lemm101
01-22-2015, 02:24 PM
My name is lemm and I lost my virginity to my 18 year old cousin and I am still in love with her to this day. I love stories about sex within the family as I read them often, but let me tell you no story is as good as the real thing because I experienced it for myself during my 18th year in the summer of 1992 with my cousin, Lydia. Since I was a 14 I had been spending my summer breaks from school on the family farm where her parents lived helping with the farm chores as it was my summer job feeding the animals, putting up hay, planting crops and then harvesting them at the end of summer.
Over the course of those summers my cousin Lydia had blossomed into a beautiful sexy young lady and I realized it for the first time that summer. The first week I had arrived she was happy to see me as we only got to spend summers together. We went to the beach at a nearby lake and she wore a white bikini. I was shocked to see just how her huge breasts where as I had never noticed before. She had a curvy hourglass shape with a beautiful ass that popped with just the right amount of bubble to it. Her stomach was incredibly flat. She was perfect. There were some guys from the high school she went to at the beach that day and they were teasing her hard calling her a "dog" but I knew that they were really into her, but weren't mature enough to admit it.
That night I was jerking off to the thought of her like crazy and the next day I started to make my moves on her. I honestly couldn't help it. I had to have her. I have no siblings and she was like my sister. It didn't matter. We spent all summer together. It didn't happen that day but four days later we were playing in a field at night and fell down to look at the stars in the high grass. We cuddled up and before long I was trying to get up her shirt. I was shocked when she let me. We took each others virginity that night in the field. It was clumsy, short and absolutely life altering.
Afterwards we were scared shitless and promised never to speak of it again, but the very next night we came together again, this time on the beach we had spent our first day of the summer at. The second time was far better than the first. We took our time, we devoured each other and then of course we swore we'd never do it again as we were both consumed by guilt.
By our third time together we realized it was inevitable and neither one of us had the will power to stop. She had brought me some porn magazines her dad had. Back then the internet didn't really exist as we know it today and nobody had it on their computers or phones. So porn only came in magazines or on VHS tapes. We looked through her dad's porno magazines together that night as her parents were out for the evening. I was 18 and perpetually hard. I must have fucked her and came in her countless times that night, especially after we discovered the joy of doggy style. After that, we never swore off each other. We couldn't get enough of each other.
We were fascinated by each others bodies and couldn't get our clothing off fast enough. We often snuck into each other's beds at night for oral sex. We fucked on the floor because our bed springs squeaked too much. We even went down into the unfinished basement before dawn and had sex on the concrete floor. Lydia would take my hands and rub them everywhere over her body in the moments nobody was looking. We even went down to the beach and experienced some pee play that ended up with us swallowing each other's pee. It started innocently enough as we both had to relive ourselves and made a joke out of trying to pee on each other.
For three months we fucked, sucked and did everything else we could think of sexually. We even stated having anal sex regularly about half way into the summer spurred on by her father's porn magazines. If I wasn't cumming inside her ass or pussy she was giving me a handjob or blowjob. She drank my cum like it was soda. Likewise, I had eaten more pussy and ass in those three months than most men do in a lifetime.
That summer was the last one I worked on the family farm as I went away to college and so did she. We did manage to reconnect a couple of times when we were both 19 and we carried on a few times a year throughout our early 20s. She would come visit me at my college or I would go visit her at college and we acted like a regular couple, went on dates and socialized with other couples as we didn't tell anybody we were cousins. After college ended for both of us we never had sex again. I never married and I am 40 now, and I look back fondly on that time of my life spent with my with cousin Lydia. A year ago she caught me alone at a family gathering and confessed to me that she considers our time together the best days of her life. She was still attractive and fit at 40 even though she had two kids.
I have had sex with several different women since then but none of them has compared to Lydia and none ever will but she is married now and seems happy. Other than that one time when we had our brief moment alone at the family gathering we don't talk about it and we rarely see each other, mostly for reasons of distance, though we are friends on Facebook. There are nights I still dream about the sight of my 18 year old cock cumming in her tight 18 year old asshole for the first time. It was a kind of magic that can never be reproduced. The clock can never be turned back which is something we don't realize when we are 18. If I had realized it I would have ended up following her to college and spending every moment I could have with her. I didn't follow her even though she wanted me to because I didn't realize how fleeting things were back then and how special our connection was. I still recall the seductive look she would give me that summer when she wanted my attention. She would look over her shoulder back at me and give me her pouty lips. It was the same look she gave me at the family gathering as we parted ways a year ago. I think she still feels the same way.
