harder in his fingers. They were little pebbles, small rocks in his grip and he fought to crush them. I let off no sign of pain. It was the most pleasurable thing I had ever felt, ever. Well, beside that massive penis of his, slowly pumping in and out of me. I was so close to orgasm. Even with next to all the joy I received from it all, all of that gone somewhere else, he still drove me to the top.

I pulled my head back, pressing it as hard as I could into the pillow. Ean’s tongue rolled from my teeth.

“Cum in me. Hurry if you can, I’m going to explode soon.” I was breathless. I barely could finish what I said. Ean was smiling so big at me. He looked happier than I had ever seen him before. His slow pumps into my body began speeding up. The muscles in my neck gave and my head rose back up in the fluff of my pillow.

Ean went back to biting my bottom lip. His thrusts kept increasing in speed. Then he stopped rolling my nipples between his fingers. His thumbs just pushed them into my body, into my breasts. I watched his eyes retreat into the back of his head. His teeth let go of my lips. I was thankful for that. I was scared that he might bite a bit too hard when he started going off.

He was out of it. He kept thrusting into me but that’s all he did. I didn’t know if I would feel his cum inside me or not but so far I didn’t. It was like his mind was taking in every single detail about the entire situation before he would go off. And then it happened.

Bam! His pelvis slammed into my mound and he stopped. Boom! Oh my goodness. Searing liquid poured into me. I could feel it all. All of a sudden, I could feel an amazing heat deep inside me. It kept growing and growing as I could only imagine he kept shooting into me.

“I love you so much Maeghan. I love you so much. Thank you.” I didn’t know how he managed to talk. His eyes were still gone into nowhere. His voice trembled as if he was, well, in the middle of the most amazing orgasm of his life. There was no way he could possibly be thinking. What he said had to be the most deep rooted thoughts in his mind, something so primal that even in a state of unconsciousness, he could speak clearly. He loved me.

And that was it for me. All that most amazing pleasure that was siphoned away from me, all that fullness deep in my gut, all over my mind, every single drop of it exploded from me. What happened to my body, what I felt, it was indescribable. I have never ever in my life heard of any words that could ever come close to describing even the bare outline of what I felt right then. And then I was out. I left my body. I went into the most deep amazing sleep I would ever remember.

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Inside Me: C04

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Inside Me

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I was quietly reading my book on the recliner in the living room. Ean was off probably in his room. It was the summer, quiet, lots of free time. Mom was at work. Dad was still in the hospital. He was getting better. That’s all I knew. I was a year over a decade old though. Adults like to lie to children.

My peaceful reading was disturbingly enough interrupted by the phone ringing in the kitchen behind me. By the end of the first ring, Ean was bouncing from his room. Probably expecting a call from a friend. Before the third ring, Ean picked up. With his mumbled words, I was able to reintegrate my mind into the book. Top of the page.

Bottom of the page. I turned it. Ean walked past me
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and sat on the couch off to the side before me. I looked up to him. He looked a little disturbed but not quite. I never could read his emotions. He sat silently staring toward the floor. He was deep in thought for sure.

“Who was that?” I asked.

“Mom just wanted to call and say that she would be home early,” he replied monotonously.

It seemed boring enough. We were probably going out or something when she got home, that would explain why Ean looked to be just waiting with me. His deep state of thought, that was nothing new. Mom probably said we were going out to eat and gave him the choice of where. He was probably weighing the pros and cons of each restaurant in the city.

My mind faded back to the story before me. Fifteen minutes passed by, maybe half an hour; time is in a quasi state when you’re into a good book. Ean stood up and walked to me.

“Stand up,” he said. I looked up.

“Why?”

“Do you trust me?” That question from his mouth. Those words. Whenever he really wanted me to obey him, he always asked me if I trusted him. He was the smartest person I knew besides dad or mom. He never hurt me. Any jokes he did play on me always left me laughing in the end. I trusted everything to him. He was my only friend.

I put my book onto the side table next to the recliner and stood up. Ean immediately grabbed me and pulled me into his body. He whispered down into my ear.

“Dad died. Just awhile ago. I’ll always protect you.”

He was too serious. He would never lie about something like that. Dad died. No. Why?

My arms instinctively wrapped themselves around Ean. He was so big. So warm. Comfortable. I couldn’t understand a thing that went through his mind. I didn’t know why he did it the way he did, but for some reason, it felt the easiest for me. Just me and him. Standing alone hugging each other. My silent tears in soaking through his t-shirt onto his ribs.

I didn’t want to be alone then and I didn’t want mom. Mom must’ve been crushed. I would be ashamed to cry in front of her. Ean was so strong. He was my best friend. My only friend. I missed dad so much.

The distinct muffed sound of the garage door opening moved through the silent house. I continued crying into Ean’s body. Every time I tried to toughen myself up to face mom, Ean squeezed me a little harder into him. He was pressing my emotions from me.

The door opened from the garage. I meekly turned to face mom’s torn face as she entered. She looked from me to Ean. She looked almost surprised and distraught that I was in his arms, that I was crying, that I knew about dad.

“She’s stronger than you think.” The words reverberated down the bones of my brother into my jaw. Mom almost ran to us and wrapped her arms wide around our bodies.

I never really understood my brother. The more pressure you put on him, the more amazing things he did. I would be scared of his uncanny ability to manipulate any situation he wanted if I wasn’t his little sister. He swore to protect me. He was my big brother. The only thing better than having that knowledge yourself was having a big brother that did. That way I would be free from the burdens I always imagined he suffered from, but I would reap the rewards of his generosity.

