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Brainwash

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Brainwash

The entity we refer to as God had the power to manifest any and all things that were imaginable. Mankind prefers to assume they were created in the entity image. But the only thing we start out by possession of that pertains to our creator is our mental imagination which we can use to create for our needs and or our natural cravings. Imagination is the beginning of ones very own conducts and what one mentally imagines is what one desires. If one accepts and becomes domicile to only obey and do conduct as societies brainwashes one to do then they lose their soul which is the fear to use their imagination. There are all kinds of natural and sexual cravings that one discovers that is created by the entity of nature and some by society conduct. Brain wash preference by othe

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rs can create a fear that can kill ones entity soul of imagination. To seek homosexual avenues and remain discreet are not possible after one makes the decision to seek a mate. And no matter how desperately one wants to only seek love and devotion it never works for most just as most straight guys seeking a perfect lady mate fails. No one person can fulfill all of ones imagination. The trial and error adventures in desperation that begins as ones physical and mental state of desires gets the better of their logical judgment. But the most fear that ones discovers are caused by the ones that show awareness to eye and body language that will somewhat accept and even also make advances and then emotional try to become ashamed of their conduct and then try to persecute the one they accommodated to or for and often feel they were raped. They go into a false confession state of telling one or several that they were advanced on as to make them selves appear and feel like they never did do anything as to escape personal guilt. But unwisely want it known that they were getting attention. A nark will shift all the blame on some other one or avenue before accepting their involvement as in persecuting others. During these confessions as that they have secumbered to a gay person they are hoping that the one they are telling will take the hint to ask or allow them to have sex with them. Then if they don’t take the hint then they don’t feel ashamed and don’t actually know that they were seeking a new avenue. If the ones being told do or don’t fall prey to them they still become aware and very often the ones they told on you to about being gay to will then want to try out with you and the plot gets thicker on you. For example this lad of nearing age sixteen whom I’d known since age seven and had argued with over his too many mischievous lecherous conduct and behavior on all matters which at that time never did include sex. He just boldly one day came on to me by straight out asking me if I was gay which I denied. He added that he heard that I was. I replied that he had known me several years and I was positive that I had never mentioned sex or made any advances on him. He admitted that I hadn’t and if I had he would have killed me. He was trying to hide his guilt desires but thought I would be a vulnerable avenue from past stories about me. Well he let it ride till the next visit and again asked me if I was gay. I tried to change the subject and said. Why do you ask? He said that he was just curios. I explained that he didn’t need to know about my life style and didn’t have to worry about me trying to seduce or molest him. He then just bluntly asked me how long my dick was. I admitted that it was not very large. He asked to see it. I said shut up. He had that lecherous glazed awareness look in his eyes and said the age old routine. I’ll show you mine if you’ll show me yours. I denied the request and wanted a way out of this new persistent attack by him. Later on and during a visit he pushed the toilet door open to get a peep at me. Then a couple times came in unannounced as I was showering and once felt my wet butt and remarked that he wanted to fist fuck me. I thought that he had seen too many internet pictures. On the same visit as I was shaving and etc he came back in flashing me with his half grown gentiles. Wow! How he had chemistry way beyond my abilities and had more nerve than I will ever have. His conduct continued on and on and after a few weeks I then noticed a new development in his gentile’s size and the pelvis hair. Then on visits he would just let it hang out as he paraded around and he was now bigger than me in the groins area. He was definitely a teaser show off and a flirt. Then a couple times he masturbated in front of me. He had no shame or pride or vanity in front of me and kept asking for head or ass and offering to give me head. Finally he got so desperate for gay sex that he somehow found a mate and brought in a lad his age and they both teased me saying that I didn’t know what I was missing as they kissed and done sexual conduct right in my presence. Actually I knew I was only missing and avoiding jail time. I emotional felt a tug of admiration in my heart and loved this attention because I knew that his conduct with the young vulnerary lad was not pleasing him and that he actually had a crush on and for me beyond his control. But I had society fears and just couldn’t encourage him or secumber and so I remained domical. Then later he got a second boy friend that wasn’t as eager to display his conduct but was finally convinced by him to also love on him in front of me. This kid had persuading talent unlike anyone I ever knew to get his way. Somehow I managed to keep uninvolved physical or personally with them, but I sure was emotional mentally and physical unstable and eagerly really enjoying being the onlooker. But he being what I refer to as a street urchin because they all actually came from broken homes caused me to think maybe he had a fatherly attitude for me. Any way his mother being a renter and having a live in mate moved out of my area and the other two boys never came around after he left and I was relieved because I knew I would have finally gave in to him and now I feel so relieved from the pure pressure and frustration he imposed unto me. His departure was one hell of a relief. Laws are never written to protect adults from minors. And all those TV news sex scandals of Popes and the singer Jackson never know about the minor’s that were involved true behaviors. . Parents don’t really know their children. But most often they can’t fool their children. Most children really know their parents. I can still visualize the beauty of his and their exerting bodies and the glazed lust in their eyes and the smooth vocal hypnotism his cooing voice could impose on guys and of his and their entity innocence as to have no fear of social brainwash preference as they fulfilled their natural call of natures need for sexual climaxes. What I couldn’t understand was as how he had those cute guys and still wanted my attention or favoritism. And why did only his adoring eyes and nudeness affect me and the other lads didn’t? I did relent to his farewell sweet wet kiss and the rapture of his emotional parting hug that made me want to devour him that still lingers on my mind. Most persons that persecute sex feel and think that when showing anger or perception they are gaining envy and feel heroic. I think when ones that slander their perception actually hate themselves for not having courage to break the entity genes they fear not to abide by. Knowing truthfully what is not available or out of sight is not out of their minds. The truth is I know I’ve hid and control most all my queer conduct tendencies and have become more discreet here lately. But only because maybe my constant failures have deleted my efforts to seek new avenues because of my failures in finding someone intimate and that returns my favoritism or fulfills my imagination. I for a while tried to enjoy being a slave to ridicule and humiliation by letting guys use me. I thought that any attention was better than none, but slowly started turning away ones I knew were asking for my sex favoritism because they couldn’t commit or return the justly attitude I deserved because they would not secumber or confess that they were gay. They wanted to remain known by society as macho guys and I have seen them marry and live in torment and blame the women and often admit they hate women but still refuse to seek fulfillment in gay avenues even after divorced. They seem to be content by seeking male companionship only as to attend sports or whatever but can’t break through the macho image barrier and admit they long for man to man sexual intimately. We will only openly admit being gay to one’s that respond to our eye or body language but hardly ever find each other for the same reason that straights very seldom find the right mate. We are too choosy and have imagination that can’t be matched. And mostly have lost faith that true love is possible. But most of all it’s because we also are scared to lose our macho image and also fear to be known as gay and face humiliation by society. So we try secretly to grab a little ever now and then return to our regular known life style and can’t cross over all the way either. Only the gays that are lucky enough to find a village or a street in certain cities can be openly gay. But then again they very seldom find the love they imagine and want from only one lover because everyone has so many different imaginary cravings. We all keep searching for that ultimate perfect thrill and can say take me I’m yours and you are mine. Imagination is the beginning of ones very own conducts and what one mentally imagines is what one desires. If one accepts and becomes domicile to only obey and do conduct as societies brainwashes one to do then they lose their soul which is the fear to use their imagination. Which do we prefer? To do to someone? Or for someone? Or with someone? Or do without anyone? Is loneness worth abiding by the laws and all the religious and social brainwash fears imposed on us???

