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08-09-2012, 04:34 AM
Grace Newell tugged at the strap of her black singlet and let out a sigh. She couldn’t believe she was
actually going through with this. She rapped her knuckles against the door and took a step back. Her
heart thudded so loud the beats pounded in her ears.
She smoothed her hands over her denim skirt and turned to gaze at the quiet street. Sunlight
bounced off the windshield of her parked car. A dog barked in the distance and the smell of a
barbecue wafted on the wind.
The breeze lifted her blonde hair. She flattened her palm against her churning stomach, closed her
eyes and concentrated on deep breaths. As the seconds ticked by, she considered the wisdom of
running away and pretending this had never happened.
It was a stupid idea anyway – really stupid. Grace opened her eyes and took a step towards the
edge of the porch. She bit her lip and hesitated, the pull to disappear just as strong as the urge to
stay.
Her stomach dipped. The door swung open at her back, making her decision for her.
“Horse Face, what brings you here?”
Grace summoned the courage to turn and look into the blue eyes of Tom Jackson, her best friend
Alison’s older brother. The rumpled state of his coffee-coloured hair gave the impression he’d just
climbed out of bed - at two in the afternoon. His muscled arm rested on the door frame above his
head and the breeze caressed the dark hairs sprinkled across his chest. He wore black boxer briefs
and nothing else. No matter how long she stood here, Grace knew she’d never tire of looking at him.
She sighed inwardly at his ability to always ruin the moment by speaking. “It’s Grace, Tom. It’s
always been Grace.” He’d given her the annoying nickname back when she’d worn braces and kept
her long hair in a ponytail. She’d changed over the years – considerably - but he’d never seemed able
to lose that image of her as an awkward teenager. She elbowed her way past him and stalked into
the house.
She dropped her purse and keys onto the hall table and turned to take in the living room. Her hazel
eyes swept over the coffee table littered with wine glasses and empty beer cans, the beige couch with
a pair of jeans draped over the back. She knew Tom had invited his family over last night to celebrate
his recent promotion at work. Being a family of seven, their nights often turned into rowdy ones.
The door clicked closed behind her. Grace flinched at the finality of the sound. She paced the
wooden floorboards and nibbled her thumbnail, then yanked her hand away when she remembered
she’d given up the habit years ago.
" Gracie, stop for a minute.” Tom snagged her elbow and turned her toward him. “What’s going on? Is
something wrong with Alison?”
“No. What?” Grace blinked. “No. She’s fine. There’s nothing wrong with her.”
Tom released his hold on her. “Why are you here then? You never come by without her.”
“I had to see you on my own. You can’t….please don’t tell her about this.” Grace covered her face
with her hands. She massaged her forehead and took a couple of fortifying breaths. Was she really
going to do this? “I have a question to ask you.”
“Must be a good one. You can’t even look at me.”
Grace forced her hands away and met his eyes. He’d moved over to the couch and sat on the edge
with his hands dangling between his knees. His watchful eyes followed her every movement.
She huffed out a breath. “I’m just going to come out with it, okay?”
“That’s usually the best way.” He waggled his thumb at the empty space beside him. “Do you want to
take a seat? You look like you’re about to pass out.”
Grace shook her head. “No, I’m fine. I just really need to say this.” Her heart hammered and the
pressure built inside her until the idea of telling him almost became appealing. “Tom…I’m a virgin.”
He leaned back against the couch and clasped his hands behind his head. Amusement glimmered in
his eyes and a lazy smile played about his lips. “Gracie, with your uptight, highly strung personality,
I’d never have guessed.”
A flush warmed her cheeks. “I knew you’d react this way.”
“Then why did you tell me?” He kept his eyes on her.
It took some effort, but Grace managed to push her embarrassment aside and approach the coffee
table. She shoved a couple of empty beer cans out of the away and perched on the edge facing him.
Her attention flickered to the living room window. She briefly considered crashing through the glass to
make her escape. “We’ve known each other a long time. I’ve been thinking a lot lately about-”
“Stop stalling.” He leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees. He stroked her leg with his
fingertips. “Out with it.”
Grace blew the hair from her eyes and glanced down at her hands. “The thing is, Tom…”
“Yes, Gracie.”
“I want you to take my virginity.”
The sudden silence weighed heavily in the room. Grace held her breath and trained her attention on
her fingernails. Now it was out there, there was no taking it back. She waited for him to laugh, to
ridicule her, but nothing happened. “You’re not saying anything.” She glanced up and saw his
guarded expression. “Why aren’t you saying anything?”
“Jesus, Gracie, I’m in shock.” Tom dragged a hand down his face. “You can’t just throw it out there
like that.”
“You told me to!” She pressed her lips together and focused on staying calm. “I just want to get it out
of the way. I’m twenty-three years old. I’m sick of having this hanging over my head.”
His eyes passed over her. “I’m sure you could find plenty of men willing to help you out with your
‘problem’.”
“I don’t want just any man.” Grace chewed her lower lip. She closed her eyes and held her breath for
a moment. When her gaze met his again, she found some of her courage had returned. “I want you.”
Tom cleared his throat and shifted in his seat. “Why?”
“I want my first time to be amazing.” She saw the heat flare in his eyes and it gave her hope. “I know
with you it will be.”
“I’d ask if you were serious, but in all the time I’ve known you I’ve never heard you crack a single
joke.”
Grace slapped her palms on her knees and pushed herself up to stand. “I knew it was a risk asking
you a question like this. I half expected you to say no.” She stepped over his bare feet and forced her
shoulders back. “I was an idiot to even ask.”
Tom gripped her wrist as she passed by, tugging firmly enough to bring her back a step. “I didn’t say
I wouldn’t do it.”
Grace felt her breath catch. “You’ll help me out?”
“Yeah, it’ll be a real chore. I’d like to say I’m the type of guy who wouldn’t take advantage of a
woman in your situation, but who would I be kidding?” He fought a losing battle to keep the smile off
his face. “I can’t believe my life has come to this.”
Grace yanked her wrist free from his grasp and scowled at him. “This is one of the reasons I chose
you; your ability to have sex and move on as if nothing happened - also because you annoy me
enough I’m not likely to develop any feelings for you.”
Tom stood and flicked his fingertip down her nose. “You underestimate my appeal, Gracie.” He
propped his hands at his waist and looked her over. “So, are we doing this now, or did you come here
to make an appointment?”
She raised her eyes to the ceiling and blew out a loud breath. “I’m beginning to wonder why I came
here at all.”
Tom laughed and gave her upper arm a quick rub. “Why don’t we just get it over with?” He
intertwined his fingers with hers and pulled gently.
Despite her better judgement, Grace gave in and followed behind him.
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She discovered his bedroom was filled with modern, masculine furniture. Sunlight crept around the
edges of the closed drapes, giving the room a pale, muted glow. The bed was unmade, she’d
expected that, but everything else had its own little place. A faint smile shaped her lips as she
glanced around at his things. She’d never had cause to be in here before. It made her feel closer to
him.