I had never seen somebody look so calm in such distressing situations. He held in all emotion while moving and talking to benefit everybody around him. I would say he was incredibly selfless, but my inability to understand why he did what he always did kept me from knowing whether he was enjoying it all. What looked like nobility to me could all just be an interesting game to him. Either way, he was my big brother and I was in love with him.

Three more days had passed and the first week of high school concluded. I had chosen to take up residence next to Montana in math class. Unassigned seats had to be the best part of high school. Montana had personality, at least the kind I liked, but her math skills weren’t all that great. She wasn’t shy about that fact either.

When she suggested that maybe she should come over some time if she needed homework help, I questioned whether or not she was just bluffing confusion in math to sneak peeks at my brother. She did talk about him a lot. At least more than I wanted her to.

Apparently her and her older sister Crystal had always been a bit distant emotionally. Crystal fell into a bad crowd according to her. My brother was the best thing to ever happen to her but unfortunately he came too late.

Montana had a weird view on her sister’s death. She missed her and went very distraught when she first heard about it, but her mind played it down fairly quick. I didn’t want her anywhere near Ean. She only brought him up a few times about what her sister mentioned about him over the phone but the times she did talk about him, she raved. I loved her as a friend; the first real one I could ever remember besides my brother, but I thought it best to keep her at somewhat of a distance.

Ean was my best friend. Montana was a real friend. My only two friends. I had to keep them away from each other. Apart, they both relied on me so much. That was best. I had to make sure they didn’t meet.

It was the end of a four day week of school. What I thought would be the worst week of my life turned out to be one of the best. Dinner wasn’t the best though. Macaroni and Cheese. Also Ean kept to himself mostly after we fell asleep together. He looked better though.

I was walking from the kitchen to my room when he called me.

“Maeghan, come here.” I stopped at his room just before mine and walked into his open door. I looked at him waiting for a question. He just sat on the end of his bed looking at me. “Take off your clothes.”

My stomach turned to stone. What? What did he say? No question, no revelation, just an order, to do that!

“Right here. Get naked for me.”

I was speechless. My body was stiff and very heavy. What was happening?

“Do it – or get out of my room.”

He gave me a choice. The absolute hardest choice in the world. I wasn’t in a horny mood at all. If I had been, I still wouldn’t know what to do. I had to think back to what we did before that week. Everything we talked about. Everything I promised I would do for him. I was in the heat of the moment then. I was just an ordinary girl now. Just his fourteen year old sister.

Ean just stared at my face. Was he testing me? Was he checking to see if I was telling him the truth earlier? Seeing if he could trust me? He didn’t have to ask me verbally. This was a matter of trust. Could he trust my word? All the confusion I caused him with that night. It was now. Did I really mean what I said or just say it to make him feel better?

I meant every single word of it. Even if I wasn’t horny right then, I would be in time. I would be when I left the room and thought about all the possibilities of what could have just happened. He was my brother. I loved him. I wanted to fall asleep every night in his arms. I wanted to lose my virginity to him. I would show him how serious I was. I would damn right show him how much I loved him. How much I liked it when he touched me that night. He could trust me. If he was having mixed thoughts of me, I would make it very clear what thoughts I wanted him to promote.

I moved back my left leg and stepped on the heel of my right shoe. I lifted and pulled my foot out. I repeated the motion to remove my other shoe. I worked slowly. Ean was staring at me. I didn’t know how far he would let me go. I hoped he would tell me to stop soon enough and we could just cuddle. I felt weird and embarrassed standing in front of him slowly taking my clothes off. Although, a tiny thought stood at attention in the back of my mind; a hope that he wouldn’t tell me to stop at all.

I crouched down and lifted each foot one at a time to remove my socks. I was bare foot now. Standing before him in my jeans and a t-shirt. The moment of truth. I had to choose between my pants and shirt. He had seen me in my nightgown plenty of times; that showed off a fair amount of my legs. Pants next.

I unbuckled the belt and pulled it apart. Unbuttoned, unzipped. Ean stared at me. Not my face now, my hands. My shaking hands as they fumbled just in front of my pubic region. I slowly bent forward as I pushed my pants down off my legs and stepped out of them.

His door was open. I didn’t know why but in the empty house, I would’ve felt a little less awkward if his bedroom door wasn’t wide open.

My heart was beating soo incredibly fast. I didn’t know how I would survive this. He was so emotionless. Watching me so calmly as I got naked so slowly in front of him. I knew he could see what it was doing to me. He sat and watched me being tortured half to death.

I slowly lifted my shirt off my torso. I pulled it over my head and off of my arms. I dropped it. I was in my underwear then. My thin panties and a training bra. Mom said when she returned we would go buy some new bras for me. She said I was just about an A-cup. I felt so ashamed. So young. So embarrassed standing before of my older brother in those two pieces of fabric. His eyes scanned me. He still didn’t move or say anything. He wanted me out of those as well.

I reached behind me to take off my bra. I thought that made me look most childish in front of him. That embarrassed me the most. It fell off my arms to the ground. My little breasts were chilly in the open air. They were sweating.

Might as well end it. In one slow fluid motion, I removed my panties. I stood in the midst of the pile of my clothes. I was completely naked in front of my brother. He stared intently at my small flat body. It’s almost boyish figure.

“Come here.”

I was about to vomit from anxiety. I eagerly walked to him. I wanted him to comfort me. Tell me that I did a great job. Tell me that he loved me and everything was perfect now.