Gay and Married

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Gay and married I knew I had homosexual desires in my early teens but I was brainwashed by social preferences and scared to submit to them even though I had a few guys try to seduce me. I wanted to be, and made all attempts to appear macho to the public and I tried to and succeeded in being popular with several girls and wound up married to one that I thought was a prized perfect sex partner and I felt macho thinking guys admired me for having the girl that several seemed to lust after. I wasn’t even jealous when guys came on to her especially cute ones that I liked having around. And as our sex became routine and burned out I would visualize how the guys I admired would look while doing sex and so when these two guys that were constantly in our midst and one especially that kept on
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bragging about how sexy she looked to him helped brain wash me into wondering how she would enjoy sex with this hot stud. I actually visualized his body in motion during our sex to satisfy my discreet gay lusts. Now the one that seemed to only be a trusting friend actually never acted like he desired to sex her but only teased her to make her feel like a lady and actually occasional flirted with me and finally one night while riding behind him on his motorcycle and feeling the heat of his buns against my groins. I let my hands that were around his waist drop down on his groins pretending it was accidental and found his hard on that got the whole new sex ball rolling. He quickly pulled the bike off the road into a side road and leaned back into me and run his hand back to fondle me. We got the bike on its stand and we were greedily kissing and fondling and breathing hard and on this first sexual experience we only masturbated each other to a climax. He admitted that he had wanted me for a long time and I told him how lonely I had been for a guy. He also told me that the other boy had played around with him but never kissed him and that he had did all the sucking unto him and letting him fuck his bung hole. And that his buddy constantly had told him he only wanted women. Well that was all changed now because we became lovers ever time we could sneak around behind my wife and his friend’s back on the rare chances we got. He also told me that my wife was leading his friend on and that he was boasting as how he was just waiting his chance. I told him that I didn’t care as long as I had him. I even told him that actually I would really enjoy sharing her with him just to be near and with him. So on a camp out the next story unfolds. We drank beer and cruised around in our small cabin cruiser one evening during the twilight hours. We swam some on a beach and during our scuffling and wrestling games I made an effort for him and my wife to touch and she allowed it knowing I was also fondling his body. The other macho friend also got involved and I was shocked to touch his very massive erection that was way much bigger than mine or my lovers. Back on the boat it was like plain to see that she was going to take him and would allow me freedom with my intimate new lover. They went into the cabin leavening us on deck to start greedily kissing and fondling each other. He said as how that you know your wife is going to fuck with him and I said who cares. The door was slightly ajar and I seen from quick glances that they had their bathing suits off and my eyes was more turned on by his lean torso and taut buttocks than they were by her nudeness. They were instantly together and he was hunching into her as we watched and loved on each other. She was moaning wildly and my mate said you know his big dick is tearing her up. I agreed and that she had never moaned that way with me. I asked him if he was jealous knowing this same dick that had prodded him out was now in a pussy. He commented that he was glad because he had been hurt by him several times. And that he had never felt love from him like I made him feel. We finally finished but they went on fucking for a long while. Finally they got quiet and the boat quit rocking. I was sipping beer and somewhat sleepy and was laying face up on my back as he came out of the cabin leaving her sleeping. He came out with his dick still hard and came upon me by raising my legs up and without any resistance I vulnerably encumbered to him and was gouged into by this huge organ that had already just fucked my wife into several climaxes. My lover asked him why he was fucking me after he had gotten the pussy he had wanted for so long and he said she’s asleep and I always wanted to fuck this new ass that it had been on his mind a long time. I agreed that my lover was right about him not showing any compassion and it hurt somewhat when he probed me too deep so forceful. After his final sexual passion had subsided they went to sleep on deck and I went in to the cabin and lay beside my wife and just looked at her wondering if she would still want me as I still knew I wanted her. She roused up enough to enfold me in a hug of compassion and we lay together till dawn and whispered confessional words of and about our sex conduct and how that we still felt intimate and devotion for each other and decided to remain companions and use sexual lust adventures with others as only a relief of lust and passion that we both admitted we had often desired before this eventful happening. At a later time I persuaded my lover to fuck my wife and it was his first time with a woman. I was lying beside them as he was doing foreplay which I was enjoying more than they were. As he got astride her I was licking his anus crevice and balls as he pushed into her wet pussy. I got up beside his ear and whispered that he should work it slow and prolong his climax. He ghastly whispered that it was too late. The foreplay on his anus and balls had him at the point of climax and when it gouged into the warm hot hole he had exploded. She told me he lacked in the passion of desire a woman craves. I knew I also failed her in raw lust for a woman. But he confessed later that he preferred me over women. So we let his buddy and my wife do their thing and we did ours on each get together. Off course these two guys burned out and got old to us and they drifted astray and sought new avenues. Now me and the wife are still devoted and have our intimate sessions. But now we are like two old buddies planning new games of sex encounters. We prolong our arousals by sharing with each other about our sexual conduct stories. Also conduct stories which now include swinging couples. We tire with others often but we still have each other and we still plan together for new lust avenues. But we decided to not lead on anyone that might not know how to handle swinging and could get heart broke by us. Life is not dull between us anymore.

Impotent

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Impotent

 Like all young newly weds the sex newness wore off between me and my wife and we both began to stray discreetly. Then a young chick got to hanging around that lived in the trailer park we resided in. The wife had a day job and I had a night job and I had sex twice with the girl. She had younger brothers that also hang around and we had to be very careful. But he caught us during our second sex act. We asked him to not tell on us and he agreed. Then one day I was asleep and was awaken to being erotically kissed and it was the best kissing I’d ever had. I awaken to see it was him. I was astonished and yet acknowledged to him that I enjoyed it. He said, you love me or I’ll tell on you and sis. What he didn’t know was that as a minor I had once had a