Grace wandered over to the bed and sat on the edge of the mattress. She flicked off her sandals and
curled her toes into the beige rug. The sound of running water pounded on the other side of the
ensuite door. Her leg jiggled and queasiness settled in her stomach.
“You could join me, you know.” Tom’s deep voice echoed in the shower stall.
Grace shook her head at the humour in his tone. “I think I’ll just wait here,” she called back.
"Suit yourself.”
She smiled absently and glanced over her shoulder at the bed. The navy linen looked cool and
inviting. She knew the pillows would smell of him. Grace nibbled on her lower lip and weighed up her
options. Should she undress and climb in, or wait until he came out of the shower? She decided lying
naked under the covers appealed to her more than sitting here growing increasingly nervous.
Grace stood and moved into the centre of the room. She drew a breath, crossed her arms over her
body and tugged at the hem of her singlet. As the bundle of black cotton fell from her fingertips, she
tried not to dwell on the sexual experience his former girlfriends must have had, or worry too much
about her awkwardness killing the mood.
She adjusted the strap on her black bra and peered at herself in the dressing table mirror. Her
breasts swelled above the intricate lace cups. Her cheeks were flushed with anticipation and her
stomach muscles contracted with each quick breath. She gathered her hair in a thick bundle and
shook it out behind her.
Grace unsnapped the button on her skirt and hooked her fingers in the waistband. She pushed it
down her thighs and stepped from the puddled denim. Dressed only in her bra and a pair of black
lace panties that rode low on her hips, she gazed at her reflection. With the unfamiliar room at her
back, it almost felt like she was watching someone else.
She blew out a controlled breath and reached behind her to unsnap the clasp on her bra. The flimsy
material slackened across her chest. She slid the straps down her arms, letting the bra drop from her
dangling fingertips. Cool air whispered over her skin.
Grace closed her eyes and tried to imagine how Tom’s hands would feel roaming her body, touching
places only she had touched; his weight pressing down on her, his hardness pushing into her. She
tentatively stroked her nipples, sighing when they tightened beneath her touch.
She knew Tom would do everything possible to make this moment pleasurable for her. The
knowledge stirred a deep longing inside her. Grace grew bolder and smoothed her palms over her
breasts, lifting and massaging the tender flesh.
Her hand slipped over warm skin and textured lace. She trailed her fingers between her thighs,
knowing that soon his fingers would be there, teasing, stroking. She knew what it was like to reach
that sensual peak, to feel control slip away. It would be different letting Tom take that control from her.
Her head tipped back and she breathed softly. She wanted this, it thrilled her to realise - she wanted
him. If she could just push aside her anxiety, everything would be perfect.
“I’m actually at a loss for words.”
Her eyes shot open at the sound of Tom’s voice. Embarrassment washed over her as she spun
around to face him. No matter how much her fingers itched to protect her modesty, Grace forced her
hands to stay at her sides. “I didn’t know you were there.”
“I know.” He stood in the open doorway with a towel wrapped around his waist and his damp hair in
disarray. His eyes flickered over her. “That’s what made it so damn sweet.”
Grace felt her cheeks grow hot. Gone was the teasing expression she’d grown so used to over the
years. Gone was the laughter in his eyes. His jaw clenched as he walked toward her. She watched
him approach, taking in every detail so she could relive this moment later on in her mind. When he
stopped before her, she drew in a shuddering breath.
He reached out his hand and stroked the hollow at the base of her throat. His eyes met hers and he
ran his fingertips lightly between her breasts, trailing further down to her navel. His touch was so soft
it barely registered, so intense it left shivers in its wake. “You’re stunning,” he said.
She pressed her lips together to stop them trembling. “Thank you,” she whispered. Her forehead was
level with his jaw and she had to tip her chin to meet his gaze. “You’ll have to tell me what to do,
teach me what you like. I really don’t know what-“
“Grace.” Tom clasped her face in his hands, brushed his thumbs over her cheeks. He dipped his
head and pressed his lips to her ear. “Relax.”
She sighed at the calm assurance in his tone. He encircled her in the strength of his arms, holding
her close, his fingers flexing against her spine. She drew in the scent of him. She’d never been so
turned on by the simple smell of soap before.
His mouth moved over her throat, dropping lingering kisses here and there. “You’ve got nothing to
worry about,” he said. “I’ll take care of you.”
“I know.” She closed her eyes and leaned against him. “I know you will.”
He cupped the back of her head, nibbled her lower lip. He flicked his tongue over the closed seam of
her mouth. Now his arms were around her, Grace found it wasn’t all that difficult to let go of her
unease. She linked her fingers at the back of his neck. She pressed her lips to his to feed the desire
welling inside her.
Tom made a small hum of approval. His mouth moved with hers in a kiss so slow and thorough her
body loosened and melted against him. Her tongue ventured inside his mouth. He groaned and
shoved his fingers into her hair. His other hand swept down her back to curve over her rear. He
pressed her to him, rubbing her firmly against his erection.
Grace closed her eyes at the sensation, pulling her mouth from his to explore the line of his jaw with
her lips. She kissed his throat, nuzzled his stubble covered chin. She discovered a sensitive spot
behind his ear that made him shudder. It pleased her that despite her inexperience, she could still do
that to him.
“More.” He breathed the single word against her cheek and dragged her lips back to meet his. His
tongue plunged inside her willing mouth, caressing and exploring the moist depths. He slipped his
hand under her heavy fall of hair, cradling the back of her neck as he slid his lips over hers. His cock
pressed snugly between them, a tantalising promise of things to come.
Grace whimpered as she clung to him, overwhelmed by his passion. They were so close she could
feel his heart race against her chest. She swept her hands over the muscles of his back, wanting to
touch every part of him.
He tore his mouth from hers, breathing heavily as he gazed at her. “You’re driving me crazy.”
Grace skimmed her hands over his chest and smiled uncertainly. “I know how you feel.”
Tom looked at her for one long, breath-stealing moment. He kissed her hard and quick, then urged
her around until her back was pressed against his chest. They both faced the mirror and her smile
disappeared as she blinked at the image staring back at her. Her cheeks were flushed and her lips
swollen and pink. Her eyes had a wild look about them. He’d wrapped his arm around her waist and
her breasts jutted upwards over his hard flesh.
She’d never seen this woman before.
“Look at you.” Tom swept her hair aside and licked the back of her neck. “You’re beautiful.”
She sighed and leaned her head against his shoulder. “When you look at me like that, I feel
beautiful.”
He ran his hands over her flat belly in slow, hypnotising circles. Grace watched the movements as if
in a dream. Her skin warmed under his touch and her nipples hardened almost painfully, desperate
for his attention. She saw the way his eyes had darkened with need, noticed the steely line of his jaw
as he held his desire in check.
