Epicurean
02-23-2008, 08:20 PM
OK, the final part. It's a long one so take it in stages, but do persevere, it nearly killed me getting it all down!
1
After we’d agreed to go through with it, I was plunged into ignorance for over a month while Stuart got in contact with Linda about the idea. Thankfully he told me that she’d agreed, and they started up an email correspondence which I was obviously forbidden from viewing. While he was on the computer I found myself wondering what they were cooking up for me; judging by how long he took, they were having some fairly detailed conversations. A couple of times he came out and looked at me oddly, as if he was seeing me differently in the light of what was going to happen in the dungeon. I hoped he could make the adjustment while recognising that it was still the same old me underneath.
Those discussions had their effect, I was sure, as he gradually became more strict with me, until we were almost back at the level we’d had before, where I was either taken unexpectedly around the house or else tied up in preparation for being fucked. How many of those exercises in light bondage were trial runs for the dungeon, I wondered in anticipation… I was glad of Stuart’s control and direction because I had started to develop tunnel vision about the visit, unable to think of much else. On more than one occasion he had to remind me to do something after I’d gotten lost in my own little world.
I loved getting those reminders of my position, when we were in the middle of doing something any normal couple would do and suddenly he’d give me the overpowering thrill of making me submit to him. One time he ordered me to give him a blowjob, then he made a joke that had us both laughing helplessly for over thirty seconds, so much so that I temporarily forgot about what had come before it. Then his face slowly cleared of humour, and he said to me quietly but firmly, “Now do as you’re told, Ellie.” I was breathing so hard as I got down on my knees and carried out my instructions.
We were both nervous the night before the big day, wondering whether we could actually do it, but Stuart was the one who calmed my nerves. That was a strong gesture, considering that he was the one who had to make the real change in his persona, not me; he was the one who was acceding to my wishes, which I knew was not how it should work. My plan, my hope, was that after we came out the next day he’d never be uncomfortable dominating me again.
The first requirement for the day was that I dress like a slut. Stuart had told me that, but he’d left the interpretation of that order completely up to me, so that every item of clothing I wore was my choice, and my choice alone. I put on some tight, skimpy black underwear, followed by a see-through negligee that just reached down to the top of my thighs; then proper fishnet tights, the kind you charged money to take off, and below those a pair of gleaming silver platform shoes that made walking a positive hazard. I should mention that I had to go out and find these things, they weren’t hiding somewhere in my wardrobe - the platforms in particular made my high heels feel like a nice sensible shoe.
After I’d trowled so much make-up on my face that I started to look like a victim of battery, I somehow got downstairs and out to the car, panicking inwardly at the realisation that I had far too little on to be going outdoors. The cold whipped through me while I quickly scanned both ends of the street to see if anyone was coming. Fortunately after a few seconds of exposure I was safely inside the car, though I knew we’d be heading through a busy area with plenty of traffic. Stuart was dressed sharply in a dark suit and tie, his shoes neatly polished; the contrast between us was obvious, and embarrassing, not that I should have been worrying about that.
He could see me breathing hard as we set off, closing my legs together and placing my hands in my lap, and instantly told me to spread them apart properly. I sat staring at the wide expanse of black leather between my outstretched thighs, determined not to let the fear overwhelm me and force me to chicken out at the last moment. After all the effort he’d made to arrange this, to satisfy my wishes, he would have been rightfully disgusted at my cowardice. I looked forward to the sanctuary of the dungeon, before realising what a bizarre sentiment that was to express. But at least it was private.
“Are you still a bit frightened, Ellie?” Stuart asked with a kindly glance over at me.
“Yeah, a bit,” I muttered, still looking down.
“Don’t worry about it. If you’re really nervous, you can always calm yourself down.”
“How?”
“Well, do what you normally do to relax at home.” I knew exactly what he was talking about, and another knot tied itself in my stomach. Gulping, I clutched at the hem of my negligee uncertainly, my eyes now staring ahead of me. Stuart concentrated hard on the next turning, then added severely, “That’s not a suggestion, by the way.”