My naked body almost fell into his arms. I was so weak. I couldn’t stand up anymore. He held me. He supported all my weight. He pulled me back onto the bed with him. My naked body flipped over onto my back. I was drug up the mattress; my head rested on one of his pillows. He pulled off of me and sat crossed legged next to me on the mattress, staring down at my naked little body.

“Masturbate for me.”

My chilled tummy inhaled deeply. Why did he not stop? Why did he just not end this somehow? He was dragging me into something I didn’t want to do but I knew I could never deny him. If I did, everything would be lost. He would never trust me again.

My eyes were watering. My face trembled. He could see it all yet he remained emotionless, staring down at me. He was waiting. What if I just started crying? Would he stop then? Would he comfort me? Would he tell me everything was ok?

He said I was stronger than mom thought. I was his little sister. I was like him. I was strong. I had to go on. If I cried, what if he left? What if he just shunned me as a little girl? What if he thought he hurt me? He would leave for sure and never come back.

I reached my hand down and pressed it against my slit. I ran my finger up inside just the crack. I found my clitoris. Only that could give me pleasure in the state my mind was in then. I rubbed the little button for about a minute before I noticed Ean moving. I was trying to only stare at my body and forget he was even there.

I looked over at him uncrossing his legs and sitting up. I kept rubbing myself. My mind couldn’t deny the pleasure of the body. My nipples were becoming erect. Ean stood on his knees beside me. He unbuckled his belt and popped loose his pants button.

I was becoming scared shitless. What was happening? What was he going to do? I wanted to lose my virginity to him for sure but not right then. Not like that. Tears welled up in my eyes. I couldn’t stop him. I wouldn’t stop him.

He unzipped his pants. I was about to see it. For the first time. Then I would lose my virginity. I was crying. I would have sex for the first time crying. My brother would have sex with his little sister as she cried. He wouldn’t do that. He couldn’t. I had to trust him. He was too smart. He had to have a plan.

In one swoop, his jeans and boxers fell. His massive hard penis bounced before me. I say massive but I had no real idea in comparing it to the normal size. All I knew was it was way bigger than anything I ever attempted or even thought about putting inside me.

Ean reached over and scooted my naked body a little more toward the center of his queen bed. Then he pulled one leg over me. His pants and boxers were pulled down and resting on me just above my knees. I diligently kept rubbing my little mound. My fingers lingering in my brand new pubic hairs. I kept my hand as closed over my vagina as possible. I didn’t want to lose my virginity like that.

Then he dropped over me onto his hands and knees. He reached one hand out and then back before sitting back up on his legs. A small bottle of some kind of lotion or something was in his hand. It tipped and a line of its contents oozed onto his hand.

Ean closed the bottle and tossed it into my pile of clothes. His lotioned hand then squeezed around his penis. He rubbed around the whole length of it a few time twisting and turning his hand before he began just moving back and forth repeatedly.

I didn’t know what to think. I was completely naked on my brother’s bed masturbating at his command while his hovered over me stroking his penis. I hated it and loved it. If only I knew what he was thinking. If I knew more, I could just enjoy everything about the moment. But the anxiety, curiosity, everything I didn’t know was eating away at me.

When I had an orgasm I got really wet. Boys shoot something out I learned. That made babies in girls. Semen. Sperm. I had to say one thing at least, I was getting really excited to see what would happen when he had an orgasm.

His hand moved back and forth over his penis as he stared down at me. At my body. I couldn’t help but blush. He was masturbating to me. To my naked body. My fingers picked up pace on my own masturbation.

Then Ean started rocking and bucking his hips back and forth. He was going to do it. He was really going to have an orgasm. Right there. Right on top of me. I stopped everything and held my breath. My fingers stopped moving. I stared at his sex organ as in bounced in and out of his hand. He was squeezing it hard. Then he stopped. Just as he pushed out toward me he stopped and held it there.

I couldn’t describe it at first but something shot out of the little hole at the tip of his penis. A jolt of some liquid flew through the air. Then another one. A searing hot splash of some thick goo pounded into my breast. I wanted to look and see what just happened there but I wouldn’t for the life of me pry my eyes from the engorged purple mushroom poking from my brother’s hand as it squirted more and more stuff toward me. Semen. Sperm.

The liquid soon stop shooting from the penis and eventually started oozing out. Ean dropped back to his hands and just hovered over me. I didn’t look to see where he was looking. I stared and stared at the hanging monster now over my stomach. It leaked that white liquid onto my belly. I could feel the hot feeling of it seep into my belly button. They called it cum. I sometimes called my own liquid that when I got wet but guys really owned that word. They really know how to use the word for all its worth. That was something to be proud about. If I could do that, I would be doing it every hour of every day. It looked so amazing and so powerful. So much pleasure.

The penis slowly started shrinking above me. More semen leaked from the collapsing cylinder onto my belly. I finally pulled my eyes from it and looked down my body. It was on my breast. It was all over my body. So much of it. It was amazing.

Ean collapsed his right arm and rolled to my side and onto his back.

“Do you hate me?”

I was speechless at his voice. What he just put me through. I stripped naked for him while he sat and watch fully clothed. I started masturbating for him as he watched me cry in shame. He cummed all over me. My body was littered with my older brother’s sperm. I never felt more alive in my life. I wanted to marry him. Spend every day of my life with him.

“I never loved you so much. I’m never going to let you live this down.” I said breathlessly. “I want you so bad and you’re the only guy I’ve ever wanted. You can never do anything that will make me think otherwise.” I wanted to roll over and hug him so bad but I didn’t know if he would get mad. My body was coated in his sperm. “How often do you do that? Masturbate, I mean.”

