ou come here, if you can--so we can talk. because i need to---before tomorrow. please?"

"K but u gotz ta b gone by lik 10. . . Kk" he replied

My lips spread into a smile thinking about him. "uhmm okay--ill probably leave before then cause i don't want it to be extremely late walking back.
its already gonna be dark by the time i get there. Ugh i hate the dark...i hate walking alone...
your lucky i have the need to see you---well maybe your lucky. uhmm yeah i have to wait for my parents to leave. which will be around 6. then ill leave so ill get there around uhmm 7:30? Ill have to leave by like 8:30. so its only an hour..but...i need to see you."

"call me so i can tell you what trailer is mine" He sent back

I emailed him back saying I would and looked up a map to his house. Pretty simple, basically a straight line. Soon my parents were gone, I hooked my laptop up to the printer and grabbed the phone to call Tyler. "hello" his voice rang into the phone
"hey" I beamed. My heart pounded inside my chest.
"hey, alright well my house is behind two white houses-you cant see it from the street." He explained
"okay-" I grabbed the directions and carried my laptop back to my room. "well ill be there in about an hour and a half. If I get lost and come back I'll call you. If im not there in two hours and I haven't called. Call the Cops." I said only half joking.
"oh god" he replied laughing lightly
"okay see you soon-love you" I said
"alright-love you too" he said and hung up.
My heart stopped as I pulled the white hoody that used to belong to him over my head, grabbing a notebook and the directions. My plan was falling perfectly into place. I couldn't get ancy yet though, one little thing could completely destroy my delicate little plan.

I grabbed a flashlight and headed out into the street pulling the hood over my head trying to hide my identity as best as possible. I walked swiftly down the highway checking my map every so often.

Soon I was on his road, I saw the two white houses and my heart pounded heavily in my chest. He was standing on the porch, I couldn't believe it. I was here-I made it. Tyler stared at me, he was beautiful. Wearing only a blue and gray letterman jacket showing off his perfectly muscled torso and basketball shorts. I slowly walked up his steps to his porch. "hey" I smiled.
He smiled back "hey" he said wrapping his arms around me
"I probably smell" I said, He laughed at me
"like my jacket?" he asked
I nodded "I had to disguise myself the best I could" I laughed
We walked inside, and he led me to his room.
"oh I brought this for you--but I don't know if I want to give it to you" I said looking at the notebook I had brought.
He smiled "what if I just steal it?" He said taking it from me.
I shrugged and walked inside his small room. Sitting on the edge of the bed. He sat next to me wrapping his arm around my shoulder pulling me towards him.

"Now what was so important you had to walk two hours to tell me?" He asked pressing his forehead against my temple
I panicked as my heart frantically pounded in my chest; almost forgetting my whole reason for coming here. "hmm?" he asked awaiting my answer.
I threw my hands over my face "No- I feel stupid" I said
He pulled back lightly and my head jolted up to look at him, seeing his lips curl up into a crooked smile. A weak smiled appeared on my face "don't feel stupid" He said leaning towards me again.
I quickly looked back towards my knees as he nuzzled my cheek softly. I sighed thinking about how dumb I was. I was finally with him-finally alone, and I wasn't taking advantage of it. I looked back up at him and he raised his eyebrows curiously. "come on-tell me" he said.
I laughed lightly looking back down at my knees "I'm going to be so mad if I walked all this way and can't tell you."
"so tell me" he said in almost a whisper biting the top of my ear, sending a shiver down my spine making me flinch away from him.

I closed my eyes and sighed "What are you doing tomorrow?" I asked him.
"Amber" he replied simply taking his arm from around my shoulder.
Her name echoed in my ears; sending a shooting pain through my heart. The kind of pain that would normally make me keel over gripping my chest in agony. I took a deep breath ignoring the throbbing of the holes raw edges. "I know--" I said softly and looked up at him.