“OK…” I said slowly, forcing myself to overcome my reluctance. I instantly looked away from the windshield, praying that he wouldn’t want me to keep my gaze straight ahead, and thankfully he didn’t. Instead I rested my head back against the seat and swivelled to look at him, and only at him. Slumping down, I slipped my hand inside the waistband of my panties and played with myself all the way, not once averting my eyes to acknowledge the passing cars, the occasional sound of a horn, the pedestrians who walked by while we were in a slow stretch and got the briefest of looks at what I was doing. It felt as if I was straining against new bonds; our clothes, the gear-box between us, the openness of our surroundings. They were all obstacles to me converting the feverish work of my fingers into solid, passionate reality.
This was no kind of relaxation technique, of course; this was just warming me up for the big event, and as we pulled up opposite Linda’s place with my cum oozing between the knuckles of my clenched fist, I realised that the humiliation and spectacle of the drive had been worth getting me in the mood. I was still uncertain about what lay ahead, but I was now so eager to get on with it. Stuart, naturally, had other ideas.
“I’m going to go in first and meet Linda,” he informed me. “I hope you don’t mind, it’s just that we have a lot of important things to discuss and we need to do it like two adults, without you getting in the way. OK?” Being patronised like that was a new experience, but it definitely struck a chord with me. I nodded. “Here’s your phone,” he said, taking it out and handing it to me. “I’ll send for you when you’re required.” I’d never previously had the privilege of being sent for, except by my boss at work when he was in one of his megalomaniacal phases. This was going to be a lot more enjoyable.
He crossed the road and went down the steps to the front door, which was out of sight from my position. I settled down to wait, anxious that I should get into the building safely without anyone seeing me. Hanging around in this neighbourhood with this outfit on would get me either solicited or arrested before too long, I was sure. I didn’t have a watch on so I couldn’t tell the time, and it felt like an eternity before the phone rang and I got my marching orders. Walking over the pavement in these shoes was about as tough as a forced march, anyway. I carried my phone and the car keys in my hands as I made my way to the entrance, as there was certainly nowhere on my person I could put them.
I breathed a sigh of relief when I shut the door behind me, but there was still a new challenge in front, and after a short walk down the corridor I tramped noisily into the same kitchen where I’d talked with Linda all those months ago. She was sitting on the far side of the table from me, Stuart on the near side, and she was already dressed to dominate. Her booted feet stuck casually out behind the table leg, and she was clad in a tight PVC dress that clung to her hips and emphasised her cleavage. It was a little less showy than her outfit the last time I was in here, but she was still an imposing presence.
She clapped enthusiastically as I came in. “There she is, the birthday girl in person,” she announced grandiosely. “Looking the part already, I see.” That proved to be the first of many barbs she flung my way, and we were barely ten seconds in. I gave both my phone and the keys to Stuart, and looked around for where I could sit, as there were only two chairs.
Stuart patted his lap. “Right here, sweetie.” I sat down awkwardly over his knees, and before I had time to even adjust to my surroundings I was pulled back towards him and kissed roughly, my negligee pulled open as he helped himself to a feel of my breasts and pussy. This was much more extreme than the light touching he’d done in front of my friends, and even if Linda wasn’t surprised by it, it was still a shock to my system to have my body exposed like this. My legs were parted so she could see me getting fingered as I moaned helplessly in his grasp, clutching at his arms to try and feel safe and secure again. I quivered all over as my second orgasm of the day was forced out of me in front of her unremitting gaze.
“Thank you, sir,” I whispered breathlessly as I rested my head on Stuart’s shoulder; Linda was impressed.
“You’ve done a pretty good job with her,” she commented approvingly. “Let’s see how good. Stand up,” she instructed me, and before I had recovered properly I was back on my feet and standing in front of the table. She could see me still breathing heavily. “You don’t have to be afraid, you know. What are you afraid of?”
“It’s not that Mistress, it’s just… my orgasm…” I mumbled guiltily, having to get used to addressing her by her proper title, or so I thought.
“Try again, Ellie,” she said in a beguiling tone. “You just called your boyfriend sir, so you can address me as ma’am. If there’s one thing I hate from my submissives, it’s inconsistency. Understood?”
“Yes, ma’am.” Her demeanour was so sweet and agreeable I knew something harsh was coming up to underscore it, and I shifted uneasily on my feet.
