pic i was really worried n tensed...i cud nt face my mom or aunt while having dinner...i was on my bed early....so i pretended 2 sleep n my aunt n her younger daughter who was 4yr old came n slept next 2 me in my bedroom since we were living in a 2 bedroom flat at dat time....i was really tensed bcoz i had d habit of talking at night...d day went by without anytrhin happenin..*violation*violation*violation*violation 2oclock a phone came..my fathers uncle had passed away,so my dad mom n sis went at night 2 calicut...i closed all doors n watched tv...after sometime my aunt came2 tv room she had her hair unkempt n she wen2 d kitchen 2 hav water...i cud see her beautiful round bottoms sifting *violation*violation*violationernately as she walked pass me...i was suddenly feeling thirsty n my knees began 2 shake as though i was on d edge of a cliff...she came n sat near me...i was feelin very uncomfortable with her near me 4 d 1st time in my life...she was askin me sumthing which i cud not understand,it was like appearin 4 a poorly prepared viva voce..btw she is very fair n had n still hav a gr8 figure...i cud see her armpits wen she lifted her hands 2 tie her her...suddenly d uneasiness in my chest shifted 2 my trousers,i cud nt get up,as i knew she wud c my erection waiting 2 just explode out...so i took a pillow n kept it on my lap...she said she felt real sleepy n asked me get 2 switch off d tv n hav a gudnight sleep...she was worried dat i was very sad due 2 dat fellows death,but actually i was feeling bad bcoz of her...how cud i tell her???she came near me n kissed me on my cheeks,though i had those kisses right since frm my birth this 1 somehow felt different,frighteningly different!!!!
wen she came near me,d erotic smell of english lavender seemed 2 pierce my head(her hubby is in USA)..she had d same smell ever since i 1st smeled her as a kid,but the smell too seemed different 2day...
i knew i had 2 do something2 get rid of all difficulties dat i felt dat night,suddenly i thot of ashish's advice...yes he had told me dat jerking regularly wud ease off many of a teenagers worry...so i thot y dont i try???
i went inside my room,i cud c my aunt n her vava sleeping ever so0 peacefully,i dint wan2 disturb them...she appeared more beautiful 2day,i donno y...i thot of d pain n decided not 2...
i got 2 d bed n tried 2 sleep...it wud have been 10 min or so wen she suddenly turned facing me...she was really beautiful,with long silky hair,she was deep in her sleep..i tried 2 peep at her,i cudnt take my eyes off her,i saw her chain passing around her neck 2 the cleavage between her beautiful round melons,it wasnt dat big but it was incredibly sexy...
i started cursing n envying dat uncle asshole who cud enjoy her everyday...i wished i had alladins lamp n change myself 2 dat chain on her neck!!!
.some more of history....she was outrighly beautiful since very longtime....wen she was 28yr,ie wen d incidents started,she had bcum a mature woman...full bodied,well curvy...she wasnt thin neither was she plump...i think u can understand,4better appreciation i had asked her bout posting few of her pics hiding her face....but shes afraid uncle wud somehow get 2 know,considering prick he is....but she was really excited coz i showed her a cut n paste copy of my 1st post....
she is now at trichur,dat prick had built a new house considering its more of a city...so shes now 70km away...but dat dosnt decrease our lust 1 bit...
so bak 2 day1....i told u about d peculiar uncomfortness i started havin all thro dat day....dat somehow increased manifold reaching levls of suffocation....i laid down close 2 her,tried 2 close my eyes...but underneath d eyelids all i cud see was how she wud hav looked without dat nightdress on her...my tongue was getting dried up....heart started 2 pound as though i ve run a 100m sprint....i knew i had 2do sumthin about this...i saw on d nightdress embroidered red roses...with d tip of my fingers i tried 2 touch them,especiaaly d roses on her chest,but d tremor dat i felt on my knees d whole day somehow shifted 2 my fingers....i got up went 2 d kitchen,gulped a jug of water eventhough i wasnt thirsty....then i thot of d stepwise method 2 masturbate,ashish had promised me d other day dat it wud relieve of inner conflicts...yes i thot,this is d moment....i went inside d bathroom in my dads room,removed my trunks...i was wearing only a tshirt n my underwear now...on inspection i found dat my undergarment had been meared wet bysome sticky thing frm my organ...i tried 2 wipe it off,d more it came,coz all d while i was thinking bout her...i released my organ frm d tightness i was feelin there,though i was afraid i decided 2 giv it a try...d clock on d wall stood at 3am....i tried 2 remember d pictures i saw d other day...they appeared rt in front of my eyes,but now there was something different,d face was dat of my aunt....holy shit!!!!
