So as awful as I feel about this, I still feel the need to tell someone. I can't trust telling anyone I know because I'm terrified that word will get back to my husband so this is my only outlet to let loose. So here goes.

I want to have sex with my brother in-law.

I think about it quite often when I'm alone or when I'm masturbating...Don't get me wrong I LOVE and ADORE my husband but I can't help but wanting them both.
I've even thought about them both. at the same time...I know that its disgusting and it would never happen but if it did, I probably wouldn't say no...I've even caught myself wishing for it. I often think of the both of them stepping into my bedroom, my husband giving his nod of approval and his brother stepping towards me as I sit on the edge of the bed. Him stepp