“Not any recently. That was the first time in a long while. I’m just so confused.”

That was the first time in my life I had ever heard him say that. Ean, confused. Wow! I must really have an impact on him.

“Are you still a virgin?” he asked.

“Of course I am. You know I don’t have any friends. Who would want me?”

“You’re amazing!” he butted in. “You’re amazing. You’re so unique and intricate. I know people don’t understand you but I love that. Don’t even get me started on your body. When did you get so hot? I was scared to death you would leave me after this. You’re amazing. If you pulled your head of a book every now and then, you would notice the boys looking at you. Their all just intimidated because you already know what you want. You’re too powerful for them. I was scared you didn’t really love me like you said.

“Damn it. You really know how to screw up my mind. I still don’t understand how I feel about you, but something about you says for once in my life, you actually know more, and I should trust you.”

I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. A blessing and a curse in one. I liked power but I like him having power even more. I hated responsibility. But I really got to him. I was getting my wish. If anything went wrong, it was my fault though.

Ean’s body rolled over onto me. His semen smeared into his shirt as he hugged me so tight.

“I’ll always protect you. I trust you Maeghan. I trust you. I grew up alone with a distant father to guide me. You do whatever you think you want. I’ll guide you. I’ll help you. I’ll always protect you. You’re my little sister. I’d expect nothing less from you than to give it your best shot.”

I was scared and comforted at the same time. All I could do physically at the time was cry. Cry and agree with him. Trust him.
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Inside Me: C03

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Inside Me

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I woke up to a pair of my jeans being thrown into my face. I pealed them off and looked at them. Ean was in the doorway. I was soo tired.

“Get ready for school.”

“Aaaaah,” I groaned as innocently and sickly as I could.

“You’re going to school. Mom said to make sure you go no matter what. If you’re not ready in half an hour, I’ll carry you there in whatever state you’re in; even if I have to drop you off while you’re still in your night gown.”

He turned and walked from the doorway. The look in his eyes and the tone of his voice made clear that he was in no joking mood. I rolled the covers from me and heade

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d to the shower.

My mind flashed between the horrors of school and what happened that last night. I pushed my panties down thinking how Ean had touched me there. Rubbed me. Made me cum. On his hand. My older brother.

Then I was naked. Stepping into the hot shower water completely naked. If only Ean felt the same way I did. I would do anything to make him like me the way I liked him. My life would be complete if I knew he loved me.

School. After that shower would be a bowl of cereal and then school. First day of high school. No friends. If I could just know that Ean wanted me. If I knew Ean was at home waiting for me. I would care less about school if I just knew he loved me and I got to see him every day after school.

Trust me though, I didn’t forget about what happened either. But I tried my hardest to block out reality. I tried so hard not to remember my brothers face as he told me he wouldn’t forgive me again if I tried something like that another time. How he forgave me. I was his little sister. A confused little girl. He forgave me. He would never look at me as an equal to him.

Lost in thought, my subconscious guided me out of the shower, into my clothes and to the kitchen. I was before my bowl of cereal staring down at it. I had eaten two spoonfuls. I was completely full. My stomach was tense in anxiety.

“Time to go.”

I turned and looked at my brother confused.

“Mom said to take you. I’m driving dad’s car.”

I’ll fast-forward from there. The slow-motion of movement from the table to my bedroom for my book bag, to the car, and to school, was a screw slowly driving its way into my gut. Something not worth reading.

Ean pulled up behind another car stopping to let out another girl. The girl looked vaguely familiar. Nothing important though. She did look back however as she got of her vehicle. She looked back from me and then to Ean. She froze on him. Not just her eyes, her entire body froze.

She shifted a bit as if shrugging off a call from within the car and broke her stare. I looked at Ean. He didn’t seem to notice anything. He was just peering around at all the other teenagers strolling about and congregating into their cliques. My eyes returned back to the girl. She scanned back to my face and stared for a few seconds as if she was taking me in; memorizing me. Then she turned, pulling her book bag from the car and walked away shutting the door behind her. I followed her motion and left my vehicle.

Ean drove off behind the other car and I stood there alone. Slowly, I walked across the street and headed to the school building.

I moved through first period fairly well. Most of the students in the class I knew from middle school. Friendly faces at least, even if they weren’t my friends. Second period proved interesting and not fun. I was all alone there since the system decided to place me in an advanced mathematics course.

I saw the girl from earlier in that class but chose to stay away from her for some reason. The teachers were all nice and welcoming, I guess because it was the first day.

Then lunch came eventually. It was probably the worst anticipated time of the day. I got to stand in the lunch line alone and silent. Everybody else talked with friends. I scanned the cafeteria over again and again and again looking for a safe place to sit by myself once I finally got my food.

That proved absolutely pointless. By the time I had gotten my food, most all the empty seats were taken and some of the previously occupied seats were vacant. Everything had changed.

Boys or girls? I searched as I slowly walked with my tray in my hands. Worst case scenario, it would be better to be picked on by girls than boys. I found a cove of primarily girls sitting together with a few seats off to the side open. I walked over and sat two seats away from them. Close enough, but not too far.

Then someone sat right next to me. It was her. That girl. From the morning.

“You’re his sister?” she started.

“What?” I looked to her.

“You have the same last name as him. When the teacher called you in math. Your Ean’s sister?”

“How do you know my brother?” I was looking toward her kind of. I didn’t dare make eye contact.

“I’m Montana. I’m Crystal’s little sister. Your brother was going out with her before…” she trailed off. I was speechless. Complete loss of words. What did she want with me? “You don’t look too comfortable here. I’m a sophomore. We can be friends and I’ll show you around. My sister told me about you. She said me and you should be friends.”