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boy lover for a short time and the new advance from him set me on fire with desire. I eagerly took his youthful penis in my mouth and felt the climax of his penis jerking and spurting come in my mouth. Then later his sis not knowing that I was involved with him stupidly told my wife that she should leave me and let her have me. Boy that shot everything to pieces for all of us because my wife ran me off quick which I think was to her advantage, because soon after she took a boy friend that I had been somewhat aware off. I was actually glad for her because I realized that now I could hunt for a boy friend which I knew I really wanted and was ready to come out as gay people often refer to. I made trips down to State Street in Chicago several times and those older guys were only working those peep show gallery for tips and even though my youth turned them on and they never asked me for pay they possessed no chemistry as real queers would have and they were like dead from over exposure. I found that even big dicks with no chemistry was not fulfilling as the youthfully coming out exciting lad that I couldn’t contact any more. I returned back to my home state and my neighbor hood that had no gay sexual potentials. I started dating a virgin girl that I had a real love for and sex wasn’t the only reason I loved her. But just before our marriage I met a guy her same age that I made advances on and he accepted and we had a couple of sex affairs. He wasn’t mental capable of doing all my desires like as never no kissing and he never gave me head but allowed me to suck his heavy larger than mine penis and he sure probed me out good a couple of times. So just before our marriage and knowing truthfully that he wasn’t gonna work out for me. So I confessed to her about my gay feelings and gave her a choice of taking me or leaving me. She was not capable of understating and I was and was so glad she didn’t dump me. Any way we had lots of heart to heart talks and she also confessed that she had sexual thought around other guys. So one night we went out in our sport car and we were doing sex with her buttocks lying on the console and her head and shoulders in the back seat between the front lay back seats. And I was getting into her to the bottom like never possible in bed. I kept whispering about how much she liked deep probing and she mumbled yes to everything I said. I knew she had met my boy friend that I had confessed about and I asked her if she found him attractive as a sexual stud. I even mentioned that he was hung larger than I was. She seemed like so hot from this talk and encouraged me to talk sexy to her about big dicks. Now I was also heated on the subject of big dicks and with his dick that I had sucked in mind I started craving come from it. I then had one passion in mind was to see how she would react from it fucking her. I knew he actually wanted pussy and would be willing. We were only a very shot distance from where he hangs out nights and we had often dropped by there before to pass the time chatting with him. We didn’t even dress completely and went looking for him. She still had her panties of under her very short mini skirt that exposed her sexy white legs. He came out to the car and I got out and walked around and said drive us around. He was liked programmed to obey and we was on the road quick. She was getting a little jittery or at least pretending to have second thoughts. So the conversation was not about sex but just rambling everyday talk. I was massaging her pussy under her skirt and she kept looking at him nervous like as he kept glancing at her sexy open exposed thighs. I whispered for her to reach over and touch his bulging crotch. She said no! I can’t but I nudged her hand toward him and she did. She whispered that it was on a hard and I said that she should unzip him. She had to lean toward him and use both hands and she got it out in the air grasping the shaft of it. She whispered back to me as how big it was. I said try sucking on it and she refused. Then she released it and positive confessed that she couldn’t go any farther with this conduct. I pretended at ease and agreed that it was OK and yet kept fondling her wet loosen vaginal. I whispered that she should help put it away and zip him up. And tell him she was sorry. She leaned to his ear and he kissed her lips in response but she finished the sentence to him and turned back to tell me that he had kissed her. I asked her if she liked the kiss and she moaned, oh! Yes. I said well go back and kiss him again. She went to him and he was already nearing a side road in preparations to park the car. She clung to him passionately as the car halted and he was eagerly tongue kissing her and massaging her body as I helped her fully undress for this new big dick fucking I was so eager to see her take. And I also was fondling his throbbing erection and admiring his taut firm cheek buttocks as I assisted their bodies into position with her butt on the console. I was so far gone with sexual arousal that only just then remembered that she was not using any birth control. As I was guiding him in positing to screw her I whispered to him of this chance of pregnancy and asked him if he could pull it on climax, he said yes, but I was doubtful. Anyway it was too late and I was greedy for the show I was enjoying. He was slow on entrance into her and I was guiding the pulsating organ into her opening for him and felt it bottom out and palmed her spread thighs that were actually trembling. I had my face against his steamy buttocks and could hear the squish and slap of tummy’s and their pelvises. Then just a few plunges to the very bottom climaxed him and her and he was rising up without warning withdrawing this jerking throbbing peter putting it against my cheek spurting hot semen and after the first gob hit my cheek I got my greedy lips onto it and whams! it shot a couple more or so hot spurts against my throat and it was jerking so hard I could hardly hang on to it and it had never done this during my head jobs to him. I sucked it dry and tried to squeeze the rest of the come from way back near the ass hole out under the now drawn up scortum of balls so he could go back into my quivering wife’s body and not get her pregnant. Sure enough he drove it back in and they went on for quite awhile and he didn’t withdraw on the second or maybe third climax and I assumed that she begged him not to pull it. When it was all over I eased on to her sweaty body and eased my ready to eject peter into her wide open loose slushy come filled pussy and sank into a blissful climax inside her now unfeeling spent pussy. I asked her if she liked his fucking and she conning and whined about how she loved it and admitted that he sexed her better than I ever did and somehow I was not jealous of the two’s conduct even though they had left me as an outsider and had treated me like nonexistence during their heated session. We all got out of the car and even with only her mini skirt on she looked like a movie actress with her lengthy white legs glowing in the moon light. Then I also was admiring his gleaming tan looking macho body with his large dong swinging as he hop skipped from foot to foot while getting into his jeans. It was then that I remembered my affair from my adolescent days and how the lad had also hop skipped as he was dressing and how even though he was my same age that he had a man size root that swung on his small adolescent body. Then I also recalled that he never showed me any affection or had desire for my wimpy small dick. His attitude was just like this stud that I had let service my wife. My first sex with that boy who actually had greatly humiliated me by his forceful rapeing my then virgin bung hole with his lecherous fucking and I also just then remembered how that I whimpered and pleaded for him to release me from my pinned down position on the first session because of shock and pain. But most of all I recalled how humiliated I felt from being sodomized against my will because I was afraid to fight him and how he had laughed and called me a sissy. My memory kept reacting to how I had become so use to being humiliated and got pleasure from humiliation which started by my being envious of that macho lad. And how that he mistook my admiration and envy of his sex organ as to think that when he forced it into my mouth that I was desiring to suck him which had actually scared me to a weaken slut feeling during the first time that he ejected into my mouth. From then on I was a slave to enjoying the feelings of humiliations by him and had just now realized that my whole drama that I had planned tonight for to see my wife taken by another guy was actually just so I could enjoy the humiliation knowing someone was fucking my wife, and I realized I lusted for and climaxed on being humiliated. Now the next day she started her monthly period which was brought on early by the deep probing he did unto her. But now the worry of her becoming pregnant by his servicing her was somewhat of a relief especially to her. I always enjoyed thinking I’d get her pregnant each time I climaxed in her. I wondered if he felt this way and knew I would enjoy the humiliation of watching him as he seeded her with his large peter that I admired and envied so much. Three or four days after she quit the menstrual period I was eager to get her sexual aroused so I could coax her into confessions about the sex drama I had produced while using her as the star. Sure enough she helped me to feel humiliation by whispered that she was so hot and needed his wild kisses and that she could hardly feel my small penis inside her. I picked up the bedside phone and told him to get his big dick over there and fuck the hell out of my hot wife. While waiting we kept playing around and I asked her if she would like to have his baby and she replied oooh! yes. I was turned on by this and was feeling weaken by the thoughts of being a slave to fulfilling her desires. He arrived shortly and quickly was lecherously astride her and I lay along side reeling in humiliation as she responded to his lusts upon her. He didn’t seem to mind or notice as I licked into his sweaty anal crevice that was white foamed with sweat from his animal hunching into her. I ran my hands around his large shaft and could feel her pussy lining stretch outside of her as they clung to it each time he pulled up to restroke. After awhile he got her on her all fours doggie style and I got my face down under them in position so as to lick his wet steamy rod gliding in and out of her and I mouthed on his seedy balls. Then again I got back behind so I could lick his anus hole as he was studding my hot bitchy wife. This to me was the most humiliation thing for me to enjoy. After he left we sleep till dawn and I still hadn’t climaxed because my dick wouldn’t get hard from all the mental stress of knowing no one needed me. I woke before she did and she was eagle spread with her knees propped open and her pussy was gaping open and her womb was so swollen it was visible like a little pointed dick through the gaping opening and dried white semen was all around the hair because his large dick had squeezed her dry. They went on for several affair sessions after that night I would not even stay in the room anymore or even attempt to have sex with her because I knew that I was no match for him and I was now impotent and my dick was limp as a rag. I’d just lie on the couch listing to her moans and savoring and enjoying my pitiful crying mental state of humiliation. She later told me there was a young guy at work that was flirting with her and that she desired him. I asked her what she wanted me to do. She said that she needed me to let her bring him home with her and wanted me to watch her because she liked knowing I was enduring it for her. Well what she didn’t tell me was that he was a sleek shiny brownish black boy. On his arrival I was astonished and shocked but humbly willing to act the slave part of her bidding. He was bashful as they sat on the couch with her teasing him. Finally he got so hot that he put his arms around her pulling her to a standing position and put his dominant large lips upon her ruby little puckered lips and I went weak from this obscene submission by her. She got druggy weak from passion and he had to hold her short submissable body up with her feet off the floor against his tall lanky frame so as to keep kissing her. I went to them and undressed her as they stood there embraced exposing her clear white body to this shiny dark stud. I was trembling with intimation as to see his nudeness. I unbuttoned his shirt and he let me slid it from his beautiful lean muscular upper torso. I then undressed his pants as he stepped from them exposing his pout buttocks that brushed against my face as I rose up from his ankles when he stepped out of his clothes. They were so heated to the touch and flawless smooth and beady texture skin was tastily kissed by my lips thinking oh! How those firm buttocks could drive a dick home in a pussy and knowing they would be on my wife very soon. I moved to stand beside them and his dark dick was standing straight up pressed between them. I pulled it sideways so I could lick this over eight inch giant of a tool and barley could reach around this near three inch in breadth massive organ. I also became swooned with ecstasy and sat down on the couch to keep from falling. He kept holding her in the air and walked to the bed room. I wanted to watch as she had asked, but I couldn’t walk back to the room from the spasm of humalation guilt knowing that my wife was being fucked by a huge hung black guy. I heard the loud groan and moan from her caused by his penetration into her and the slap of his body against her body and had thoughts that she is now maybe getting bred and will carry a black baby and I just lay back so weak with my trembling body enjoying my new humiliation and my little limp impotent dick dribbling pools of sex lubing juice which was wasted because I couldn’t any longer do sex to her. Then I roused up and slowly entered the bed room and watched in the dim light as his lean buns arched as he strobes slowly out and in upon her small white body with her legs clinging around his body. I approached and lay my palm on his sweaty buns and felt them hunch up on each drive into her and then suddenly he gasped and rolled over spent. The long dark expiring root was lying downward between his open thighs. I whispered to him as how thankful I was that he serviced my wife for me and he replied that he could see how as I needed help fulfilling her bitchy lecherous desires. She went to the bathroom and lingered there probably douching the black man sperm from her raw stretched vaginal. I lifted his heavy lanky expired organ and toyed with it and asked if he wanted seconds. He laughed and said he had climaxed three times and was tired of pussy for now. I kept caressing him and it started firming up and I put my hungry mouth on this thick man meat and it was barley going in my wide open mouth. I couldn’t believe how it was so good to gorge upon something that had just come of my wife’s pussy. I slid down its length and gobbled at his balls a bit and then pushed his legs up so I could tongue into his anus hole. He moaned with this delight unto him and when I came back upon his shaft and just forced it plum down my throat into my gullet he ejected so pulsation down deep inside my gullet. He Whispered to me and praised the sexual relief that he thought was the best climax he had ever endured. After he departed I felt alighted by his boost to my ego and for the first time in a long time felt my penis become erect and firm from the satisfaction of knowing someone actually appreciated me. Having a purpose for sex and feeling appreciated cures impotence.