He cupped her breasts, running his palms lightly across her nipples. Her mouth parted and a soft
moan slipped free. He massaged her flesh with firm strokes, lifting and pushing her breasts together.
The sight of his tanned, masculine hands cupping and caressing her with such care almost pushed
her over the edge. He thumbed her nipples, pinching the buds gently until she cried out.
Tom continued his ministrations on her breast while his other hand slid down her belly. His fingers
dipped into the waistband of her panties. Grace held her breath as their gazes meshed in the mirror.
Although she knew what was coming, it didn’t stop her from jolting against him when he cupped her
pussy. Her back arched and she bit her lip. She’d never been touched by a man so intimately before.
“Gracie,” he said, “You feel wonderful; so soft and smooth.” He held his hand still and kissed her
neck.
It didn’t take her long to start moving against him. He massaged her gently. He pushed his finger
through her lips, sliding it up and down the length of her, spreading her moisture in agonizingly slow
strokes. She knew without touching herself how wet she’d become, how wet he’d made her.
She unconsciously pressed her arse harder against him. Her pussy ached for more. He groaned and
dipped his finger inside her. Grace closed her eyes and let her head drop forward. Her blonde hair
swept over her shoulders, draping around her in a silky curtain. “Oh, Tom…that’s...” She couldn’t put
into words the feelings he stirred in her – not just the touch of his hands; his presence, his strength,
the knowledge he'd keep her completely safe.
He moved his attention to her clit, teasing and taunting the swollen bud. She jerked softly and sighed
out his name.
“Look at me, Grace,” he said. His voice was husky and deep, thick with desire.
She lifted her head and shoved her hair from her face. Grace met his eyes and leaned back on him.
Her hips rocked against his hand. Her lips parted as pleasure raced through her.
She raised her arms and clasped her fingers behind his neck. The change in position caused her
breasts to rise and her nipples to thrust out proudly. The intensity built until her belly tightened and
her legs grew weak. His fingers moved over her with such ease she knew it wouldn’t take long.
Grace’s breaths grew heavy as they panted from her. She could feel the bulge of his cock against her
lower back. She was on the verge of begging him to put it inside her. He rubbed her moisture over
and around her clit, his fingers sliding through her wetness. Sensation grew inside her until she didn’t
think she could take any more. “Tom…I’m…”
“Let go,” he whispered against her ear.
That was all it took in the end, the sound of his voice coaxing her toward orgasm. Her hips bucked
against his hand. She wanted to double over at the intensity. He held her firmly upright as their eyes
met in the mirror. She strained against his hold and let out a long, low groan through clenched teeth.
It ripped through her, so powerful her legs would have buckled if he hadn’t been supporting her.
He kept rubbing, extracting the final few tremors from her. She gripped his forearm and whimpered as
the waves subsided. His fingers grazed her sensitive clit as he pulled his hand from her panties.
Grace shuddered and turned in his arms. “That was amazing.” She swept her hair back and fought to
catch her breath as her eyes flickered over his face.
“God, you turn me on, Gracie. Watching you, touching you…I almost lost it when you came.”
Grace basked in the warmth of his gaze, her body glowing with the pleasure he’d given her. He
dipped his thumbs into the waistband of her panties and shoved them over her hips. She stepped
from the bundle and her arms wound around his neck as he walked her lazily backward. He swept his
fingers down her side and skimmed over her breast. His mouth captured hers, stifling her moan of
pleasure.
He pulled her close and let his lips roam languidly over hers, building the fire inside her all over again.
As Grace took the opportunity to rid him of his towel, her reaction to him suddenly registered. She’d
never expected it to be like this. She’d been prepared for awkwardness, for her inexperience to
lessen the moment. Tom didn’t seem bothered by it at all.
He rested his knee on the bed. His palm curved around the back of her neck as he lowered her to the
mattress. Grace scooted backwards against the cool sheets until her head met the pillow. Tom
leaned over her and planted his hands either side of her body.
He took a moment to drink in the view of her. Her nipples tightened and her skin heated under his
gaze. Her body shifted restlessly beneath him until desire and curiosity got the better of her. Grace’s
eyes darted down his body, to the pulsing shaft between his thighs. Her cheeks flushed at the sight. “I
want to touch it, Tom,” she said.
He straddled her and ran his fingertips from her neck down to her belly. He leaned in and flicked his
tongue over her nipple. A sudden smile broke across his face. “Touch what?” he asked, raising his
brows.
Grace closed her eyes. He understood full well what she meant. For some reason he wanted her to
say it. “Your cock,” she said softly, building the courage to look at him again.
His elbows came to rest either side of her head. His chest brushed hers as he pressed a kiss to her
lips. “Do you have any idea how appealing you are right now?” he asked. He moved his mouth over
her throat, licked the lobe of her ear. “Anywhere, Gracie. Touch me anywhere.”
She smiled. She looked into his eyes and spread her palms over his chest, enjoying the crinkling of
hair under her fingertips. She caressed his nipples, taking pleasure in the tremor that ran through him.
“I like your body, Tom. Always have.”
He took her mouth with gentle abandon, pressing his tongue against hers. “I’ve wanted to get my
hands on you for years,” he said against her lips.
“Really?” Grace let her palms glide over his stomach as he hovered above her. His muscles clenched
beneath her fingers. She loved the way every small touch garnered a reaction. “I never would’ve
guessed. You’ve always been such a pain.”
“What can I say?” Tom dipped his head and licked her nipple. “You bring out the best and worst in
me.” His breath was warm against her skin. He drew her nipple between his lips, suckling on the
tender bud.
Her mouth dropped open and her hips slowly undulated. She followed the line of dark hair down his
stomach until her hands wrapped around him. His groan of appreciation vibrated against her breast.
He was hot and hard. He gave a shallow thrust into her palm and tugged on her nipple with his lips.
The breath caught in her throat. The skin of his shaft was silky smooth. She ran her fingertips along
the length of him and tentatively stroked his balls. Moisture dotted the head of his cock. Grace used
her thumb to spread the slick droplets. “Am I…am I doing this right?”
He lifted his head and nipped at her lower lip. “You’re doing everything right,” he said. He lowered his
body until his chest pressed against hers and her breasts flattened under his weight. “You’re perfect.”
She smoothed her hands over his back as tenderness swelled inside her. He pressed his lips to hers
and sank his hands in her hair. His tongue flickered over hers, tasting and retreating, only to dip back
inside again. His erection nudged her belly. She writhed beneath him.
Grace parted her thighs and moaned against his mouth when he settled between them. His cock
probed her warm entrance. She wedged her hand between their bodies and touched him again. She
loved the feel of him, the heat, the silky skin. Her fingers encircled his thick length and realisation had
her brows drawing together. “Are you going to hurt me?” she asked.