“What?” I looked her in the eyes.

“Oh. Yeah, your brother mentioned you to her a few times. She told me all about him, your brother. He sounds so amazing. I have at least a hundred pictures of him on my computer with Crystal. He looks pretty amazing too.”

I almost slipped right there. Almost. She knew so much about my brother that I didn’t. Those two years that he was avoiding me and mom, she had pictures and stories about him probably every week. Almost. Almost I was about to ask her if she knew what her sister did to my brother. What she left him in.

I stopped myself from speaking when I predicted what her response would be. What had her sister done to her own family? What had she put all of them through?

“He looks well; your brother,” she said seeing the emotions contort my face. “A little hardened, but well. I’m glad.”

She was weird. Strong, and pretty brave too. I couldn’t imagine her with a whole lot of friends with the way she let her mind roll right off her tongue.

I had had my fair share of friends for a day. Kids on the first day of school asking to be buddies out of fear of being alone. They all left though. In short time they always found other people that more closely resembled themselves.

This one though had potential maybe. She seemed about as much an outcast as me. Pretty but with an avoidable personality. She might actually last. Montana. I might get used to it.

The school day came to a close. I walked outside and looked around for Ean. Mom told him to make sure I went to school. I doubt he cared much if I came back. Not after the previous night. There was no car for me; no Ean.

I began my walk home. I estimated it to take me about twenty minutes. A lot of time to think. I was excited now that the school day was over. Still a bit nervous for some reason, but very excited. I also had a new friend maybe. I liked her the more I thought about her. Ean liked her older sister for a reason, it was natural that I would like her, I thought. It didn’t really make sense but something about her made me want to really hope that we actually became friends.

Twenty minutes can pass by very quickly when lost in thought. I walked into my house and dropped my book bag in the living room. The house was quiet. I was just brave enough after such a good day to face Ean. I had to do it then before I could think and reason it out. My bravery would die soon.

Ean’s bedroom door was shut. I knocked, waited, and then slowly pried it open.

Ean was face down on his bed.

“Ean,” I called in a soft voice. He was motionless. I slowly walked in. I stepped lightly to his bed and kicked off my shoes. I climbed on and as carefully as I could, I touched his shoulder.

Ean turned his head to look at me. His eyes were bloodshot, his skin moist with tears.

“Are you ok,” I asked immediately.

“Why did you let me do that to you?”

“Ean.”

“Crystal and I… We were going to have sex for the first time on her birthday. Today.” His words were shaking terribly. I gulped. What had I done? “I woke up and saw you. I was touching you.” He was broken. He wasn’t himself. I broke my brother. “I was touching you. I thought you were Crystal and it was so good. I saw you then. You did your thing and it was so…” He trailed off into silent tears.

It was so, what? What was it? It was sure as hell one messed up day so far, but I wasn’t about to call it quits and wait for another day like this to come by to finish up. I dropped down to lay with him. I draped my arm over his body. He laid there in my embrace for untold minutes.

“How far would you have let me gone?” he asked. My lungs hardened into rocks. Did he just actually ask me that? He probably had every right in the world to know but I did not want to give an answer.

“I d-don’t know. You were asleep. You didn’t know what you were doing. I want you to get better so much. If it would help…” I trailed off then. I did not want to finish that sentence out loud. Ean was quiet for several seconds before speaking again.

“Do you know what it feels like to wait for something you know will be the most amazing thing in the world for so long, so long; it’s right there, just weeks away from coming to you, and then it goes away? It leaves. And just like that, you have to start from scratch again to just try to see it again in the far far away distance.”

I couldn’t stand what he was saying. I would die if something like that happened to me.

“Ean, if it will help you, I - I - I…”

“Don’t be crazy. I’ll never hurt you again. I have to protect you. You’re my little sister.”

“Exactly!” I almost yelled at him. I wouldn’t let him treat me like that. “I’m your family. I want to help you. I love you. I’ll do anything for you. More than any of that, even more than wanting to help you, I’m so lonely. I want you to love me. You’re the only person that understands me. If we weren’t related, I would give anything for you to be my boyfriend.

“We’re family though. If you want to protect me, you’ll teach me, care for me. You’ll make the loneliness go away. I don’t care if you use me. I can barely stand my life as it is. If I just know that at least you need me, you need to use me, then I’ll have a purpose. I’ll have someone waiting for me to come home. You’re so perfect. Do whatever you want to me or with me if it helps you or not. No matter what, as long as you at least include me, you’ll be helping me, caring for me, making me happy.”

“You’re so young and, and, and just don’t understand.”

“I don’t care,” I retaliated. “The more I think about you being sad, me being sad. We’re both here. We both want what the other can give. I want to give you everything I have. You’re the smartest person I know and I’m your sister. You’ve always known what you’ve wanted and have you ever given or gotten something that you’ve regretted. What makes me different?”

Silence refilled the room.

“Are you tired?” Ean asked.

“Not really but I will be if I just lay here a few more minutes. I didn’t get much sleep last night.”

“Will you just sleep with me then?”

“Of course I will-“

“Wake me up if I start anything. I just want to sleep. I want to think everything over. Don’t let me make things more complicated for myself.”

“Ok. I’ll wake you up if you start.”

“Thank you…” he trailed off in his sleepily voice.

Within a few minutes he was fast asleep. The bedroom lights were on and we were both fully clothed on top of his sheets. I followed into sleep minutes later with a gigantic smile on my face.

