Sometimes I can feel him behind my eyes. Seeing the world through me. Experiencing all of my senses. I cant get him out of my head until *something* happens.
I cant let this get out. I cant even believe I'm writing in this diary. But I have to hear it. Is it real?
It cant be possible. I'm a good girl. I do my homework. I take out the trash. I volunteer. This kind of thing cant be happening to me.
But I always feel the tall, slender guy creeping into me just befor something happens. Something like the other day with Missy.
Missy is the bad one. The one always defying our Mom. Why doesnt this crazy shit just happen to her and leave me out of it.
We were in the pool. I was just lounging in the shallows.
I feel his mind, slipping into mine. Not taking over, just experiencing. Then Missy