Tom pulled back from her. He kissed the frown from her forehead. “I’ll try my very best not to.” He slid
a condom from the drawer in the bedside table and tore it from the wrapper. Grace watched as he
leaned back on one elbow and smoothed it over his shaft. He positioned himself back between her
thighs and pressed a chaste kiss on her lips. “You okay?”
She nodded. “I just want you inside me.”
He groaned. “Gracie, I can’t get enough of you.” Tom captured her mouth with his. His lips moved
over hers patiently, thoroughly, stirring chaos inside her. She swept her hands down his back, curving
them over his arse. He rubbed his cock against her pussy, making her hips move and her breath
catch as he slid inside her just a little. He moved his attention to her breast, working her nipple into a
taut, aching peak with his thumb.
He pulled her hands up beside her head, interlacing his fingers with hers against the pillow. He
leaned back and looked into her eyes. “You’re sure?”
She wrapped her legs around his waist and hooked her ankles at his lower back. “Yes.”
Tom squeezed her hands and plunged inside her.
She bit her lip and clenched her eyes shut. She expanded around him as he drove deep, filling her
completely. Tears leaked from her closed lids. His shaft was suddenly embedded within her,
sheathed in her warmth. He stilled his movements, resting against her. His chest hair grazed her
nipples, his fingers tightened reflexively in hers. She felt his tongue touching her tears, heard his
restrained breaths as he tried to control his own needs.
She opened her eyes and saw the concern in his. He kissed her softly as his hips began a slow,
rocking motion. “Did I hurt you?”
Grace pulled her hands from his and wiped the moisture from her face. “It wasn’t so bad.”
“You were very brave.” Tom gave her a solemn look, but she could see the humour hiding behind it.
He leaned on his elbow and wrapped his other arm around her. He pulled her close while he thrust
gently. “Does my cock feel good inside you?”
“Mmm…yes.” She looked into his eyes while his hips pumped against hers. “Does it feel good for
you?”
He gave a hard thrust that had her mouth dropping open. “You have no idea, Gracie.”
He stroked her hair, kissed her lips. He whispered words of encouragement to her, all the while
invading her body with his hot length. Grace was swept away with the pleasure of it all. His haircoarsened
skin grazed her softness. His rasping stubble made her feel so feminine. Her every sense
was heightened.
He buried his face in the curve of her shoulder and kissed her throat. His cock withdrew almost all the
way and plunged back inside her. Grace tilted her head on the pillow and gasped. The gentle
pumping of his hips made her moan; his powerful thrusts made her stomach flutter and pleasure
streak through her.
She had a suspicion he was holding back, taking it slow for her benefit. She could feel it in his
bunched muscles and his strained breaths against her neck. “Can you…can you do it harder?”
He kissed the underside of her jaw, flicked his tongue over her chin. He dipped his hands into the
sides of her hair and held her still. “You want me to fuck you?” His eyes met hers and a corner of his
mouth lifted in a sexy little smile.
The deep tone of his voice sent a shiver running through her. Her nipples tightened. Grace barely
recognised the breathy whisper that came next. “Yeah, I do.”
He groaned and rested his forearms either side of her head. He ground his hips against her. “You’re
just full of surprises, aren’t you?” Tom pressed a kiss to her brow and shoved his length hard inside
her. “Tell me when to stop.”
She slid her hands along his back, hooking them over his shoulders. “I won’t.”
He spoke softly against her ear. “I like a challenge,” he said. With that he scooped her rear in his
palm and lifted her slightly from the mattress. He raised his chest from hers and braced himself on
one hand. Tom looked into her eyes and drove his cock inside her.
Grace felt her back bow with the pressure. Pain was replaced by the most intense pleasure. She
tipped her chin and cried out. She pulled her hands from around him and swept her palms over her
breasts. Grace caressed her nipples, rubbing her fingertips over the hardened buds. Her body jolted
with the strength of his thrusts.
“You like that, Gracie?” He watched her closely. Through the haze of pleasure it dawned on her that
he was keeping a close eye on her, looking for any signs of discomfort.
“Yes.” The breaths panted out of her. She turned her head restlessly on the pillow and pushed her
breasts together, teasing her nipples.
“You want more?”
Her body twisted and she let out a loud moan when he altered the angle of his thrusts.
“I guess that answers my question,” he said. Tom settled back on his haunches and slid his hands up
her thighs. He gripped her waist and pulled her back against him to meet each glide of his pumping
hips.
She met his gaze. The intensity of the eye contact alone almost made her lose what little control she
had left. Her hand drifted down her belly, fingers dipping into her heat. She caressed the place where
their bodies joined, enjoying the feel of his slippery cock as it plunged and retreated.
“You’re gonna make me come doing that.” Tom’s mouth curved in a half smile. His fingers dug into
her hips and tension gathered in his forearms.
She felt proud of herself for some strange reason. Grace returned his smile and rubbed her fingertip
over her engorged clit, sliding through her wetness. An ache built inside her, gaining pressure until
she felt she would burst. Her limbs tightened. She flicked her nipple and stroked her clit. Her lips
parted and she watched him through half-closed lids. A vein pulsed in his neck and his jaw clenched
tightly.
Grace arched her back and pushed hard against him. Her hips lifted from his hands and she let out a
long, guttural moan as her body convulsed.
“Oh, Christ.” Tom leaned back over her, pressing his body along the length of hers. “You sexy, sexy
woman.” He crushed his mouth to hers as she shuddered beneath him. He kept her in place with his
arms braced either side of her. His continuing thrusts drew aftershocks that left her weak. Grace
wrapped her legs around him and gripped his forearms. He let loose then, the breath shaking from his
nose as he kept his mouth joined with hers. She felt the pulsing of his cock as he thrust hard and
emptied himself inside her. His body tensed for one long moment and he groaned deep in his throat.
His limbs suddenly turned to water and he collapsed on top of her. His stomach clenched against
hers as he drew in air.
Grace leaned her head back and stared up at the ceiling. She swept her hair from her forehead and
stroked his back while her pulse settled. Her body felt used…in a very good way. Relaxed and
languid. She was tender now the passion had subsided, but it was a pleasant pain; a reminder of the
wonderful moment they’d shared.
And now it was over.
Grace shifted beneath him, uncomfortable and awkward now their desire had been spent. She didn't
want to overstay her welcome, but she didn't want to run like a scared rabbit either. She’d been under
no illusions going into this; she wouldn’t start entertaining thoughts of a future now. “What happens
next in these situations?" she asked softly. "Am I supposed to go?”
“Like Hell.” He kissed her neck and rolled onto his back, dragging her with him. He encircled her in his
arms and held her close. Grace felt her heart hammer with hope as she leaned on his chest. He
swept his thumb over her cheek and gazed at her. “Stay with me, Gracie.”
She watched him in silence, surprised by the look of uncertainty in his eyes. She’d never known him
to be hesitant about anything. He’d been tender and kind today when she’d needed him most. He’d
looked after her like she’d known he would.
A slow smile spread across her face as he urged her mouth down to his.