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Inside Me: C02

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Inside Me

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My body shot into attention when my alarm clock went off at seven. I pushed the snooze and rested my head back on the pillow. I heard the muffled sounds of my mom’s alarm call for a few seconds in her room before it shut off.

I looked down my body. I was still naked beside my nightgown that then just rested over my shoulder. Sunlight was breaking through the window. I rolled onto my back and propped myself up from my elbows. A line of dried blood ran down my one leg.

My breasts, they were barely there I thought; just little tiny things. I didn’t know where I originally heard the term, but ‘little lady lumps’ suited them well; just enough of them to show that I was
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a girl, a late blooming fourteen year old girl who was full of herself. I had a crush on my older brother. How pathetic could I get? How could a guy so amazing as him want a little girl like me?

I sat up off the side of my bed and turned the alarm on my clock completely off. My nightgown had fallen down over me. I went on to make my bed. It was something I normally did after my shower but I decided it best then to cover up that little red patch in the middle.

It looked haphazardly done, normal, so I threw my panties from the floor into my laundry basket and hunted down my hairbrush on the other side of the bed before heading to the shower.

It was about an hour and a half drive to the airport with stopping off to eat. Over the radio through the long journey, all I could think about was the night before. I was so sure of myself then. In the heat of emotions, I had it all planned out. In the car surrounded by the real world, I second guessed everything. I didn’t want to feel like that toward my own brother.

But I did. It made me so happy; but so confused. It was so good yet it hurt so bad. I had to see him. When I saw him, I knew he would just be my big brother. Things would be normal, just a fun time. It had to be. I wouldn’t know what to do if it wasn’t.

The wait at the airport was the worst, the anticipation. Sitting in the terminal looking out the window at all the planes come and go. That night, or really morning, only hours before, I was masturbating, fantasizing about having sex with him. Something lingered though in the back of my mind; a thought perhaps that I had forgotten.

But for the first time ever, I had willingly masturbated to my brother; that memory would not leave me.

Then all at once it hit me. Everything came back to me. As my mom stood up and I followed her gaze to the doors where passengers of an arriving plane exited.

Ean.

He had grown in two years. His body was much more defined. His nineteen year old shape still held onto that scrawniness, but it was obvious that he was anything but.

The face he had on drove tears into my mom’s eyes. He had all the time in the world to think about it. Reflect on every single detail. Bask in the loneliness that now plagued him.

He didn’t look sad though. I can’t describe what he looked like but it was like he was feeling something so powerful and so bad, and with all his strength, he held it back. He was a person you would want to avoid. Emotionless almost. Like he would kill you without a second thought. Perhaps though, other people didn’t notice it in him. Maybe it was just because mom and I knew what had happened to him.

I couldn’t tell if he had just given up hope of anything in life and just didn’t care anymore, or if he was just so manically sad and drawn into his mind that he just couldn’t control his outer appearance. The happy, lively brother I saw off came back to me sad and torn apart.

As I followed mom to him and her greatest of hugs, I couldn’t stop staring into his distant eyes. Not even the tiniest glimpse of a thought about my fantasy of him hours before even wandered near my mind.

He only spoke when questioned, only ever a few words. No emotion. We searched down his luggage and left. Needless to say, the ride home was very long and tense.

I wanted to be mad at him for some reason but I wouldn’t allow it. He had left us for two years; not even coming back for summers. Now he was there. All of a sudden. A phone call two weeks prior. “Mom, I’m coming home. Please don’t ask why.”

We heard about why from his school.

He left for two years. Only thinking about himself, now he had come back. He was greeted with open arms, cried for, pampered. How could I get mad though? He had been punished beyond any transgression he had committed.

At the time, I had no idea what to expect of him when we got home. Once he acted, I thought myself thick that I couldn’t figure it out before.

It was shameful to think but it was the truth after a few days of thinking about him. He locked himself in his room. He stayed alone in his thoughts while mom and I remained less phased by him. It was a defense for him to be secluded but it had also helped us. We didn’t have to see him; his mood wouldn’t spread. It was a painful bliss knowing that mom and I were happier because Ean chose to face his demons alone.

We had tried and failed every day to make contact with him; he refused any help. I frequently heard him move about the house at night but I was always too tired or scared to face him. For nearly a week it continued. Then the unthinkable happened.

The day before my first day of school, my first day of high school, freshman year, the day before; mom left. To be fair, she did announce it two days prior. As a journalist, she did have to leave on a trip every now and then, but why then. Some big court case in the big city. Hours and hours away from home. Hotel, days, maybe weeks, gone, alone with Ean, school, alone.

Mom had talked to him about it. Before I stayed with one her friends. This time, I would stay with him, Ean. She said he was pulling himself together, for me. He was needed then and mom said that right there raised his mood some. He had something to do. He always loved projects. Unfortunately, I was his project that time.

Ean even came out for dinner the night before mom left. There wasn’t much talking, but it was nice to see him. Stare at him. Take him in.

Then mom left in the morning. The day before school. Ean was out of his room most of the day but he was watching TV. I went through all my new school supplies at least ten times before joining him.

I was nervous; anxious, almost sick. I was going to high school. I didn’t know anybody there. I had no real friends in my own class for support. I was all alone through everything.

“Are you ok?” Ean asked looking at me. I had been staring off in space. A commercial was on.

“Yeah, just a little nervous about tomorrow,” I answered as he turned the TV off.

“Well, I guess we should go to bed then.”

I looked out the window, then to the clock below the TV; I hadn’t realized so much time had flown by. I was really getting sick then. Go to bed, wake up, then school.