And yet, I am alone, without marriage, without children. I wonder how life is so unfair sometimes.
Over the course of those summers my cousin Lydia had blossomed into a beautiful sexy young lady and I realized it for the first time that summer. The first week I had arrived she was happy to see me as we only got to spend summers together. We went to the beach at a nearby lake and she wore a white bikini. I was shocked to see just how her huge breasts where as I had never noticed before. She had a curvy hourglass shape with a beautiful ass that popped with just the right amount of bubble to it. Her stomach was incredibly flat. She was perfect. There were some guys from the high school she went to at the beach that day and they were teasing her hard calling her a "dog" but I knew that they were really into her, but weren't mature enough to admit it.
That night I was jerking off to the thought of her like crazy and the next day I started to make my moves on her. I honestly couldn't help it. I had to have her. I have no siblings and she was like my sister. It didn't matter. We spent all summer together. It didn't happen that day but four days later we were playing in a field at night and fell down to look at the stars in the high grass. We cuddled up and before long I was trying to get up her shirt. I was shocked when she let me. We took each others virginity that night in the field. It was clumsy, short and absolutely life altering.
Afterwards we were scared shitless and promised never to speak of it again, but the very next night we came together again, this time on the beach we had spent our first day of the summer at. The second time was far better than the first. We took our time, we devoured each other and then of course we swore we'd never do it again as we were both consumed by guilt.
By our third time together we realized it was inevitable and neither one of us had the will power to stop. She had brought me some porn magazines her dad had. Back then the internet didn't really exist as we know it today and nobody had it on their computers or phones. So porn only came in magazines or on VHS tapes. We looked through her dad's porno magazines together that night as her parents were out for the evening. I was 18 and perpetually hard. I must have fucked her and came in her countless times that night, especially after we discovered the joy of doggy style. After that, we never swore off each other. We couldn't get enough of each other.
We were fascinated by each others bodies and couldn't get our clothing off fast enough. We often snuck into each other's beds at night for oral sex. We fucked on the floor because our bed springs squeaked too much. We even went down into the unfinished basement before dawn and had sex on the concrete floor. Lydia would take my hands and rub them everywhere over her body in the moments nobody was looking. We even went down to the beach and experienced some pee play that ended up with us swallowing each other's pee. It started innocently enough as we both had to relive ourselves and made a joke out of trying to pee on each other.
For three months we fucked, sucked and did everything else we could think of sexually. We even stated having anal sex regularly about half way into the summer spurred on by her father's porn magazines. If I wasn't cumming inside her ass or pussy she was giving me a handjob or blowjob. She drank my cum like it was soda. Likewise, I had eaten more pussy and ass in those three months than most men do in a lifetime.
That summer was the last one I worked on the family farm as I went away to college and so did she. We did manage to reconnect a couple of times when we were both 19 and we carried on a few times a year throughout our early 20s. She would come visit me at my college or I would go visit her at college and we acted like a regular couple, went on dates and socialized with other couples as we didn't tell anybody we were cousins. After college ended for both of us we never had sex again. I never married and I am 40 now, and I look back fondly on that time of my life spent with my with cousin Lydia. A year ago she caught me alone at a family gathering and confessed to me that she considers our time together the best days of her life. She was still attractive and fit at 40 even though she had two kids.
I have had sex with several different women since then but none of them has compared to Lydia and none ever will but she is married now and seems happy. Other than that one time when we had our brief moment alone at the family gathering we don't talk about it and we rarely see each other, mostly for reasons of distance, though we are friends on Facebook. There are nights I still dream about the sight of my 18 year old cock cumming in her tight 18 year old asshole for the first time. It was a kind of magic that can never be reproduced. The clock can never be turned back which is something we don't realize when we are 18. If I had realized it I would have ended up following her to college and spending every moment I could have with her. I didn't follow her even though she wanted me to because I didn't realize how fleeting things were back then and how special our connection was. I still recall the seductive look she would give me that summer when she wanted my attention. She would look over her shoulder back at me and give me her pouty lips. It was the same look she gave me at the family gathering as we parted ways a year ago. I think she still feels the same way.
And yet, I am alone, without marriage, without children. I wonder how life is so unfair sometimes.