This is all the reasons as to what led me to do the photo shoot. My state of mind and my situation... I love to explain why I did it and still do it today.

Thank you for reading it....

April 2,000, Dallas, and I am 24, just making enough money to pay the rent, bills, and get some junk food each day. Yes, I was broke. My job was exciting! Not!!! I worked in a tax accounting office in a typical strip mall. Could there be anything more boring??? I do nothing so! But I needed money to survive, so, I did it.

I had a car. An old clunker that on a good day would start. I almost felt like selling it and then I would not have to worry about it or the insurance payments. Luckily, my small apartment and my job were not far. So, I would walk most days if the weather was nice. Walking to work

It was Dallas and I was broke. I had lost my last job and needed cash just to survive. I was 24 at the time and becoming desperate. I needed money quick, so I started looking at ads on Craigslist and actually looked at some ads in porn magazines. I hadn’t done anything like that, but had seen some, and I was probably a little naive about the whole thing.

I came across a strange ad posted by two men who were looking for someone to pose for pictures. The pictures were to be of me, taken by one of the men who was a photographer, while the second man painted something like a tramp stamp tattoo on my lower back. They were offering $50 for the session. I really needed money and this didn’t sound so bad. At least painting was not a real tattoo. And at this time, years ago, I was generally mak