I tremblingly followed Ean up off the couch. I wobbled to my room. I was so alone. The high school was in walking distance, but still, if mom was home, she would’ve drove me. It would have been a tiny bit easier that way.

I dropped my bra beside my bed and opened the drawer holding my night gown. It was so cold. I was in my panties. The air against all my skin was chilling. My stomach was jumping every which way inside me. Weakly leaning forward, I pulled the thin cloth over my head and let it drop down my body. I had to do something. It was all just too much to handle alone.

I walked to my door and opened it. Ean’s door was cracked. He was facing away from me, sitting on his bed lost in thought. Just in boxers and a t-shirt.

“Ean,” I trembled as I pushed the door open. He turned around and looked to me. “I don’t feel good.” I was squeezing one arm into my stomach. I wanted to cry. I didn’t know why. I was anxious, nervous, queasy. At the moment I asked for help, I had given up all the fight in me. My mind was amplifying all my symptoms. My subconscious knew what I really wanted. I wanted someone else to take my burdens, someone else to comfort me. My weak fourteen year old mind wasn’t strong enough to handle it. I asked Ean for that comfort. I had given up all my defenses and relied on him to compensate.

As the words escaped my mouth, my entire body quivered. It was a self-induced sickness with one purpose, to seek pity and comfort from an external source. Whether Ean knew or would find that out in time, he showed no care about it. He jumped from his bed and speed walked over to me. He put his arms around me and lifted me up. He carried me to his bed. His bed. It was twice the size of mine and almost twice as soft.

“What’s wrong?”

“I’m so cold. My stomach hurts.” My entire body began shivering. The more I thought about it, the more I gave Ean responsibility to care for me, the worse my sickness got.

He jumped across the room and pulled a trashcan to the side of the bed before lifting my butt onto one of his pillows. He pushed his sheet and comforter down and drug me under it. I was still shivering. Then he climbed on top of me. I was under a sheet and comforter. I was in my nightgown. He was in a t-shirt and boxers. But he was lying on top of me. He was holding me.

We lay like that silently for several minutes. I was feeling amazingly better all of a sudden. I was so much warmer. I wasn’t thinking about school at all. I almost forgot how we got in that position. Every ounce of the sickness had left my body.

“Can I sleep here tonight; I don’t want to move,” I said trying to sound still sick.

“Do you really think I would just shove you back in your bedroom alone in this condition?”

“Are you going to sleep like that?” I admit that I had no problems at all with him sleeping on top of me with his arms hold me tight, but I wanted more; I wanted him under the covers. I wasn’t thinking anything sexual then. If I did, I would have just gotten myself sick again in anxiety. I just wanted his comfort. It was almost like an innocent crush right then. Holding him under the covers would make me blush in happiness.

He pushed off me and walked over to turn out the light. He came back. It was so dark. I felt the mattress move as he got onto the bed. So quiet. He pulled up the covers to let in a chill across my body.

He was getting in bed. He was getting in the bed I was in. I was in the bed. I was in the thinnest piece of fabric I owned and a pair of my panties. He was scooting under the sheet. The same sheet that I was under. We were going to sleep together. The words in my mind held the wrong meaning to what they actually meant to the situation, but, my meaning for those words sounded so much better. We were sleeping together.

I wanted him to hold me so bad but I was scared beyond belief that he would actually touch me. In the dark, under his sheets, in his bed. My body was frozen solid. I didn’t know what to do. Every movement I made would be judged by him. I had the most wrong thoughts in my head. Did he know what I was thinking? How could he?

“Are you still cold?” he asked.

I was his little sister. I was sick. I was just an innocent little sister that had gotten terribly ill. He was protecting and comforting me. I was innocent. He couldn’t read my mind.

“Yeah.” A shiver rolled through my body as I said it.

I felt him shifting under the covers. He was moving toward me. His hand rubbed over my ribs. He gripped my side. I was on my back. I wanted to be firm in his grasp.

I rolled as he gripped me and shifted into his body. He dropped his arm over my back and held tight. He was so warm. Soft skin with a hard wall of muscle just below it. My breasts were pressed into his chest.

Oh no. What if I wasn’t supposed to roll into him? What if he thought I was weird or something for pulling myself into his body? What if he just wanted to put his arm over me and that was all? Why did I move?

If I was still on my back, I didn’t know what to think. I was so embarrassed. Maybe though, if I was on my back, he would have rolled on top of me like earlier. That would have been soo super incredibly amazing. Damn. Why did I have to move?

I was there though. In that position. In my little nighty and panties. Under his arm. In his chest. I didn’t know how long I had been in my repetitive thought process but apparently it was long enough for Ean to fall asleep.

How could he sleep? I was wide awake. How could he sleep in that position? With me in his arms. A girl so next to nude in his grip, on his bed, under his sheets.

His sister. His fourteen year old sister. Of course. I was nothing to him. Of course he could sleep.

I pushed my head up to look at his face. He was peaceful. My nipples were stabbing into his chest. My vagina. My vagina was pressed just above his pelvis. It was so hot. If he was awake, I was sure he would have noticed the excess of heat coming from that part of my body.

If I could just kiss him. He was right there. He would never know. Just a small kiss. Then I would force myself to roll away and fall asleep. Just a peck.

I was going to do it. My body had already reacted before I admitted to myself that I would do it. I was at his lips. Just a peck. I pushed out my lips. I pecked his. My vision blackened from the nervousness.

I pulled away instantly and watched his eyes. Listened to his breathing. I had kissed him. I kissed my brother. The most amazing guy I had ever known. I kissed him. Eyes closed; breathing steady. He was asleep. I had to do it again.