Recalling Youth Memories

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Recalling youth memories

I was raised up in the country attending a country school through the eighths grade. During high school I was bussed to a near by town. Up to and during the first year of high school I had only one friend my own age that I socialized with in games like hiking through the woods exploring or hunting game etc that only lived !/4  mile from me

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before he moved away during my first year of high school. I only had 2 older boys from two families with each having a smaller kid brother that lived maybe ½ mile from me. All of them gathered in summers to skinny dip in the nude and swim and frolic in our dammed up creek that we used for swimming and bathing. Because none of us had indoor plumbing showers and etc. I was ashamed to undress when the larger boys came around or my best friend and felt bolder around the younger two kids. I had built myself a small hide out club house that I kept secret even from my only friend or anyone just so I could play my sex games without anyone knowing like playing with my gentiles and  masturbation while fingering my ass hole that helped kept me aroused and I could even get my mouth onto the head of my penis even before the adolescent change started. I could climax even before I could eject sperm. I even used my club house during the winter on my outing which my parents assumed I was hunting game. I learned to jack off during grade school by seeing older guys do it occasional in front of us younger kids and calling us sissies. One summer day I had left my club house and approached through the woods to the swimming hole and was astonished at seeing my best friend who was very macho in size compared to my sissy lean physical appearances and the two younger kids standing nude and him letting the dark haired boy fondle his full grown erection. They both was admiring him and asking him sex questions about ejecting come and he told the boy that was admiring him most and still very smaller in boyhood than the blonde haired kid whom was about half way through puberty that if he would lie down and let him put his peter between his slick thighs that he would show him real come. The kid lay down on his back and my friend hovered over himself in a push up position and put his large tool between the lad’s thighs and asked him to clasp them tight on his peter. In just a few seconds he was back on his haunches spurting come in the air for them to see. He then lost his lust and became embarrassed and got up and left quickly. I never mentioned sex to him and he kept away from the swimming hole until he left our area. But I also later felt embarrassed around him remembering his macho and being more endured than I was. Now back to the results of his day with the young boys. As he was leavening they chatted and talked about his erection size and the spurn and how they wished they could be like him. They also touched and fondled each other and the blonde sexy kid tried to sodomize the other willing boy and failed because the boy’s didn’t use any  spit saliva or any way to lube the tawny opening. Then when the smaller penis boy wanted his turn the cute ass boy told him he had to shit. He left him and entered the area I was hiding in and found a log and squatted upon it exposing his smooth buxom buttocks and spread ass crevice to me near my hiding place. The hole opened up exerting a brown thick long brown turd of waste that had the inner elastic membrane linings stretched out about an inch as it slid out and thumped on the ground. Then the membranes withdrew back into him and there was no evidence of his taking a shit leavening such a tawny twinkling velvet reddish pretty sexy sight for me to admire. This sexy sight made me want to push my hard on against. He rose up and whacked on his half grown peter for a few seconds and then also reached back and gouged at his rectum hole with his finger tip. Then he moved down the log and sat down and bent his head down straining as to suck his peter which from my view from behind I couldn’t see or tell if he got any of his dick in his mouth. I must have made a noise because he turned and with astonished eyes looked me straight into my exposed face and as our astonished eyes held contact a transpired awareness set in revealing my admiration of him unto me. I just took time to notice that his buddy had dressed and had left in the direction the big dick boy had taken. I embarrassedly hastily got up and ran back to my hide out and proceeded to lay on the small bed I had improvised and started playing with my peter with the vision of his sexy ass on my mind. I had my dong sticking straight up with my head lolled back and my eyes closed. I didn’t hear the cloth curtain door being pulled back and know that he was standing over me still naked in his haste to follow me. His name was Chris and I actually had mumbled his name as I visualized his taunting pretty bung hole while jacking on my manhood before I knew of his presence. That’s when my whole nervous system became shocked because his hand grasped my peter just ever so lightly. I brought my knees up and using my hands to push my body back till the wall stopped me. I was breathing hard as recognition set in and he looked at me with a hypostatized pleading in his eyes as to not be scared of him. He sat down on the bunk at my feet and saying soothing words like its ok, just let me touch you, please. My dick was limp as a rag from the shock and I just kept mum as he began to fondle me so gently and electrifying thrills ran through my gentiles that had never felt the warmth of anybody’s touch before. I scooted down letting one leg lay across his lap and the other one behind him as me kneaded me back to a bursting erection that just quickly jerkily  climaxed making me moan his name while trembling and shuddering to fulfillment like I’d never experienced before. I just lay there breathing raspy as I subsided and went limp in his hand that had my come becoming sticky between his fingers still holding my peter. He then moved to get his face near mine and his dreamy glazy blue eyes hypnotized me as he put his red full lips against mine. He put his warm arms around my shoulders and held me close for the longest and my hands automatically began to caress first his shoulder on down to his waist and then to caress his buns with my fingers digging at the crevice that had so recently turned me on and finally to fondle his smaller  meaty erection and cup his balls. After a spell of just pure ecstasy in wet kissing and loving he pushed my head down to his perky peter and guided my mouth onto it and I humbly obeyed and became obsessed by becoming greedy upon it and he wildly climaxed his spartanly sweet clear come into my mouth cavity.

