Old Poems....

[John_Doe]

Here are some of my favourite old poems I wrote, some might find disturbing, but those who know me a bit around here will understand where they come from.

WORDS
Pain... Suffering... Torture
Broken... Inside...
Mind... Fading... Gone...
Memory... Lost... Forever....

I have....
I have loved, but ive never been loved!
I have felt much pain, but ive never had much happiness!
I have felt alone, but ive had few friends!
I have had nightmares, but ive very rarely had nice dreams!
I have wanted to cut, but i never have cut (yet)!
I have opened up about my life, but i know very little about others!
I have been betrayed, and im ashamed to say i have also betrayed others!
I have cried, but not when it matters most!
I have felt ashamed of how i look, but i know i cant change it!
I have been frightened to talk to people, yet i know they understand me!
I have felt scared of my past, yet even more frightened of my future!

Help!
Loneliness is a sad word
Sitting there, hoping to be heard
No one to speak to but your mind
Sitting there, being so blind

Remember theres help, out there for us all
All it takes, is one single little call
They'll be there to listen, your every needs
So dont take that knife, so that your arm bleeds


Invisible
There she walks again, down my street
As I watch her, my heart skipping a beat
I see her walk on by, with style and grace
So many guys behind, giving chase

They all want her for her body, not for her mind
To see the beauty, would make a seeing guy blind
Those red ruby lips, those shakeable hips,
The moon disappears, as she'd cause an eclipse

But she does not notice me, watching her each day
As I sit and watch, sitting there to pray
That I would have courage just to say hello
But there's no chance of that, with my confidence so low

The reason I know, is that someone like you
Never love someone like me, theres nothing i can do
So each day you walk by, as i stop and stare
Knowing you dont see me, you are so unaware......

Opposite
Behind every birth we will find death
Behind every paper we will find a tree
Behind every truth we find a lie
Behind every rose we find a thorn

Inside of every man we find a boy
Inside of every woman we find a girl
Inside of every heart we find a beat
Inside of every right we find a wrong

Where we find fire we will find water
Where we find cold we will find heat
Where we find wet we will find dry
Where we find rich we will find poor

The question you ask is what does this mean
Can we survive without the opposite is yet to be seen

This Perfect World!
I often wonder, why do i look like i do
Did god create me, in order to suffer unlike you
For people to mock in shame, in order to feel proud
So while I sit in pain, they stand out in a crowd

I may look different to you, but does that mean i dont care
Is not attacking me with words, is that not unfair
Unable to defend myself, for being gods own creation
Of living this life, in our world of perfect domination

Last Words...
Words are dangerous
To those who don't know how to use
For some they can cause pain and misery
To others they may bring love and joy
Words like Love and Hate
To Die and to be Reborn
To say the wrong word may be heartbreak
To say the right may bring a smile
Be careful what you say before you speak
And think about what you intend to say
For those words you whisper
May be the last they ever hear from your lips.......

Friendship?
"What is Friendship, But a simple word,
Being Friends with one another, So you can be heard!
Friends shouldn't lie, Cheat or abuse you,
What they should do, Is simply Love You!"

And this is one of my favourites:

A friend is... someone who will hold your hand when you are scared
A friend is... someone who will lift you when you are down
A friend is... someone who is there for you when you need them
A friend is... someone who will grab you when you fall
A friend is... someone who listens to you when you need to talk
A friend is... someone who can confide in with all your secrets
A friend is... someone who offers their shoulder when you cry
A friend is... someone who will not lie to you
A friend is... someone who cares for you, sometimes more than your own family
A friend is... someone who doesnt judge you for who you are or how you look
A friend is... someone who smiles when you smile
A friend is... someone who will fight in your corner, even if your wrong
A friend is... someone who wont laugh when you make a fool of yourself
A friend is... someone who will not let go of your hand if you are falling
A friend is... someone who we choose as a companion through life
A friend is... someone who will be your guiding shadow through life
A friend is... someone who is happy when your with them
A friend is... someone who offers forgiveness if you screw up
A friend is... someone who sticks with you through good and bad times
A friend is... someone who will never give up on you
A friend is... someone who will share their meal when you are hungry
A friend is... someone who will wipe away your tears and tell you everything will be ok
A friend is... someone will help you when you ask for it, no matter what it is
A friend is... someone will not make fun of you behind your back
A friend is... someone who feels down when you are not around them
A friend is... someone who would miss you when you pass on

A friend is... someone who knows all about you... AND STILL LIKES YOU!