Non Erotic The Road

[greenchild]

My feet walk down this road,
it's going to someplace,
but where I never will know,
because that's the rub,
that's the cost.

We never can know.

And all I can do is look back,
and in doing so,
I feel my old rage come,
like a wave.

I thought this was past,
but memory, future,
hope, hatred and love,
each has a place in the heart.

And though I have moved beyond,
the broken boy,
battered and bloody,
with broken fingers, ribs and a few other things,
I'm still fractured.

I'm no angel myself,
no wings for my soul,
no devil's horns either,
just this rage,
that was me,
slipping into the either.

And as I lay dying,
for the second time,
I smile.
Because the big ,secret is that we are all afraid.

I would shrug, if I could,
life is life, change is change
and death?
well death's a bitch.

but even so,
this road,
that I have been close to before,
may be unknown,
but there is a chance just a chance..

To heal, to let go,

To renew.

the doctor brings me back,
into this world of pain,
Not the same,
but seeing the road of ultimate change.

I won't. it seems,
walk this one quite yet.

[April]

Thanks for the new addition, and thanks for posting with us again :)

[davesmistress]

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