I moved my neck out forward again. I had to keep my eyes focused. I had to see this time. I puckered my lips. Slowly. Very Slowly. Very very slowly. Our lips met. I stared into his eyelids. Hold. Hold it. Push. Push a little harder. Hold. His eyes remained shut. I couldn’t hear his breathing over my own.

We were kissing. Well, I was kissing him. How was I supposed to do it though for real? Was I supposed to move my lips around somehow or someway? The feeling was amazing though.

Then his lips started almost massaging mine. I stared into his eyes. They were almost shaking under the eyelids. He was dreaming.

His hand rode up my back onto my neck. He pushed my face into his. He was making out with me. My brother. What was happening? I wanted this, I think. I didn’t want him to be dreaming. I never thought of what I would do if one of my dreams became reality.

Ean’s body rolled forward. He pushed me back and settled on top of me, kind of off to the side. Something grew along my leg. My brother was getting an erection. What was I suppose to do? Was I supposed to let him have a wet dream on top of me? That would be the most amazing thing in the world. Or would it?

Why did I have to second guess myself always in the heat of the most important times of my life? The hand around the back of my neck retreated to my chest. It didn’t stop there but I just remember so vividly when it was there for the one small stroke. His hand travel down my ribs, over my belly, onto my pelvis. Oh my goodness!!

His fingers slid over the thin fabric of my nightgown to the very bottom. At the bottom they stopped. They changed direction immediately. My nightgown was being hiked up. By my brother!

His fingers tapped into my panties. My wet panties. At first just the tips. Then they slid more, the pads of his fingers were rolling over my vagina. I couldn’t think. I couldn’t comprehend what was happening. I had never felt so much pleasure in my entire life. It was happening so fast. It was the first time I ever remembered someone touching me there, and it just had to be him. My brother!

The pads of his fingers turned into his whole fingers. Those turned into his palm. The giant hot thing burning into my leg moved up and down. He was humping my bare leg under his boxers. I couldn’t take much more. So much so fast. I was only fourteen.

His palm continued rubbing up and down over my panties. Over my mound. Over my vagina. I lost.

“Aaaah,” I moaned. My hips shattered under an orgasm. I couldn’t stay silent. All my senses died. All but the nerves in my vagina. The feeling was beyond life. He masturbated me. He pushed me into orgasm. In his bed. With his hand. My vagina writhed and pounded at nothing. I cooed and moaned several more vowels.

I knew I had to stop. I had to try to focus my eyes. The rubbing on my panties stopped. The pipe bouncing on my leg ceased movement. Damn it! I couldn’t regain control of my body. Damn that orgasm was so good. I needed to stop it. My entire body was tingling and my pelvis was on fire with pleasure. Stop it. Stop it. Please just stop. It took all my strength to keep the cooing I so desperately wanted to release, inaudible. Wow! Stop. Finally. The greatest orgasm of my life began subsiding.

My eyes began focusing on my brother’s face. I could still feel amazing pleasure pulsing through my reproductive organ but at least I could see the damage. I felt the rapidly growing wetness on my panties. Ean’s hand was still there. He could feel literally as my cum oozed from my slit into my panties. That overflowing wetness soaked through the fabric onto his hand. It was soo warm.

I didn’t know why his hand was still touching me there but I wished he would never take it away. I wanted him to feel my wetness. I wanted to feel his warmth, his cupping comfort.

His face was so scared. My orgasm finally left me. My panties were as soaked as could be.

“I thought you were Crystal. I swear. I’m so sorry. Please I’ll do anything to make this right. Please forgive me. I thought you were Crystal.”

His eyes watered on the first sentence; they dripped on the last. Two tears fell to my cheek. He finally removed his hand from my vagina and his boner from my leg. He was moving away from me. I reached out and grabbed his hand. I felt my own wetness soaking it.

“Ean, it’s ok.” I didn’t want to sound like wanted it. I didn’t know how much he knew and I wanted to keep myself as safe as possible from him profiling me correctly. “You’ve been through a lot. It’s ok.”

“No, it’s not ok. I have to leave. I’ll go back to college. I can’t stay with you anymore. I can’t believe I did that to you. I don’t want to hurt you again.”

“NO! You can’t go back! I need you! Mom and I need you. You have to stay. I liked it. I like when you touch me. I feel special. I feel like you love me. Like you’re the only one I can trust. Don’t leave.”

Something I said struck him hard. I said too much. I knew I should have kept playing my safe game. He scared me though. I would do anything to keep him from leaving. He stared into my eyes. I hated it. It was like he was looking into my mind. He was profiling me. Like I was something less than him.

He let go of my hand. He scooted back to get off the bed.

“Please, just go back to sleep here. If you leave me alone after what just happened, you know what I’ll be feeling.” I couldn’t say what I would feel but I knew it. If he gave it thought he would figure it out. He was the smartest person I knew. He would deduce it. Wouldn’t he?

Leaving me stranded after that, I would feel horrible, guilty, sick. I would never be able to face him again.

“Fine,” he said coldly. “If I start at it again, wake me up before I do anything. I won’t forgive you again. You might like it, but it kills me. I was the one who actually did it. I have to live with it.” He turned away from me and dropped down at the edge of the mattress.

What did I just do? He’d never be able to trust me again. He would always look down on me from then on. I would be his weird freak little sister that likes him too much. Why did he keep his hand on my vagina so long? Why did he linger, collecting all the lubricant that poured out? What was he really thinking?
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