Saddle
10-31-2011, 09:32 AM
I had been to the samaritans before a good few years back and they were very helpful helping me get through a depressing stage of my life with a one on one talk which went on for a while over the phone and in person.
I was sitting on a local train and noticed one of the advertisments informing anyone could talk to the samaritans and you don't have to be dpressed, just a talk if you concerned are just need a friend to talk to. I jotted down the local number.
About two weeks later I was feeling really horny, I hadn't flashed or exposed for ages and found the samaritans number in my bag. I gave them a ring from home and was excited when I heard a male voice at the other end. I pretended that I was feeling vulnerable and confused about thoughts going through my head, I explained that i wasn't suicidal or anything but I was concerned about sexual thoughts I had. The man " Harry" said that was ok and that I could talk to him in confidence if I wanted to. He sounded much older than me and I got the feeling he liked it that a woman had a sexual problem that he could talk about. I told him that I go around discreetly exposing my panties, that i planned various ways I did this and I was ashamed that I got excited by doing it. I said how long I had been doing it and some of the lengths I went to, to show and where I did it. He asked me a few questions like is there an age group i expose to and how I do it. I went into a bit of detail about it and pretended to be a bit shy when it came to some details, he said it was ok to use dirty words if I was ok doing so. I must have sounded nervous to him but he put me at my ease and kept saying I don't mind what you say I am willing to listen. I then told him that I was wanting to go a step further and expose without panties, I said that I fantasised about it a lot and masturbated reguarly. I also wanted to let a man see my vagina close up and ...oh I better go I'm gettng to excited by telling you this. He said it was ok but it could be dangerous to do that. I said I often went jogging around a bushy are with tracks etc and that i had often seen an oldish man walking his dog along some of the hidden tracks and that I was thinking of sitting there showing when he went past me, but it would be discreet and I would pretend I didnt see him.
Harry asked me if I would like to come into the Samaritan branch to talk in person, I said i would like to but i would be nervouse and would I talk to him because I wouldnt want to talk to someone else and have to explain it all. He said he would be in on Friday evening around 8pm, he said we would be alone and no one would disturb us then. I was very excited about this and although I felt a bit sorry for taking advantage of him I was looking forward to seeing him.
I turned up at the samaritans exactly on time and went into a small room with a table in the centre and a comfy chait either side facing each other. Harry was indeed a lot older than me, he must have been in his mid or late 60's. He gave me a cup of tea and told me that everything was confidential and that I should just say what i want to say. I told him some of the things I had said on the phone and that I didnt know why but I just cannot help exposing but that i was looking to do other things and even thought about a peeping tom watching me masturbate when I went jogging. We talked for a bit and I just came out and said, " I better go because I am having a few dirty thoughts just sitting here". He said not to worry and that I was ok abd just to relax. I opened my legs slightly and knew he would be able to see the top of my thigh I appoligised to him and he said its fine, just be myself. I took this as the opportunity to do what i wanted, i was quite excited about this new little adventure and I lifted my skirt so that he could see my panties. He even said how he liked white panties and that it was ok to show them to him. I said I expose in various ways and if I was allowed i would like to show him. I squatted and let him see up my skirt, I could feel my panties tight around my throbbing cunt and i was really ecited. I put one leg to the side as if getting out of my car and sat down again with my skirt up over my panties so he got a good view with my legs open a bit. I told him i was excited and said again that i better go because I was feeling not just excited but nervous and very horny. He said that no one would disturb us and that i should do what i wanted to do. I asked him if I could show him my pussy, and he immediately said yes if i wanted to. I was a bit surprised at that and asked him that if I did would he pretend to be the stranger I wanted to show to and that would he have a good look and not just from the other side of the table. He didnt reply to that but i stood up and pulled my panties down to my ankles I then stepped out of them and put them into my bag. Ilifted my skirt and let him see my slit, my legs were closely together at this point and he said " its ok my dear" just do what you need to do. I sat down and we chatted, all this time my skirt was up and my slit on show. I then opened my legs and lifted my knees slightly. I could see by the look on his face my pussy was now open and looking down I could see my clit ws protruding past my lips. I said can you see everything and he said oh yes everything. I lifted my knees higher and opened them wider and i knew he would see my pussy open. I asked him if he would please look closer. He came around to about a foot away and I let him see it wide open. I opened it even further with my fingers and touched my clit. I could see he was sweating and he looked to be really enjoying the view. I pushed myself a bit forward on the chair and let him see my ass hole. I touched it and told him I was excited that I really need to cum. I asked if I should go to the ladies room and he said no thats fine. He sat on the table looking straight at my pussy while I pushed my fingers in and out, fingered my ass hole and massaged my clit until i had a fucking good orgasm. I hadn't felt so excited in ages and for someone to see my orgasm so close up was really really horny. I had juices running down my thighs and onto the chair and my orgasm was explosive.
I sat there for a while and we chatted for about 10 mins, all that time I was exposing my pussy for him. Before I left I told him how grareful i was and if ever he wanted to watch again or even take it further I would really like it. I gave him my phone number and my panties and I left.