We just sat quietly awhile and then he said he had to go get his clothes and prepared to leave and he said, I’ll see you tomorrow. I adored the exotic swish of his buns as he exited. Use your imagination as to how obsessed I developed a fetish with lecherous desires for devouring upon and for his buttocks during our next encounters as our relationship continued.

Only if one could call back the youthful pleasures and desires during the good ole days…..

Just maybe I've found amate.

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Just maybe I've  found a mate.

It has been a long time since I have had any gay encounters and never one that met my imaginable desires.

I have just met this new lad of 18. He kept visiting me and I was very discreet about my real interest in him.

He was so nice and polite and seemed so frivolous and

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innocent. His age was at my assuming of maybe around 12 to 14. He was only 5 foot tall and well built like he had heavy firm legs and a baby fat tummy and arms that would be become strong with use. His baby smooth complexion face and light colored hair made him seem so adolescent.

When he told me he was 18 I couldn’t and wouldn’t believe him.

Finally I learned that he was 18 and was told that he like his parents would always be a small physical person.

He was a man trapped in a boy’s body.

Then after being sure about his age I started responding to his flirting frivolous advances.

We had a chemistry reaction the first time we met and he didn’t make any effort to hide his gay conduct.

But even though he winked at me and threw me kisses and even hugged me and lightly touched my privates through my clothing with light brushes and several advancing techniques he still stopped just short of letting me do any serious contact unto or upon him. I decide that his IQ was way less than the age of 18.

Then after becoming bored with his bashful attitude and my attention to him dimming he confessed to me about how he had once been gay with a guy before he had swung his balls and the guy had threw him on a bed and raped his ass very roughly. and was so very scared to do sex with me or anyone.

And he was afraid that I’d get real horny and try to do it to him.

So I put some thought into this problem and decided to try something with him to give him confidence.

On his next visit and after his quick hug and his nervous jittery reaction I asked him to tie my hands behind me and then he could do anything he desired to or demand of me.

He thought I was crazy and refused at first and I pleaded that it was worth a try.

I even allowed him to tie my ankles.

Then there we were with me bound up real tight and pleading with him to do anything he wanted. This kid changed completely right in front of me.

He first undressed completely so I could finally see his beautiful body and erect gentiles which were very normally like full size balls and had light public hair but the fat dick was only maybe just short of 5 inches. This boyish look turned me on more than a big whopper would have. Then he pranced in front of me turning slowly and letting me enjoy the view.

Then he nervously dropped my pants down to my ankles and seemed in awe of my 6 inch dick and he seemed to think it was huge and grasped it warmly and fondled with it.

He then rubbed his against mine and moaned with awe.

He then rubbed his in my butte crevice and then put his buttocks against my erection.

He acted so Kiddies and sissy about it all and I just had never had anything so tantalizing before happen to me. He then put the side of his face against my dick and balls,

I squatted down and asked to kiss his dick and he giggled and teased me with it by brushing it against my lips but never letting me get the morsel in my mouth.

Then he pulled my clothes back up and put his back on and told me that now I cold believe him when he said he was gay. I hadtold him that he was not gay before.

He waited  awhile for me to cool down as he worded it then untied me and said now you’ll be wanting me to come back won’t you which I answered yes to and he asked me if I loved him and I said yes. He whispered at the door that he loved me and would be back again and swished out the door with me all mixed up emotional.

I knew he was not yet out of the closet that I heard so much about and I symphonize with him because of my past and fears that caused me not to secumber to my desires.

I had been and was also brainwashed about sex and wish there was someway I could erase all the old brainwash and meet someone that had never been brainwashed as to think sex and love is a sin.

All my other posted stories were fiction and my imigination working oevertime like I'm sure lots of other posts on this site But this one is real

If you want to  swap logical true feeling e mail me at  ok7whatever@yahoo.com

I'm open minded and need to learn more facks about people.

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1. Adolescent

This lusty vibrant young lad  for some reason came on to me during my vulnerable virgin puberty age with his gay awareness unlike any person I have ever encountered or expected to accommodate. My sissy kid looking profile and smaller penis seemed to turn him on. But I finally relented to his persistence of constant begging for me to kiss him. He could melt me with his ruddy sweet lips and wet gouging tongue. I was envious of his meaty gentiles that were fully blossomed into adult size during his adolescent age each time he’d undress in front of me and flourish his nudeness demanding my admiration for him, and I was ashamed to undress.  He had a smooth hypnotism vocal way of pleading for sexual favoritism unto my bung hole with dark glossy pleading dark bed room shadowy eyes that showed only lust. His gruesome penises was just shy of seven inches long and very white complexioned and a satin slick raw velvet colored head that was larger than the 2 wide breach of the blue veined shaft. He had a foreskin that kept the head covered until withdrawn making it very sensitive when inserted into my rubbery warm ass hole that he constantly wanted so badly to penetrate. So yes I did finally relent bashfully and scary unto his begging to allowing for his first time to do me. It actually felt so very good after the first stretch shock. That then I was later vulnerable and always willing and desiring his fucking my sensitive now yearning loosened wanton ass hole. He had extra large balls that hung way down in a hairless floppy sack that slapped against my balls as he slammed deep inside against my prostate that sometimes climaxed me. And always after his last climax he would urinate inside me so gushy warm. He could masturbate or whatever 3 times to a climax. I felt him climax 3 times several times from banging my bung hole and he could bang hard with force. A couple times because I refused his sexual desires because I knew I was not clean inside I watched him masturbate up to 3 times and on the last climax he would stand there with his dick pulsating and jerking with spasms for a long period of time like he was stuck in a never ending climax.

I already knew how this felt when inside my colon cavity. He was just a little past adolescent age when he left town and I recall that his black tousle hair was not matched to his baby very pale rosy cheeked complexion face with those dark shadows under those bright eyes.

On the last night before he left town for good and no more to see, kiss or touch he came to me and I lay on my back for the first time ever with my legs up on his shoulders as he plunged into me unmerciful to do 2 climaxes while begging me to squeeze his taut  buttocks and pull at his heavy balls. I felt like a bitch in heat under his physical exertions of animal rutting sexual abuse rewarding my longing body to a heated climax.