Tyler stared at me "You came all this way to tell me not to go see Amber?" He asked confused.
I nodded barely "I just---dont want you to fuck her" I said looking away from him. I heard him laugh lightly. ' great; now I feel even stupider. ' I thought
"Well-I wasn't planning on it. Not yet at least. I'm going over there to meet her parents." He explained. 'oh God, I am an idiot' I thought as I looked up at him in disbelief.
"and even if I wanted to. We wouldn't have time." He said as he grabbed the notebook from beside him and started to open it. I threw myself over him trying to close it "no no no please don't read it in front of me" I begged. Tyler laughed and nodded "okay okay" he said tossing it over to the side.
I looked up at him "do you see how much I love you?" I asked him. He nodded smiling crookedly "Obviously to walk all the way here just to tell me not to see someone-when It would have been much easier if you talked to me at school."
I shrugged lightly and looked at him.
"so is that the ONLY reason you came here?" He asked eyeing me curiously as if I had another reason behind coming. I nodded "well. I wanted to see you too-but- that was my main reason" paused "its because i love you"
He smiled "I don't know if its more love or more stupidity" he wrapped his arm back around my shoulder. I smiled weakly. The truth was I didn't know which one it was more of either. Did I love him so much I was willing to be completely stupid? Or was I just so stupid to think that maybe I could make him love me? All I knew was that I love him, and the only thing that mattered right now was him. This moment with him.

Tyler pulled me towards him again, I turned slightly letting our cheeks brush, ending up nuzzling his neck. I closed my eyes breathing in the sweet scent from his skin, from his hair. My eyes slowly opened as I felt his cheek sliding back against mine. His lips were now only inches from mine as he turned them towards me. I couldn't move. I stayed completely still watching him close the small gap. My eyes closed instantly as his soft lips touched mine. My heart almost exploded out of my chest. My hand ended up clasping the side of his face. Blood boiled underneath my skin, burned in my lips as i kissed him back hard. Those lips. His lips. The ones I had been longing for. The ones I missed so much. They were mine again. He pulled back and smiled at me. I stared at him; and smiled weakly back.

Then I felt the urge to cry; all of this happiness. It was only temporary- the truth was he was still hers. He still wasn't in love with me. Did this mean anything to him? Anything at all? He looked at me, pushing me into his lips again. I struggled to keep breathing as he layed me back onto the mattress. Our kiss was getting deep every moment. My body went stiff as he ran his hands up my leg and over my stomach. I continued to kiss him, not wanting to miss a moment. He pulled back looking down at me "Whatchya thinking about?" He smiled.
"nothing" I replied
He laughed "your such a liar-and a bad one at that"
It was true, I was a horrible liar when it came to him. Truth was, I was thinking about how happy he made me. I leaned up and kissed him again as he tugged on my leg; ignoring him for a moment only to cherish his lips. His taste. Who knew when I would be able to do this again? I lifted myself lightly as Tyler pushed me the rest of the way on top of him. I pulled away unwillingly from him as he looked up at me. "why do we always end up like this?"He asked
I smiled and tilted my head lightly "I don't know but you like it" I teased
He wrinkled his nose "shh" he smiled
I laughed and kissed him. My hands traveled across his perfect body running them over his shoulders, chest and barely touching his perfectly chizzled abs. My fingertips tingled. I was so afraid to touch him, to contaminate his perfection. I leaned up and looked down at the beautiful boy beneath me, he smiled "so uh-baby" my heart stopped when he called me baby "-do you still wanna blow me?" He asked
I just smiled and kissed him again as his hands traveled the back of my shirt; reaching around and feeling my chest. I leaned back up running a hand through my messy bangs.
"I hate you" I laughed, He tilted his head smiling up at me "why, whatchya thinking about?" I rolled my eyes "you"
His smile began to grow "wanna be more specific?" I shook my head "nope" Tyler began playing with the waist of my jeans, pushing me and pulling me on him. I smiled down at him "well I'm wearing basketball shorts so im sure you can feel" He laughed
I nodded, I could feel his extremely hard cock rubbing my inner thigh.

to be continued.....

I wanted him. He's known how long I've wanted him.
I stared at him, worry must have washed over my face, "I just--can't" I said covering my face.
"Listen, I'm not going to force you into anything." I smiled as he spoke. "what do you want?" he asked concentrating on my face "you" I answered simply.
"Take me then" He replied.