I haven't heard from Harry yet but Its only been just over a week. I hope he does because I would invite him to my house and I would be able to do even more.
I was sitting on a local train and noticed one of the advertisments informing anyone could talk to the samaritans and you don't have to be dpressed, just a talk if you concerned are just need a friend to talk to. I jotted down the local number.
About two weeks later I was feeling really horny, I hadn't flashed or exposed for ages and found the samaritans number in my bag. I gave them a ring from home and was excited when I heard a male voice at the other end. I pretended that I was feeling vulnerable and confused about thoughts going through my head, I explained that i wasn't suicidal or anything but I was concerned about sexual thoughts I had. The man " Harry" said that was ok and that I could talk to him in confidence if I wanted to. He sounded much older than me and I got the feeling he liked it that a woman had a sexual problem that he could talk about. I told him that I go around discreetly exposing my panties, that i planned various ways I did this and I was ashamed that I got excited by doing it. I said how long I had been doing it and some of the lengths I went to, to show and where I did it. He asked me a few questions like is there an age group i expose to and how I do it. I went into a bit of detail about it and pretended to be a bit shy when it came to some details, he said it was ok to use dirty words if I was ok doing so. I must have sounded nervous to him but he put me at my ease and kept saying I don't mind what you say I am willing to listen. I then told him that I was wanting to go a step further and expose without panties, I said that I fantasised about it a lot and masturbated reguarly. I also wanted to let a man see my vagina close up and ...oh I better go I'm gettng to excited by telling you this. He said it was ok but it could be dangerous to do that. I said I often went jogging around a bushy are with tracks etc and that i had often seen an oldish man walking his dog along some of the hidden tracks and that I was thinking of sitting there showing when he went past me, but it would be discreet and I would pretend I didnt see him.
Harry asked me if I would like to come into the Samaritan branch to talk in person, I said i would like to but i would be nervouse and would I talk to him because I wouldnt want to talk to someone else and have to explain it all. He said he would be in on Friday evening around 8pm, he said we would be alone and no one would disturb us then. I was very excited about this and although I felt a bit sorry for taking advantage of him I was looking forward to seeing him.
I turned up at the samaritans exactly on time and went into a small room with a table in the centre and a comfy chait either side facing each other. Harry was indeed a lot older than me, he must have been in his mid or late 60's. He gave me a cup of tea and told me that everything was confidential and that I should just say what i want to say. I told him some of the things I had said on the phone and that I didnt know why but I just cannot help exposing but that i was looking to do other things and even thought about a peeping tom watching me masturbate when I went jogging. We talked for a bit and I just came out and said, " I better go because I am having a few dirty thoughts just sitting here". He said not to worry and that I was ok abd just to relax. I opened my legs slightly and knew he would be able to see the top of my thigh I appoligised to him and he said its fine, just be myself. I took this as the opportunity to do what i wanted, i was quite excited about this new little adventure and I lifted my skirt so that he could see my panties. He even said how he liked white panties and that it was ok to show them to him. I said I expose in various ways and if I was allowed i would like to show him. I squatted and let him see up my skirt, I could feel my panties tight around my throbbing cunt and i was really ecited. I put one leg to the side as if getting out of my car and sat down again with my skirt up over my panties so he got a good view with my legs open a bit. I told him i was excited and said again that i better go because I was feeling not just excited but nervous and very horny. He said that no one would disturb us and that i should do what i wanted to do. I asked him if I could show him my pussy, and he immediately said yes if i wanted to. I was a bit surprised at that and asked him that if I did would he pretend to be the stranger I wanted to show to and that would he have a good look and not just from the other side of the table. He didnt reply to that but i stood up and pulled my panties down to my ankles I then stepped out of them and put them into my bag. Ilifted my skirt and let him see my slit, my legs were closely together at this point and he said " its ok my dear" just do what you need to do. I sat down and we chatted, all this time my skirt was up and my slit on show. I then opened my legs and lifted my knees slightly. I could see by the look on his face my pussy was now open and looking down I could see my clit ws protruding past my lips. I said can you see everything and he said oh yes everything. I lifted my knees higher and opened them wider and i knew he would see my pussy open. I asked him if he would please look closer. He came around to about a foot away and I let him see it wide open. I opened it even further with my fingers and touched my clit. I could see he was sweating and he looked to be really enjoying the view. I pushed myself a bit forward on the chair and let him see my ass hole. I touched it and told him I was excited that I really need to cum. I asked if I should go to the ladies room and he said no thats fine. He sat on the table looking straight at my pussy while I pushed my fingers in and out, fingered my ass hole and massaged my clit until i had a fucking good orgasm. I hadn't felt so excited in ages and for someone to see my orgasm so close up was really really horny. I had juices running down my thighs and onto the chair and my orgasm was explosive.
I sat there for a while and we chatted for about 10 mins, all that time I was exposing my pussy for him. Before I left I told him how grareful i was and if ever he wanted to watch again or even take it further I would really like it. I gave him my phone number and my panties and I left.
I haven't heard from Harry yet but Its only been just over a week. I hope he does because I would invite him to my house and I would be able to do even more.