When he withdrew from my weaken torso leaving me with my climaxed spent and limpid dribbling dick.

 I looked at his huge looming still stiff erect staff with the extra large head with semen gobs on the head ring lip that it dragged out of my bung hole. It looked so gruesome with white lava dribbling from it. I was then shocked at his new desire of slavery unto me. He wanted and demanded for the first time ever that I suck and I lick it clean for him. I felt revulsion at this raw velvety fat head and now still oozing clear liquid. I was hesitantly slow to secumber to his persistence demand and as I recall proceeding to engulf it for my first time to ever suck a dick with that aroma smell of come gobs all over it.

But like the old saying once you get past the smell you got it licked so then I greedily began to savor the morsel I so admired that he was imposing unto me. He kept saying go deeper and ever time it touched my throat I would gag somewhat but finally he forcefully gouged the rubbery staff down my throat and he held my head tight on it smothering me to almost suffocation until  I discovered I could slowly breathe through my nose. Then he ejected deep inside my throat and again the never ending climax began and I was forceful still held tightly by his hands upon my head and I swilled the gushy hot semen down into my gullet. Breathing was slow through my nose and I was getting weak from this lack of oxygen and somewhat dizzy and my eyes were watering and lungs begging for air. Then the pulsing and continuing climaxing began to subside as he held my face tight on his gorgy jerking meaty root for a very long time until it started to dilate and become limber. As it limbered I kept swallowing on it. And it seemed to stretch deeper into my throat. Then I felt his final follow up of his gushing of hot foamy urine down my throat and it lolled it down automatically and felt my tummy glowing by being so full.

Then it came out dangling and my teary watering eyes were envious of how weak he looked and so collapsed all over and him breathless saying-WHEW! That was good.

I lay there breathing ghastly so weaken and spent as he started fingering my loose ass hole and I was enjoying the stretching by his fingers. Then without warning, WHAM! He drove his slim small palmed hand inside my loosen bung hole so fast I couldn’t put out any resistance and the over stretched spinster muscle ring sent shock waves through my system causing a near fainting that caused my legs to quiver and jerk and flounce around uncontrollable. He called me his slut and was enjoying my flouncing around on his wrist.

 I was begging for mercy as for him to hold his imbedded hand still till the shock wave subsided. But not him, he said that there was another opening he wanted to explore and put it deeper which didn’t cause pain in my gullet but then he probed his upturned finger tips pushing humps in my tummy near the navel. Actually I was terrified that I would be damaged inside. After a bit the spasms subsided and I then enjoyed the stretched intrusion to my rimmed out spinster muscle and then he jerked his palmed hand out causing another shock wave but less severe. I lay there so weak with my loose ass actually gurgling as it tried to recede to original size. It seemed to be having internal muscle spasms and I could feel air like it was wide open, I moaned pitifully and timidly told him that he had ruined my ass hole and he looked into it and laughed and said you’ll be OK.

I said as how it felt so empty and hollow and I need something for it to grasp against to stop the twitching nerves because it was stretched so open and has nothing to grasp against and that it had felt better when his hand was in me. Please, please be gently and put your hand back in me.

He did, with no stretch shock to my system and I felt so merciful calmed by the tighten fulfilling of his hand inside me.

Then I pleaded for him to ease it out just a little at a time and he gradually  withdrew it so very slowly and as my muscles slowly came back together and then after this removable I felt tighter and calmed and I felt so domiciled pleased to know that I was his slave and he was my master.  But now that he is gone I so much wish for to be his slave again. I wish I could have been sucked off by him or could have put my one and one half wide by five and 7/8 dick up his red raunchy elastic forbidden ass hole that he had demanded and made me lick into several times saying pretend it’s a pussy as is actually the vision I used to accomplish the first time. Now I remember that my lustful devouring of his rear was my most favorable delight as was when I was kissing those taut buttocks and tongue cleaning out that aromas satin crevice and savoring the bitter tangy taste of the stretchy bung hole. That was what turned me on most of all and I felt enslaved by those swishy sexy buns. I actually had begged him several times to let me lick and suck at his sexy anus area. Also I confess that I enjoyed his macho humiliations upon me and that being gullible for humiliation turned me on during those acts for him. Now that he has departed from my hometown leaving the tasty remembrance of that throbbing morsel of dick portrayed on my mind and I now keep looking at several good looking lads and wondering how those dicks look or would taste in my mouth. And my non virgin anus sure could use some probing and stretching. Now I sure miss him and also hate him for making me enjoy being queer which I never dreamed would happen to me. Now girls don’t even turn me on because of him and his damn macho chemistry of attraction on me and how he taught me that my ass needs penetrations and my mouth desires man meat more than food… Damn him, because I know he will get someone else and I know I can’t because I don’t have his boldness and chemistry talent or sexy body.

I so much desire for someone to forcefully humiliate and take my vulnerable small sissy body, lay me and let me savor their kisses and devour their gentiles and tongue their aromas nasty anus.

                                   

 

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johnnie on Gay Stories

Gay vampire

This story began and developed upon a Halloween preparation by me and my best companion that had grew up together to our early teens and was just going into adolescent age. We were always exploring, hunting and fishing and never spent time with other guys our age in games and sports etc. He was a dark complexion lean and sineon strong he had lots of girls at  school t

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hat came on to him and guys tried to be his friend but he had a leave me alone mystery attitude. I was just opposite in appearance by being slim, light complexion and sandy haired and was often called a sissy by rough neck guys so I also avoided every one but him.  There was an old abandoned two story mansion located on a rutted and washed out dead end gravel road that we had visited a couple of times and before Halloween we decided to rig up something to scare any visitors. We could see evidence like beverage bottles and beer cans that from time to time older persons had partied there. There were lots of old beds and clothing and furniture still in the old boarded up crumbling creepy old mansion. During those years I’d never heard of places like they do nowadays where groups set up and charge admission to visit a haunted house on Halloween. So we were the first one’s to create a haunted house in our area.

This old house had a history about a man being murdered in an upstairs bed room and when it rained the blood would drip from the lower room ceiling onto a bed. We found the stained ceiling and assumed that was the stain from the blood.

We found a large closet beside a fireplace in a large upstairs room that had no windows and was dark as night in daylight.

We had carried a flashlight with us and using a large piece of cardboard we cut out a man like figure and clothed it with old discarded clothing and hung it inside the closet room with a string attached to the door so the dummy would swing out to us when opened and hung some cans on it that would rattle. And the effect was scary even to us as we practiced opening the door holding the flash light on it. It looked so looming and real as it swung toward us. We could just imagine someone opening it especially at night unsuspicious of the noise and man figure to swing out to them.

He even scared me by yelling boo in my ear and I showed my fright by grabbing him and wresting him a bit as he laughed. But during this touching of his body a new chill ran through me of the exhalation awareness of how intimate it felt to touch a person especially the one I always adored and envied.  We left feeling great about our haunted house.

 Well that weekend was my night to spend at his house and for a Halloween treat his family carried us to the movies.