'Take me then' He made it sound so easy, so simple, but most of all so pain free. I sighed hating my heart right then, "I want to and I know if I don't take this chance, I'm going to hate myself" I looked down at him.
"You might hate yourself if you do" he added, I nodded "I want you really---really bad." I stared at him as I prepared myself for the next thing I was about to say "I just don't want it to mean nothing to you"
That would be the worst, this thing that meant everything to me by far, meaning absolutely nothing to him. He stared at me for a second, "It would mean a lot to me." his answered sent my heart on a rampage. Thumping loudly in my ears. I stared at him almost unaware that I heard him correctly. "Are you just saying that?" I asked awaiting his answer, watching him carefully.
He shook his head "as long as you don't expect me to change"
I looked at him confused "I don't want you to change, your perfect the way you are"
He smiled lightly grabbing my face in the warm palms of his hands, pulling me forwards and kissing me hard. His hands traveled lightly across my body. I pulled back and looked at him. His eyes asked the question again. "I'm so afraid" I said softly. Tyler's hands gripped my face again, he stared into my eyes "here-" he said pulling me towards him "when were making out-feel on me" He said as though this was my first time. "like this" He added kissing me. Sliding his hand down into my jeans and then into me. I gasped for air as I felt his fingers go inside me, he pulled his hand out and pulled away from me "see" he smiled a little.
Once the room wasn't spinning anymore I leaned in and kissed him. His kiss was filled with tension as my hand ran down his body. My fingers trailed his waist and I lifted myself lightly to reach in his shorts. My hand quickly found him, I wrapped my hands around his base.
I couldn't breath. My heart pounded hard, I retracted my hand and slowly pulled away from him. He smiled before opening his eyes. I kissed him again wasting no time exploring his body, Finding him again I wrapped my fingers around him. My lips pushed furiously against his, my heart raced pumping fire though my veins.
I pulled his cock from under his shorts and sat up, he smiled up at me. I looked down at his throbbing cock then back up at him. "so" he asked with anticipation. I rolled my eyes playfully and slid back a little, his cock still rock hard in my hand. "Don watch me" I looked up at him. He laughed placing his hands over his face "there"
I looked down at his cock, I was terrified. I wanted to make him feel amazing. I looked back at him and he was looking again "Nooooo don't watch" I laughed. He obediently covered his face again. I wrapped my lips around his massive erection and started to work, massaging my tongue lightly against his shaft. After about five minutes I sat up to see his surprised face.
I laughed lightly, and stared at him with questioning eyes. "wow-" he managed to get out. "good?"
"Better than I thought"
I smiled, glad he enjoyed it. "It didn't hurt" he laughed holding his hands up "high five" he smiled. I rolled my eyes and high fived him pinning his hands behind his head. I layed flat against him and ran my cheek against his "I still want you" I whispered into his ear.
"Take me then" he whispered back. I closed my eyes, I didn't think my heart could take 'taking him' any longer. It was so tired of pumping blood so hard.
"why don't you take me?" I replied.
His hands traveled down my back, gripping my ass lightly "take off those tight ass jeans and I will."
I was wrong; my heart would work even harder with him taking me. When would I truly understand the power this boy had over me? Most likely never.
I got off of him and slid off my pants, watching Tyler grab a container with some condoms in it. He looked at me "want to pick?" he asked holding out the container. I shook my head and watched as he grabbed one. He held it out to me "want to put it on?" Again I shook my head.
My body was so stiff. Everything around me was spinning. I wasn't actually comprehending what was about to happen. My brain couldn't handle what was going on.
He looked at me after he rolled the condom on "why are you shaking?" he asked
I was shaking?!? I wasn't even aware of my own bodys trembling, I shrugged as Tyler's hand rested lightly on my waist "You have nothing, to shake about" he said in a calming voice. He pulled my underwear off with a quick motion of one finger and grabbed my waist pulling me on top of him.

to be continued....

top of him, his hands rested lightly on my hips helping me keep my balance, gripping them every so often to thrust harder into me. He pushed me down towards him, kissing me hard. I moaned lightly and pressed my body hard against his as he wrapped his arms around my back holding me securely as he thrusted deeper into me. I moaned more feeling my muscles tighten. Tyler thrusted harder as I felt my body tense more making my legs begin to shake uncontrollably.

A few more thrusts and I exploded, my body went limp with another heavy sigh. But I wasn't done with him. Not even close. I sat up kissing him more, trying hard to continue breathing. He sat up, pressing his body against mine and laid me back. I saw Tyler hovering over me, he pressed himself between my legs and I felt him push inside me again, I gasped for air, the feeling of him being inside me was better than I ever had dreamt. I watched him as he danced over me thrusting into me as hard as he could. His face was even more beautiful, if that was even possible. His golden eyes seemed to sparkle as he stared down at me. His face relaxed but his jaw clenched tight, fighting the groans I knew he wanted to make.  Tyler laid down on me and I wrapped my arms around his slim frame digging my nails lightly into his skin.