Maybe she’d entertain thoughts of a future after all.
actually going through with this. She rapped her knuckles against the door and took a step back. Her
heart thudded so loud the beats pounded in her ears.
She smoothed her hands over her denim skirt and turned to gaze at the quiet street. Sunlight
bounced off the windshield of her parked car. A dog barked in the distance and the smell of a
barbecue wafted on the wind.
The breeze lifted her blonde hair. She flattened her palm against her churning stomach, closed her
eyes and concentrated on deep breaths. As the seconds ticked by, she considered the wisdom of
running away and pretending this had never happened.
It was a stupid idea anyway – really stupid. Grace opened her eyes and took a step towards the
edge of the porch. She bit her lip and hesitated, the pull to disappear just as strong as the urge to
stay.
Her stomach dipped. The door swung open at her back, making her decision for her.
“Horse Face, what brings you here?”
Grace summoned the courage to turn and look into the blue eyes of Tom Jackson, her best friend
Alison’s older brother. The rumpled state of his coffee-coloured hair gave the impression he’d just
climbed out of bed - at two in the afternoon. His muscled arm rested on the door frame above his
head and the breeze caressed the dark hairs sprinkled across his chest. He wore black boxer briefs
and nothing else. No matter how long she stood here, Grace knew she’d never tire of looking at him.
She sighed inwardly at his ability to always ruin the moment by speaking. “It’s Grace, Tom. It’s
always been Grace.” He’d given her the annoying nickname back when she’d worn braces and kept
her long hair in a ponytail. She’d changed over the years – considerably - but he’d never seemed able
to lose that image of her as an awkward teenager. She elbowed her way past him and stalked into
the house.
She dropped her purse and keys onto the hall table and turned to take in the living room. Her hazel
eyes swept over the coffee table littered with wine glasses and empty beer cans, the beige couch with
a pair of jeans draped over the back. She knew Tom had invited his family over last night to celebrate
his recent promotion at work. Being a family of seven, their nights often turned into rowdy ones.
The door clicked closed behind her. Grace flinched at the finality of the sound. She paced the
wooden floorboards and nibbled her thumbnail, then yanked her hand away when she remembered
she’d given up the habit years ago.
" Gracie, stop for a minute.” Tom snagged her elbow and turned her toward him. “What’s going on? Is
something wrong with Alison?”
“No. What?” Grace blinked. “No. She’s fine. There’s nothing wrong with her.”
Tom released his hold on her. “Why are you here then? You never come by without her.”
“I had to see you on my own. You can’t….please don’t tell her about this.” Grace covered her face
with her hands. She massaged her forehead and took a couple of fortifying breaths. Was she really
going to do this? “I have a question to ask you.”
“Must be a good one. You can’t even look at me.”
Grace forced her hands away and met his eyes. He’d moved over to the couch and sat on the edge
with his hands dangling between his knees. His watchful eyes followed her every movement.
She huffed out a breath. “I’m just going to come out with it, okay?”
“That’s usually the best way.” He waggled his thumb at the empty space beside him. “Do you want to
take a seat? You look like you’re about to pass out.”
Grace shook her head. “No, I’m fine. I just really need to say this.” Her heart hammered and the
pressure built inside her until the idea of telling him almost became appealing. “Tom…I’m a virgin.”
He leaned back against the couch and clasped his hands behind his head. Amusement glimmered in
his eyes and a lazy smile played about his lips. “Gracie, with your uptight, highly strung personality,
I’d never have guessed.”
A flush warmed her cheeks. “I knew you’d react this way.”
“Then why did you tell me?” He kept his eyes on her.
It took some effort, but Grace managed to push her embarrassment aside and approach the coffee
table. She shoved a couple of empty beer cans out of the away and perched on the edge facing him.
Her attention flickered to the living room window. She briefly considered crashing through the glass to
make her escape. “We’ve known each other a long time. I’ve been thinking a lot lately about-”
“Stop stalling.” He leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees. He stroked her leg with his
fingertips. “Out with it.”
Grace blew the hair from her eyes and glanced down at her hands. “The thing is, Tom…”
“Yes, Gracie.”
“I want you to take my virginity.”
The sudden silence weighed heavily in the room. Grace held her breath and trained her attention on
her fingernails. Now it was out there, there was no taking it back. She waited for him to laugh, to
ridicule her, but nothing happened. “You’re not saying anything.” She glanced up and saw his
guarded expression. “Why aren’t you saying anything?”
“Jesus, Gracie, I’m in shock.” Tom dragged a hand down his face. “You can’t just throw it out there
like that.”
“You told me to!” She pressed her lips together and focused on staying calm. “I just want to get it out
of the way. I’m twenty-three years old. I’m sick of having this hanging over my head.”
His eyes passed over her. “I’m sure you could find plenty of men willing to help you out with your
‘problem’.”
“I don’t want just any man.” Grace chewed her lower lip. She closed her eyes and held her breath for
a moment. When her gaze met his again, she found some of her courage had returned. “I want you.”
Tom cleared his throat and shifted in his seat. “Why?”
“I want my first time to be amazing.” She saw the heat flare in his eyes and it gave her hope. “I know
with you it will be.”
“I’d ask if you were serious, but in all the time I’ve known you I’ve never heard you crack a single
joke.”
Grace slapped her palms on her knees and pushed herself up to stand. “I knew it was a risk asking
you a question like this. I half expected you to say no.” She stepped over his bare feet and forced her
shoulders back. “I was an idiot to even ask.”
Tom gripped her wrist as she passed by, tugging firmly enough to bring her back a step. “I didn’t say
I wouldn’t do it.”
Grace felt her breath catch. “You’ll help me out?”
“Yeah, it’ll be a real chore. I’d like to say I’m the type of guy who wouldn’t take advantage of a
woman in your situation, but who would I be kidding?” He fought a losing battle to keep the smile off
his face. “I can’t believe my life has come to this.”
Grace yanked her wrist free from his grasp and scowled at him. “This is one of the reasons I chose
you; your ability to have sex and move on as if nothing happened - also because you annoy me
enough I’m not likely to develop any feelings for you.”
Tom stood and flicked his fingertip down her nose. “You underestimate my appeal, Gracie.” He
propped his hands at his waist and looked her over. “So, are we doing this now, or did you come here
to make an appointment?”
She raised her eyes to the ceiling and blew out a loud breath. “I’m beginning to wonder why I came
here at all.”
Tom laughed and gave her upper arm a quick rub. “Why don’t we just get it over with?” He
intertwined his fingers with hers and pulled gently.
Despite her better judgement, Grace gave in and followed behind him.
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She discovered his bedroom was filled with modern, masculine furniture. Sunlight crept around the
edges of the closed drapes, giving the room a pale, muted glow. The bed was unmade, she’d
expected that, but everything else had its own little place. A faint smile shaped her lips as she
glanced around at his things. She’d never had cause to be in here before. It made her feel closer to
him.