The early vampire style movies were showing and he seemed to believe in them. He even said that he wanted to sleep in a coffin. He even had a cape he had made from a large sheet of material and before we went to bed he turned out the lights and flowed around me growling, hissing and laughing at my glimpsing in fear from him. He was a very dark complexion lad with long Elvis type black hair. He had a small shadow of a mustache on his upper lip. His teeth were pearly white and the eye teeth were dormant longer and shone bright between his velvet red lips and in the shadowy room his eyes gleamed white with the dark pupils dancing with glee as he chased and swooped around after me and I felt a little doubtful that he was joking and might be real with the memory of vampire movie on my mind. Now I always envied his good handsome manly macho looks and was sorter enjoying his mood of mischief as he kept haggling me about wanting my blood. I kept palming my neck veins and was feeling scary like the lady victims on the movie and I realized that I was actually acting girly in his presence.

Any way we gradually tired and just lay in bed with the radio on as we talked and confessed of his desire to be vampire by saying that he would like to sleep in a coffin days and raise up during the night to feed on humans. H slid his hands across my chest and face gently and smoothing and whispering that he needed my blood so badly. I lightly pushed his hands away and still didn’t want him to stop because his light caress and touching and the awareness of his vibrant body so close was causing a stirring in my groins and his aromas breath near my ear was so exciting as his teasing whispering that he was a vampire was hypnotizing me into feeling so sissy near his manly body. I giggled silly like and turned my back to him and he jokingly slipped one muscular arm under my shoulder and put his other arm over me binding my arms and as his warm thumping chest came in contact with my shoulder blades. I was in some sort of trance and didn’t move as his aromas warm breathing  so intoxicating as he put his lips upon my neck near the pulsing vein and then I felt his erect hard on groins touch my butt cheeks and he groaned as he clung to me in my encumbering emotional heavy breathless state.

He got his hot rubbery headed peter into my buns crevice and kept hunching gently but forceful until the lubing fluid got my anus hole slick. I just lay there letting him have his way with me and was in ecstasy with his lips sucking a hicky on my neck.

Little by little he was probing deeper into my receiving sensitive bung hole. Then before he had got very deep into me he had an organism and his man meat was lurching and throbbing only an inch or so inside my clinching ass hole.

He rolled back and was breathing heavy and I was afraid to move or anything as he soon calmed down and seemed to be asleep. It was late but It seemed like I was in turmoil for hours going over what had happened between us and I felt so much like a girl under his power and was so in fear that he would now hate me for being weak in his presence. The hicky was a new quickening sensation on my sensitive neck and I knew now that the women in the movie actually craved being bitten and drained by a vampire. Next morning he acted like nothing had ever happened and I looked long into the mirror at the hicky blue spot evidence on my neck that proved to me that I hadn’t dreamed it all.

Anyway we went on like it never happened and returned to our normal activity life conduct.

Any way we heard that some older kids had visited the old house and one of the girls had passed out by opening that squeaky old door and had really scarred the ones with her and it probably happened while we were at the movies.

Several days had passed and one evening late almost dust he insisted that we visit the old house. Actually I felt a little nagging fear about the old place and sorter refrained. He called me a scary cat and a sissy and the word sissy made me feel  weak  in the remembrances of how sissy he had made me feel during his sodomize unto me.

But to be with or near him I was willing to walk through fire so we biked on down to the rustic old building with its intoxicating somewhat sexy smell that reminded me of the musty odor the head of my peter expelled  after being unwashed for a day when the foreskin was peeled back and the aroma I smelled on my fingers after rubbing them in my buns crevice and against my ass hole . He said that he was in a hurry and rushed upstairs ahead of me and I ambled slowly following him into the now darkening gloomy old dwellings. As I neared the haunted room we had created I saw with my almost dead fading battery lights a long box like object in the back corner that wasn’t there before and I whispered his name desperately needing an answer. He whispered back through the darkness that he was over in the long box corner. I shone my dimming light on the large crate and saw a lid rise with rasping noises from the box that he had built as to be his coffin and he was sitting up in it beckoning unto me to come closer. His voice was again using that soothing hypostasizing whisper and the flash light was glimmering now upon his shiny teeth and the whites of his eyes. I approached and said man you sure scared me and how and when did you build this scary coffin. He said I knew you would like it. I said well whatever turns you on and he said that I was what turned him on. This made me weak with desire and hunger for his friendship. He stood up and stepped out of the box with his cloak draped around him and waved his outstretched arm to make the material wing out. He slowly strode and drifted toward me. I was stunned at his enchantment beauty as he came upon me and enfolded me in his arms and hissed as he bent his lips upon my neck. I was delighted to secumber so willingly to his embrace. He started making a hicky kiss upon the large vein on my tender neck. The robe fell open and he was nude under it and I felt his heated tummy and erect penis through my t shirt and thin jeans. I was instantly on a throbbing hard and I fumbled with my jeans to unclasp them so I would be nude to the touch of his tummy and groins.

He somehow lowered my weaken body back upon the floor and was hovering over me still clinging to my neck as he pressed his dick against my erection. He was holding the hair behind my neck so as to position my neck to his heated wet lips and his licking tongue. I was humble and submissive to his ever desire as he got between my legs and with his knees pushed my thighs wider. He was gouging his peter against my balls and was seeking my rectum area very slowly. I wanted so much to be taken and devoured by him. I somehow scrambled one leg out of my jeans so I could spread my thighs and raise my legs to allow his dick to touch my ass hole. I clasped my arms around his back and arched up so he could gain entrance into my now longing butt hole. He was dribbling so slick on the tip of his dick as he arched into me. I groaned with ecstasy as he sunk his dick deep into my virgin depth. Then a stab of quickening pain throbbed through my tender neck vein as his sharp white teeth made a cut upon it. I whimpered in emotional fear as I then felt the warmth of seething blood leaking into his frothing mouth as he slurped upon my ooze of blood. I had no will to resist as he thrust and strobe slowly in and out of my loosen ass hole and he was so lecherous and frantic as to devour me as he brought himself to a climax and somehow the loss of blood had weaken me into a state of bliss and his thrusting into me caused me to have a organism. He rolled over on the dusty floor and I lay quietly almost unable to move and breathing so faintly thinking I may be dying and was accepting the thought with a far off fearful trance state. I guess he dozed off like the night in bed after his first climax and I guess I also dozed off because when we both awoke I wasn’t dead and even though a little weak from the loss of  blood and also from the sexual bliss from my organism. There was a dried glob of blood on the small puncture wounds on my neck that I found later after we had hurriedly dressed and left for home parting with the same ole farewell.  I’ll see you tomorrow.

 And I knew I could hardly wait to revisit his lair and to mate with my master the gay vampire again.

Our past activities practice and conduct ceased to exist after that first bite. During the next several days we put our spare evening hours making out on in the old house using an old mattress that we moved next to his homemade casket. I became a slave lying under him and savoring the ecstasy of his climaxes unto me. After several days I became weak and found it hard to wake up mornings and to stay awake during the day. I noticed in the mirror that my light complexion face was paler and there were dark shadows under my eyes and that I was losing weight. I was so weak and druggy all the time but I still made it to his lair to be taken by him ever time we could arrange a meeting. I remember well the first and maybe third encounter of having pulsation sexual organisms but next two or so I was unable to get an erection and the only joy was to know I was pleasing him.