I moaned in his ear, I could feel his breath against the flesh of my neck, sending goose bumps all the way through my body. He lifted himself again and thrusted into me hard. I pushed against his back wanting to feel his body against mine again, but he ignored my request laying back down and looked at me "your turn" he smiled playfully.
I sat up climbing back on top of him kissing him hard as I pushed him inside of me and leaned back against him.

My body began to tense up again, I rode him harder pushing my hips down as far as I could as he thrusted up into me. I felt the fire inside me grow, burning with passion. With love. He groaned lightly as his hands traveled my back then wrapped his arms around me holding me to him. He was being considerably gental with me as he thrusted his hips into mine fast.

"Tyler" I managed to exhale his name, he responded with a husky "mmm" I moaned exhaling deeply. "Give it to me baby. come on baby" he said feeling my muscles tighten around him. The sound of his voice made my excitement peak. I moaned feeling the fire about to turn into a combustion. "Mmm give it to me" he repeated in the same seductive tone. I moaned as I came for the fourth time. "yeah baby?" he asked biting my earlobe gentally still thrusting into my limp body. "mm yeah" I whispered trying to inhale air that didn't seem to be there. I listened to his deep raggid breathing mixed with mine as i met his hips in motion.

I loved it. I sat up and looked at him. Sweat glistening off his perfect face. I leaned down kissing him once more. My heart was still pounding, as I tried sucking in enough air. I was exhausted, he stared up at me "how many?" He asked
"about four" I replied
He smirked "what's your goal?"
I tilted my head and stared at him "I want you to go" I answered honestly. I wasn't worried about myself, I wanted him to enjoy himself. Which is what he wanted for me.
He smiled lightly "well that will take a while--unless you blow me again."
I smiled lightly then happened to glance up at the clock. 9:30. I was to have left already! I looked down at him "should I leave?" I asked smally. He stared at me "what?"
"should I leave?" I asked again unwanting his answer.
He looked at the clock "yeah--my mom gets home anytime from now to 11:00" he said
I sighed and smiled lightly hating to have to leave.
"Sooo your not gonna blow me?" he asked semi-sarcastic
I laughed "I know I wasn't that good"
He smiled "I don't know--that was the best--" he paused "no I'm not going to lie...it wasn't the best but it was one of the best---" he put his hands up and I smacked them down pinning him to the bed again awaiting him to finish his sentence. "well damn...you distracted me--i forgot what I was saying" He laughed. I smiled and sat up trying to fix my hair. He looked up at me "your hair is still a mess" he teased. I nodded sighing a little "I figure I wont get raped on the way back" I laughed
"you still look cute" He smiled sweetly at me
I rolled my eyes "psh yeah right"

He smiled and I stared down at him "your amazing" I said, not referring to his sex which was beyond amazing. He looked at me a little thrown off. "uhmm?" I realised my mistake
"oh no no not like that. In general" I explained
"oh" he laughed "i was about to say 'uhm thanks?'"
I smiled and hopped off of him finding my underwear and my pants. I watched him as I pulled up my pants. He was sitting on the edge of the bed getting rid of the condom. He was amazing, truly he was. I stared at him in awe for a moment.
"Why are you so perfect?" I asked him.
He looked up at me and smirked "I'm really not"
"You have no idea how wrong you are" I studied his face.

He smiled up at me but said nothing. He knew what I thought about him. He knew how I felt. I plopped back down on his bed "UGHHH I'm sooo tired can't I just stay here" I said only half joking.
He laughed "I'd say yes. but then wed both be in trouble" unfortunately that was the truth. I sighed heavily and sat up "I love you" I said. He looked at me and smiled "I love you too" He said kissing me, softly this time.

I stood up "well I guess I'd better get going" I said unwillingly. He nodded, and walked me outside, and pointed me in the right direction. I turned to him hugging him tightly. "I love you so much Tyler" I whispered into his chest. "I love you too" He replied. I leaned up on my tip-toes and kissed him one last time, then set off for my long journey home.

November 11 would forever be the most amazing day of my life.