Grace wandered over to the bed and sat on the edge of the mattress. She flicked off her sandals and
curled her toes into the beige rug. The sound of running water pounded on the other side of the
ensuite door. Her leg jiggled and queasiness settled in her stomach.
“You could join me, you know.” Tom’s deep voice echoed in the shower stall.
Grace shook her head at the humour in his tone. “I think I’ll just wait here,” she called back.
"Suit yourself.”
She smiled absently and glanced over her shoulder at the bed. The navy linen looked cool and
inviting. She knew the pillows would smell of him. Grace nibbled on her lower lip and weighed up her
options. Should she undress and climb in, or wait until he came out of the shower? She decided lying
naked under the covers appealed to her more than sitting here growing increasingly nervous.
Grace stood and moved into the centre of the room. She drew a breath, crossed her arms over her
body and tugged at the hem of her singlet. As the bundle of black cotton fell from her fingertips, she
tried not to dwell on the sexual experience his former girlfriends must have had, or worry too much
about her awkwardness killing the mood.
She adjusted the strap on her black bra and peered at herself in the dressing table mirror. Her
breasts swelled above the intricate lace cups. Her cheeks were flushed with anticipation and her
stomach muscles contracted with each quick breath. She gathered her hair in a thick bundle and
shook it out behind her.
Grace unsnapped the button on her skirt and hooked her fingers in the waistband. She pushed it
down her thighs and stepped from the puddled denim. Dressed only in her bra and a pair of black
lace panties that rode low on her hips, she gazed at her reflection. With the unfamiliar room at her
back, it almost felt like she was watching someone else.
She blew out a controlled breath and reached behind her to unsnap the clasp on her bra. The flimsy
material slackened across her chest. She slid the straps down her arms, letting the bra drop from her
dangling fingertips. Cool air whispered over her skin.
Grace closed her eyes and tried to imagine how Tom’s hands would feel roaming her body, touching
places only she had touched; his weight pressing down on her, his hardness pushing into her. She
tentatively stroked her nipples, sighing when they tightened beneath her touch.
She knew Tom would do everything possible to make this moment pleasurable for her. The
knowledge stirred a deep longing inside her. Grace grew bolder and smoothed her palms over her
breasts, lifting and massaging the tender flesh.
Her hand slipped over warm skin and textured lace. She trailed her fingers between her thighs,
knowing that soon his fingers would be there, teasing, stroking. She knew what it was like to reach
that sensual peak, to feel control slip away. It would be different letting Tom take that control from her.
Her head tipped back and she breathed softly. She wanted this, it thrilled her to realise - she wanted
him. If she could just push aside her anxiety, everything would be perfect.
“I’m actually at a loss for words.”
Her eyes shot open at the sound of Tom’s voice. Embarrassment washed over her as she spun
around to face him. No matter how much her fingers itched to protect her modesty, Grace forced her
hands to stay at her sides. “I didn’t know you were there.”
“I know.” He stood in the open doorway with a towel wrapped around his waist and his damp hair in
disarray. His eyes flickered over her. “That’s what made it so damn sweet.”
Grace felt her cheeks grow hot. Gone was the teasing expression she’d grown so used to over the
years. Gone was the laughter in his eyes. His jaw clenched as he walked toward her. She watched
him approach, taking in every detail so she could relive this moment later on in her mind. When he
stopped before her, she drew in a shuddering breath.
He reached out his hand and stroked the hollow at the base of her throat. His eyes met hers and he
ran his fingertips lightly between her breasts, trailing further down to her navel. His touch was so soft
it barely registered, so intense it left shivers in its wake. “You’re stunning,” he said.
She pressed her lips together to stop them trembling. “Thank you,” she whispered. Her forehead was
level with his jaw and she had to tip her chin to meet his gaze. “You’ll have to tell me what to do,
teach me what you like. I really don’t know what-“
“Grace.” Tom clasped her face in his hands, brushed his thumbs over her cheeks. He dipped his
head and pressed his lips to her ear. “Relax.”
She sighed at the calm assurance in his tone. He encircled her in the strength of his arms, holding
her close, his fingers flexing against her spine. She drew in the scent of him. She’d never been so
turned on by the simple smell of soap before.
His mouth moved over her throat, dropping lingering kisses here and there. “You’ve got nothing to
worry about,” he said. “I’ll take care of you.”
“I know.” She closed her eyes and leaned against him. “I know you will.”
He cupped the back of her head, nibbled her lower lip. He flicked his tongue over the closed seam of
her mouth. Now his arms were around her, Grace found it wasn’t all that difficult to let go of her
unease. She linked her fingers at the back of his neck. She pressed her lips to his to feed the desire
welling inside her.
Tom made a small hum of approval. His mouth moved with hers in a kiss so slow and thorough her
body loosened and melted against him. Her tongue ventured inside his mouth. He groaned and
shoved his fingers into her hair. His other hand swept down her back to curve over her rear. He
pressed her to him, rubbing her firmly against his erection.
Grace closed her eyes at the sensation, pulling her mouth from his to explore the line of his jaw with
her lips. She kissed his throat, nuzzled his stubble covered chin. She discovered a sensitive spot
behind his ear that made him shudder. It pleased her that despite her inexperience, she could still do
that to him.
“More.” He breathed the single word against her cheek and dragged her lips back to meet his. His
tongue plunged inside her willing mouth, caressing and exploring the moist depths. He slipped his
hand under her heavy fall of hair, cradling the back of her neck as he slid his lips over hers. His cock
pressed snugly between them, a tantalising promise of things to come.
Grace whimpered as she clung to him, overwhelmed by his passion. They were so close she could
feel his heart race against her chest. She swept her hands over the muscles of his back, wanting to
touch every part of him.
He tore his mouth from hers, breathing heavily as he gazed at her. “You’re driving me crazy.”
Grace skimmed her hands over his chest and smiled uncertainly. “I know how you feel.”
Tom looked at her for one long, breath-stealing moment. He kissed her hard and quick, then urged
her around until her back was pressed against his chest. They both faced the mirror and her smile
disappeared as she blinked at the image staring back at her. Her cheeks were flushed and her lips
swollen and pink. Her eyes had a wild look about them. He’d wrapped his arm around her waist and
her breasts jutted upwards over his hard flesh.
She’d never seen this woman before.
“Look at you.” Tom swept her hair aside and licked the back of her neck. “You’re beautiful.”
She sighed and leaned her head against his shoulder. “When you look at me like that, I feel
beautiful.”
He ran his hands over her flat belly in slow, hypnotising circles. Grace watched the movements as if
in a dream. Her skin warmed under his touch and her nipples hardened almost painfully, desperate
for his attention. She saw the way his eyes had darkened with need, noticed the steely line of his jaw
as he held his desire in check.