Finally he also stopped penetrating unto me and seemed to only want my blood. The last time he even tried to refuse contact and was telling me how weak I looked and felt to him during his taking of me. I remember crawling to him and begging him to bite me and that I needed to feel the weakness he bestowed upon me. I was so weak that he had to help me down the stairs and assist me home. My parents became concerned about my lack of energy and my mother took me to a doctor. He took my blood count and hospitalized me on the first visit. They put IV in my arm and ran several tests and found nothing wrong. During the few days in the hospital I was told that my friend was in the emergency room with a cut wrist. And the hospital law assuming he was suicidal automatically transferred him to an evaluation center for a few days. His parents thought he had become violent and disturbed. I thought that maybe he got so hungry for blood that he took his own. I got dismissed and a few days later he was dismissed and I went to visit him and found that he was put on some sort of drug as to keep him domicile. His spirit seemed broken and he was off in some other world in my presence. I was asked to not bother him and a few days later his parents without any farewells or parting words moved away. I still got those now healed scar  marks on my neck that he reopened so many times and when I see or touch them I  so very much long to have him take and drain me and would be willing to die while being taken and devoured by him with the dream as to return as one of the undead stalkers of human blood. The scars were all ridged and white again except for some reddish outlined area in the center which when I examined by holding a small hand mirror very clearly had the numbers six, six. six. My now long gone friend Damon had used his teeth to tattoo the mark of the devil on my neck 666.

My strength had returned and I even had erections and some how couldn’t masturbate as I had so many times before Damon. The only bliss I have ever enjoyed was barring my loins opening my thighs for and during the probing of meaty manhood sex organ into my vulnerary rectum and the rapture and quickening pain from his sharp teeth bite each time he sapped and drained my blood from the tender neck vein making me so weak and submissable and making me feel like his vampire lady beneath his lecherous heaving animal body. I started returning by myself to his old lair in the rustic old mansion and laying in his coffin and remembering the rapture I shared with him.  I began to dream and wonder how the blood would taste from a human neck vein during a sex organism. I had to pass his empty old home site on each visit creating a longing each time I passed by. Then one evening I saw that someone had vacated the house and I saw a boy about my age in the yard that stared

at me with clear blue eyes through a tousle of corn silk blonde hair. Our eyes met and an awareness transpired like we both had a longing for friendship. I didn’t stop or wave but went right to the lair for my evening ritual of dreaming.

After several times of passing by and seeing him just starring after me I wasn’t too surprised that he followed me and stopped a few yards distance hopeing I make some effort to be friends. I walked backwards and beckoned him to follow me inside.

I had the only light that had to be used to see inside the lair room. He entered without any show of fear for the dark gloom that awaited us. I pointed the light first at the closet door with the scary dummy and spoke softly for him to open it.

He smiled the sweetish smile as he tugged the old squeaky door open and heard the rattle as the dummy swung into him.

He was startled and gasped as he bumped into me and I put one arm up to catch his off balance motion.

He recovered quickly and laughed sorter embarrassed and turned to face me and said man that was fun.

I asked him if he liked spooky excitement and he said, Man I love the unknown. My arm was still around his waist and the touch of his body and his boyish smell was intoxication to me. I spoke with a whisper and said then you don’t mind knowing I’m a Vampire and you are in my lair as I then pointed the light upon Damon’s casket. He broke free in his haste to examine the coffin and raised the lid and peered inside it at the red soft material that lined it. He was excited upon this new scenery to him. I got up close and clasped his waist again with a caressing touch. He leaned back romantically into me and was so easy to my mood of longing as I dropped the light onto the mattress we were standing on and he turned into my embrace as we kissed wetly and savored each others tongues. He was eager to press his loins against mine and we were both breathless and fumbling to undo each others clothes so as to touch each others aroused sex organs. As soon as we were nude from the waist down with our pants around our ankles he licked down on my chest and tugged at one of my nipples with his teeth, then slid across to the other tit and took a sank a sharp bite into it bringing about a gasp and electrifying shock that aroused me. I knew that this lad was professional at teaseling and arousing a lover. He wet a trail with his tongue down to my naval and made several teasing bites at my tummy and grasped and chewed on huge mounds of flesh and hair on my pelvis area. And then draped his lips on my peter and slid his warm offrice all way down to the pelvis as in a deep throat. He then engulfed my balls and rolled them around in his mouth and dragged and stretched them to a tension that was pleasure. He put his fingers inside the crevice of my rectum and a finger tip touched my anus opening bringing back the old longing to be penetrated and stretched into. Then I got a second little fright like as when he bite my tit because he took nips at my scrotum that scared me he might open it with a bite and maybe suck my balls through a slit and swallow them and bite off the glands that secured them to my body. He slowly licked up from my groins back to my lips and sucked and chewed on them as he desperately and frantically he drew me down upon his skinny soft body and arched up so I could penetrate his bunghole. He seemed professional in ever move he made to entice me. I automatically encumbered to his guiding of my peter into his open softness and so hot ass hole and my urge to kiss his neck was driving me onward. I was so eager lecherous for to give his neck vein the devouring ultimate death bite.

 I grasped his silky hair behind his head and placed his neck in the exposed position in preparation to touch my lips to the sunken soft hollow spot between the shoulder muscle and the high breast bone. I got the soft meat sucked up and clamped my teeth down breaking the skin and he responded with a gasp and a flounce as I drove my stiff rod deep into his vulnerable ass. I got an organism instantly and was throbbing inside his innards and sucking so thirstily at the small ebbing flow of warm sweet blood from his wounded neck.  He was trembling and moaning with purring ecstasy and saying take me my master, oh take me I’m yours.

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Who picked up whom?

Frivolous young guys are cute. On a play ground recreating park This lad of 15 met me for the first time under a basketball goal and made jokes about me being an old man but seemed capacitated by the awareness my eye contact and my roving eye undressing of his body as my lust for his youth transpired between us.

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mso-spacerun: yes">  He openly desired attention. His aware but innocence virgin frivolous body language displayed tingling sensations of knowing I wanted to posses his youth. He daringly followed me into the john and made no discreetness that he wanted to view my peter during my urinating.  I openly turned so he could get a full view as I shake off the last drips from it and it became semi erect with a lurch and his luminous astonished eyes were riveted intent upon me. I softly suggested that he touch me. He seemed under my spell and timidly fondled me to a full firm erectness. He met my eye contact with a flushed domicile glazed sexual atonement. I reached out and drew his body close with a hug and he huffily responded with heated grinding thrust against my groins. I leaned devouring against his neck and kissed and tongued the hollow spot where everyone enjoys having a hicky planted.

I slowly twisted his torso around so my hard hot peter could press against his buns covered by his slinky cool satin shorts. I palmed my hand down his tummy into his shorts front to his groins and fondled his thrusting hard on. I slid his clothing down gently so my dicks blunt head now oozing sex juice could slip into the satin crevice up against his clinching bung hole. The forbidden tawny opening was already slimy from the leaking of residue that the body loses from lubing colon fluids.

He moaned and lay back in total submission against me as I started thrusting  against this forbidden non resisting virgin area.

The opening became flaccid and stretched open about two inches and I knew he was not receiving any stretch shock by my persistent gently six inch intrusion unto him.

I was slowly massaging his erection and he pressed back compliant upon my peter and I tried to prolong the pending erupting climax without any control and I gasped in his ear that I loved him and gave myself to his youthful sensations in climax and I felt his dick erupt and explode in my hand in jerky submission wetting my hand with warm semen. We got weak in the knees and squatted to the floor for a few seconds as we then quickly rose up to dress and become presentable.

Without a word we left the john and went back out but both knowing we were now lovers. We now had to become acquainted and learn each others name, address and phone number etc

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