i put on d geyser,closed d toilet with its lid,sat on it n removed my jockey...as d water was boiling overhead,i thot of how heavenly it wud b2 touch her naked body,kiss hard on her lips,lick her breasts lik a baby...i took a warm bath...put a lot of shampoo,fragrant oil on my hair n body(actually this was given2us by her husband wen he came last time,how ironical???)...half an hour wud ve been over,i think...i came out of bathroom 2 dry area 2 dry myself.i wore dat towel around my waist n came 2 d wash basin in d dining room...i just wen2 peep inside my room 2 make sure she was asleep,...she was sleeping,d good old sleeping beauty...i went back so that i cud jerk off...i put out my penis facing d wash basin n started caressing down there with my fingers,d warm bath instilled in me a lot of confidence,it pained really at first then i started enjoying...i thot i was nearing d climax of my first n most memorable climax wen suddenly a cold hand touched on my left shoulders frm behind...my most memorable came 2 an anticlimax of sorts...i was caught redhanded jerking off...she ran back 2 my room not telling me anything...i was too frozen 2 react...i cud hear a door banging behind my ears...i felt really guilty...watbout my gud son image????watabout her love 2wards me???will she tell my mom???i somehow felt being thrown into a blackhole of remorse...i spoilt everything,im ruined...i cried without reason,went inside my dads room,i wasnt sure whether she'd seen me nude....somehow i remembered d ghost of my fathers uncle near me,cursing me 4 not been sad 4 his death...i was doomed...i dint know how2 face her 2morrow morning,coz she ll b there at home 4 d whole of d vacation...oh my god!!
i tried 2 sleep,i turned around in bed...wat if i committed suicide???my marks were highest in class,so police who enquire will suspect something had happened at night frm my aunts statement,so my dads name will b in utter shit..and besides suicide is wat brave people do,i was too meek....
all thots boiled like a couldron in front of my eyes...suddenly i felt some movement outside my room,i pretended not 2 listen...my aunt came inside my room,she came n sat near my pillow...she kept her hand on my head n with her fingers she began 2 caress my still wet hair slowly she dint speak...i was sobbing all thro this time...she got up opened my moms cupboard,took a fresh towel n started 2 dry my hair...i closed my eyes never wanting 2 see her again...i cried n cried....she gathered words n told me this is not wat she'd expect frm me...good boys shudnt behave badly...as soon as i gheard her words i began crying harder n harder,i had lost my voice...she told me2 get upfrm bed,i got up without a word...she took my hands n lead me 2 d kitchen...d coffee filter was boiling...she said i ll b sick if cried any longer...but i cud still not stop...she brought me a cup of coffee...i dint bother 2 drink...she said its alright n she wudnt tell mom if i drank d coffee she gav me...i took d cup..still i wasnt lookin her,i knew i wud turn 2 ashes in shame if i looked...she came near me...she kissed me on my forehead n said its alright...i was still sore,my throat was aching...then she was about 2 turn away frm me i caught her hand frm behind,she dint resist...i mustered all my courage,stood upto her n hugged her kissed her hard on her lips she tried 2 push me off at 1st,then she hugged me back...i dint stop kissing,my first long kiss n d most memorable...i tried 2 touch her rt breast with my hand while i kissed then she suddenly pushed me off...she went inside d kitchen,i went behind her...she was crying too she said this cant happen,its wrong...this is not how nature made us n blah,blah....i dint understand anything...i just wanted 2 see her nude....