He cupped her breasts, running his palms lightly across her nipples. Her mouth parted and a soft
moan slipped free. He massaged her flesh with firm strokes, lifting and pushing her breasts together.
The sight of his tanned, masculine hands cupping and caressing her with such care almost pushed
her over the edge. He thumbed her nipples, pinching the buds gently until she cried out.
Tom continued his ministrations on her breast while his other hand slid down her belly. His fingers
dipped into the waistband of her panties. Grace held her breath as their gazes meshed in the mirror.
Although she knew what was coming, it didn’t stop her from jolting against him when he cupped her
pussy. Her back arched and she bit her lip. She’d never been touched by a man so intimately before.
“Gracie,” he said, “You feel wonderful; so soft and smooth.” He held his hand still and kissed her
neck.
It didn’t take her long to start moving against him. He massaged her gently. He pushed his finger
through her lips, sliding it up and down the length of her, spreading her moisture in agonizingly slow
strokes. She knew without touching herself how wet she’d become, how wet he’d made her.
She unconsciously pressed her arse harder against him. Her pussy ached for more. He groaned and
dipped his finger inside her. Grace closed her eyes and let her head drop forward. Her blonde hair
swept over her shoulders, draping around her in a silky curtain. “Oh, Tom…that’s...” She couldn’t put
into words the feelings he stirred in her – not just the touch of his hands; his presence, his strength,
the knowledge he'd keep her completely safe.
He moved his attention to her clit, teasing and taunting the swollen bud. She jerked softly and sighed
out his name.
“Look at me, Grace,” he said. His voice was husky and deep, thick with desire.
She lifted her head and shoved her hair from her face. Grace met his eyes and leaned back on him.
Her hips rocked against his hand. Her lips parted as pleasure raced through her.
She raised her arms and clasped her fingers behind his neck. The change in position caused her
breasts to rise and her nipples to thrust out proudly. The intensity built until her belly tightened and
her legs grew weak. His fingers moved over her with such ease she knew it wouldn’t take long.
Grace’s breaths grew heavy as they panted from her. She could feel the bulge of his cock against her
lower back. She was on the verge of begging him to put it inside her. He rubbed her moisture over
and around her clit, his fingers sliding through her wetness. Sensation grew inside her until she didn’t
think she could take any more. “Tom…I’m…”
“Let go,” he whispered against her ear.
That was all it took in the end, the sound of his voice coaxing her toward orgasm. Her hips bucked
against his hand. She wanted to double over at the intensity. He held her firmly upright as their eyes
met in the mirror. She strained against his hold and let out a long, low groan through clenched teeth.
It ripped through her, so powerful her legs would have buckled if he hadn’t been supporting her.
He kept rubbing, extracting the final few tremors from her. She gripped his forearm and whimpered as
the waves subsided. His fingers grazed her sensitive clit as he pulled his hand from her panties.
Grace shuddered and turned in his arms. “That was amazing.” She swept her hair back and fought to
catch her breath as her eyes flickered over his face.
“God, you turn me on, Gracie. Watching you, touching you…I almost lost it when you came.”
Grace basked in the warmth of his gaze, her body glowing with the pleasure he’d given her. He
dipped his thumbs into the waistband of her panties and shoved them over her hips. She stepped
from the bundle and her arms wound around his neck as he walked her lazily backward. He swept his
fingers down her side and skimmed over her breast. His mouth captured hers, stifling her moan of
pleasure.
He pulled her close and let his lips roam languidly over hers, building the fire inside her all over again.
As Grace took the opportunity to rid him of his towel, her reaction to him suddenly registered. She’d
never expected it to be like this. She’d been prepared for awkwardness, for her inexperience to
lessen the moment. Tom didn’t seem bothered by it at all.
He rested his knee on the bed. His palm curved around the back of her neck as he lowered her to the
mattress. Grace scooted backwards against the cool sheets until her head met the pillow. Tom
leaned over her and planted his hands either side of her body.
He took a moment to drink in the view of her. Her nipples tightened and her skin heated under his
gaze. Her body shifted restlessly beneath him until desire and curiosity got the better of her. Grace’s
eyes darted down his body, to the pulsing shaft between his thighs. Her cheeks flushed at the sight. “I
want to touch it, Tom,” she said.
He straddled her and ran his fingertips from her neck down to her belly. He leaned in and flicked his
tongue over her nipple. A sudden smile broke across his face. “Touch what?” he asked, raising his
brows.
Grace closed her eyes. He understood full well what she meant. For some reason he wanted her to
say it. “Your cock,” she said softly, building the courage to look at him again.
His elbows came to rest either side of her head. His chest brushed hers as he pressed a kiss to her
lips. “Do you have any idea how appealing you are right now?” he asked. He moved his mouth over
her throat, licked the lobe of her ear. “Anywhere, Gracie. Touch me anywhere.”
She smiled. She looked into his eyes and spread her palms over his chest, enjoying the crinkling of
hair under her fingertips. She caressed his nipples, taking pleasure in the tremor that ran through him.
“I like your body, Tom. Always have.”
He took her mouth with gentle abandon, pressing his tongue against hers. “I’ve wanted to get my
hands on you for years,” he said against her lips.
“Really?” Grace let her palms glide over his stomach as he hovered above her. His muscles clenched
beneath her fingers. She loved the way every small touch garnered a reaction. “I never would’ve
guessed. You’ve always been such a pain.”
“What can I say?” Tom dipped his head and licked her nipple. “You bring out the best and worst in
me.” His breath was warm against her skin. He drew her nipple between his lips, suckling on the
tender bud.
Her mouth dropped open and her hips slowly undulated. She followed the line of dark hair down his
stomach until her hands wrapped around him. His groan of appreciation vibrated against her breast.
He was hot and hard. He gave a shallow thrust into her palm and tugged on her nipple with his lips.
The breath caught in her throat. The skin of his shaft was silky smooth. She ran her fingertips along
the length of him and tentatively stroked his balls. Moisture dotted the head of his cock. Grace used
her thumb to spread the slick droplets. “Am I…am I doing this right?”
He lifted his head and nipped at her lower lip. “You’re doing everything right,” he said. He lowered his
body until his chest pressed against hers and her breasts flattened under his weight. “You’re perfect.”
She smoothed her hands over his back as tenderness swelled inside her. He pressed his lips to hers
and sank his hands in her hair. His tongue flickered over hers, tasting and retreating, only to dip back
inside again. His erection nudged her belly. She writhed beneath him.
Grace parted her thighs and moaned against his mouth when he settled between them. His cock
probed her warm entrance. She wedged her hand between their bodies and touched him again. She
loved the feel of him, the heat, the silky skin. Her fingers encircled his thick length and realisation had
her brows drawing together. “Are you going to hurt me?” she asked.
Tom pulled back from her. He kissed the frown from her forehead. “I’ll try my very best not to.” He slid
a condom from the drawer in the bedside table and tore it from the wrapper. Grace watched as he
leaned back on one elbow and smoothed it over his shaft. He positioned himself back between her
thighs and pressed a chaste kiss on her lips. “You okay?”
