cold

[kaidman]

born frozen to the core
never able to feel with body numb
many years buried in ice am I even alive
a light appeared blinding at first and very warm
more brighter more warmer I smile for the first time
as my core melts I share my warmth and get burned
the burns hurt worse because of the cold too hot too cold
is this living am I ment for this kind of existance
I want to be warm I want to be cold
my lights have multiplied I need to be warmer all the lights have warmed me
I am cold again but I can't ever be frozen again I got too warm
two lights keep me from being frozen again
I will leave behind many lights and gain many more
I am too warm my tears fall everyday oh well
if only I could find the light thats missing
I miss my light deeply it is the night sky without the north star
I am happy to have my new lights but when one is burned out none will shine

[Amasterfound]

I love it. You did a great job.

[kaidman]

thanks you two

[SEVERUSMAX]

Very nice. Vivid.

[Bigmouth]

awwww very touching

[PaPa_Wolf]

born frozen to the core
never able to feel with body numb
many years buried in ice am I even alive
a light appeared blinding at first and very warm
more brighter more warmer I smile for the first time
as my core melts I share my warmth and get burned
the burns hurt worse because of the cold too hot too cold
is this living am I ment for this kind of existance
I want to be warm I want to be cold
my lights have multiplied I need to be warmer all the lights have warmed me
I am cold again but I can't ever be frozen again I got too warm
two lights keep me from being frozen again
I will leave behind many lights and gain many more
I am too warm my tears fall everyday oh well
if only I could find the light thats missing
I miss my light deeply it is the night sky without the north star
I am happy to have my new lights but when one is burned out none will shine

I really relate to this. In my younger years, I would often feel this way. I often thought of myself as the iceman who would never let anyone get close enough to feel anything like being a part of another person's existence. Then I became responsible for raising my daughters without their mother present and between my helping them recover from what they had been through and them helping me grow ... the ice went away to (so far) never return.

[Brigit Astar]

You have a way with description that both describes within and without.