She nodded. “I just want you inside me.”
He groaned. “Gracie, I can’t get enough of you.” Tom captured her mouth with his. His lips moved
over hers patiently, thoroughly, stirring chaos inside her. She swept her hands down his back, curving
them over his arse. He rubbed his cock against her pussy, making her hips move and her breath
catch as he slid inside her just a little. He moved his attention to her breast, working her nipple into a
taut, aching peak with his thumb.
He pulled her hands up beside her head, interlacing his fingers with hers against the pillow. He
leaned back and looked into her eyes. “You’re sure?”
She wrapped her legs around his waist and hooked her ankles at his lower back. “Yes.”
Tom squeezed her hands and plunged inside her.
She bit her lip and clenched her eyes shut. She expanded around him as he drove deep, filling her
completely. Tears leaked from her closed lids. His shaft was suddenly embedded within her,
sheathed in her warmth. He stilled his movements, resting against her. His chest hair grazed her
nipples, his fingers tightened reflexively in hers. She felt his tongue touching her tears, heard his
restrained breaths as he tried to control his own needs.
She opened her eyes and saw the concern in his. He kissed her softly as his hips began a slow,
rocking motion. “Did I hurt you?”
Grace pulled her hands from his and wiped the moisture from her face. “It wasn’t so bad.”
“You were very brave.” Tom gave her a solemn look, but she could see the humour hiding behind it.
He leaned on his elbow and wrapped his other arm around her. He pulled her close while he thrust
gently. “Does my cock feel good inside you?”
“Mmm…yes.” She looked into his eyes while his hips pumped against hers. “Does it feel good for
you?”
He gave a hard thrust that had her mouth dropping open. “You have no idea, Gracie.”
He stroked her hair, kissed her lips. He whispered words of encouragement to her, all the while
invading her body with his hot length. Grace was swept away with the pleasure of it all. His haircoarsened
skin grazed her softness. His rasping stubble made her feel so feminine. Her every sense
was heightened.
He buried his face in the curve of her shoulder and kissed her throat. His cock withdrew almost all the
way and plunged back inside her. Grace tilted her head on the pillow and gasped. The gentle
pumping of his hips made her moan; his powerful thrusts made her stomach flutter and pleasure
streak through her.
She had a suspicion he was holding back, taking it slow for her benefit. She could feel it in his
bunched muscles and his strained breaths against her neck. “Can you…can you do it harder?”
He kissed the underside of her jaw, flicked his tongue over her chin. He dipped his hands into the
sides of her hair and held her still. “You want me to fuck you?” His eyes met hers and a corner of his
mouth lifted in a sexy little smile.
The deep tone of his voice sent a shiver running through her. Her nipples tightened. Grace barely
recognised the breathy whisper that came next. “Yeah, I do.”
He groaned and rested his forearms either side of her head. He ground his hips against her. “You’re
just full of surprises, aren’t you?” Tom pressed a kiss to her brow and shoved his length hard inside
her. “Tell me when to stop.”
She slid her hands along his back, hooking them over his shoulders. “I won’t.”
He spoke softly against her ear. “I like a challenge,” he said. With that he scooped her rear in his
palm and lifted her slightly from the mattress. He raised his chest from hers and braced himself on
one hand. Tom looked into her eyes and drove his cock inside her.
Grace felt her back bow with the pressure. Pain was replaced by the most intense pleasure. She
tipped her chin and cried out. She pulled her hands from around him and swept her palms over her
breasts. Grace caressed her nipples, rubbing her fingertips over the hardened buds. Her body jolted
with the strength of his thrusts.
“You like that, Gracie?” He watched her closely. Through the haze of pleasure it dawned on her that
he was keeping a close eye on her, looking for any signs of discomfort.
“Yes.” The breaths panted out of her. She turned her head restlessly on the pillow and pushed her
breasts together, teasing her nipples.
“You want more?”
Her body twisted and she let out a loud moan when he altered the angle of his thrusts.
“I guess that answers my question,” he said. Tom settled back on his haunches and slid his hands up
her thighs. He gripped her waist and pulled her back against him to meet each glide of his pumping
hips.
She met his gaze. The intensity of the eye contact alone almost made her lose what little control she
had left. Her hand drifted down her belly, fingers dipping into her heat. She caressed the place where
their bodies joined, enjoying the feel of his slippery cock as it plunged and retreated.
“You’re gonna make me come doing that.” Tom’s mouth curved in a half smile. His fingers dug into
her hips and tension gathered in his forearms.
She felt proud of herself for some strange reason. Grace returned his smile and rubbed her fingertip
over her engorged clit, sliding through her wetness. An ache built inside her, gaining pressure until
she felt she would burst. Her limbs tightened. She flicked her nipple and stroked her clit. Her lips
parted and she watched him through half-closed lids. A vein pulsed in his neck and his jaw clenched
tightly.
Grace arched her back and pushed hard against him. Her hips lifted from his hands and she let out a
long, guttural moan as her body convulsed.
“Oh, Christ.” Tom leaned back over her, pressing his body along the length of hers. “You sexy, sexy
woman.” He crushed his mouth to hers as she shuddered beneath him. He kept her in place with his
arms braced either side of her. His continuing thrusts drew aftershocks that left her weak. Grace
wrapped her legs around him and gripped his forearms. He let loose then, the breath shaking from his
nose as he kept his mouth joined with hers. She felt the pulsing of his cock as he thrust hard and
emptied himself inside her. His body tensed for one long moment and he groaned deep in his throat.
His limbs suddenly turned to water and he collapsed on top of her. His stomach clenched against
hers as he drew in air.
Grace leaned her head back and stared up at the ceiling. She swept her hair from her forehead and
stroked his back while her pulse settled. Her body felt used…in a very good way. Relaxed and
languid. She was tender now the passion had subsided, but it was a pleasant pain; a reminder of the
wonderful moment they’d shared.
And now it was over.
Grace shifted beneath him, uncomfortable and awkward now their desire had been spent. She didn't
want to overstay her welcome, but she didn't want to run like a scared rabbit either. She’d been under
no illusions going into this; she wouldn’t start entertaining thoughts of a future now. “What happens
next in these situations?" she asked softly. "Am I supposed to go?”
“Like Hell.” He kissed her neck and rolled onto his back, dragging her with him. He encircled her in his
arms and held her close. Grace felt her heart hammer with hope as she leaned on his chest. He
swept his thumb over her cheek and gazed at her. “Stay with me, Gracie.”
She watched him in silence, surprised by the look of uncertainty in his eyes. She’d never known him
to be hesitant about anything. He’d been tender and kind today when she’d needed him most. He’d
looked after her like she’d known he would.
A slow smile spread across her face as he urged her mouth down to his.
Maybe she’d entertain thoughts of a future after all.