“Take off your clothes,” she ordered, and I began to strip awkwardly in front of her and Stuart, having to step down out of my platform shoes and then roll off my fishnets. I was fine up until my underwear, but as I bent over and slipped off my panties I was gripped by a sudden desire to curl up and protect myself, away from the humiliation of their prying eyes, and placed one arm awkwardly across my breasts and the other one strategically over my crotch.
“You’re hiding your body, Ellie,” Linda reminded me patiently, her tone still calm and level.
“I know ma’am,” I stuttered feebly, “I just… I feel a bit shy about doing it so soon…”
“I see I’m not getting my point across,” she observed with a shake of the head, and it was with good reason that I flinched as she stood up and walked over to face me. “You don’t walk into my establishment dressed the way you are and then complain that you’re ‘a bit shy’,” she said to me in a voice dripping with contempt. “You’re long past the stage where you have any right to be coy and modest about your appearance. Now put your hands against the far wall, bend over, and spread your legs wide. I want to get a good look at your pussy and your asshole before we proceed any further.”
I swallowed heavily in front of her steely glare, and placed my arms by my sides, exposing my naked body. I turned to face the wall, heart pounding and blood rushing to my head, and bent over, showing them everything. She was right of course, it was completely wrong of me to deny them a full view, but that didn’t change my knowledge of how intensely vulnerable I was in this position, my genitals clearly on display. As I tried to come to terms with it Linda’s hands suddenly touched my backside, and I twitched in shock.
“You’re going to have to be less jumpy, dear. This is hardly the last time you’re going to feel my hand on your ass. And what a pale ass it is too,” she noted with disdain. “Never mind, we’ll put some colour into those cheeks by the time we’re finished.” I shuddered inwardly. As she proceeded to inspect my body, Stuart walked over and positioned himself on the either side of me, so they could both examine their property up close.
Linda knelt down and spread my buttocks open. “Pretty good. That asshole could be a little cleaner, but you can’t have everything I suppose.” I was so grateful that she couldn’t see my face burn red with shame, but the knowledge that my boyfriend had just heard that comment made it very hard to bear. Next she spread my pussy, ignoring my little yelp of protest as she touched the spots that were still sensitive from my climax. “I see you made sure she’s clean-shaven.”
“Yes, I did. She has a tendency to fall back into bad habits though, I guess she likes being sloppy and dishevelled,” Stuart declared scathingly.
“Yeah, she looks the type, if that asshole is anything to go by. Well, I think we’re almost done here - I didn’t say you could move, did I?” Linda snapped suddenly as I tried to straighten up. “You’ll stay there until we’re finished with you. I have something very important for you.” I heard her go over and pick something up from the table. “Now, stand up, and turn around.”
I turned to find Linda holding what I knew was a slave collar, only with some writing inscribed on it that I couldn’t quite make out at this distance. She brought it closer, turning it around in her hands so I could read. It said in stark capitals, ‘BIRTHDAY GIRL.’ “Think of this as your party hat for today,” she suggested as she fastened the collar around my neck, tight enough for me to feel it constricting my skin. “Aw, you look so cute,” she laughed as she stepped back to admire her handiwork. “I had that specially made in preparation for today, so I hope you’re grateful.”
“Thank you, ma’am,” I said instantly.
“You don’t even know what you look like yet, you little suck-up!” she pointed out mockingly. “Save the ass licking for when we get downstairs, OK?” I murmured my apologies, and she nodded impatiently. “Sure, sure. Go back over there and put your clothes on.” She sent me back to the table with a demeaning slap on my rear, and I wondered why on earth I was getting dressed again now that they’d got me naked.
I hurriedly got back into my clothes, which wasn’t easy considering how impractical they were, but I could feel Stuart and Linda’s impatient eyes on me and I didn’t want to anger them. When I was finished Linda gestured to Stuart to lead the way through the door, and down into the dungeon. He must have been shown around the place more recently since his first visit, as he stepped onto the staircase confidently and disappeared into the darkness. Linda beckoned me forwards with a single index finger, then grabbed me by my collar and pulled me through the doorway behind her.
I was led awkwardly down the staircase, trying not to trip over my absurdly pointed shoes, until we reached the dungeon floor and I recognised a few changes to the place. Chief among them was a large raised wooden platform at the far end of the room, with what looked like a lever beside it; at the back of the platform, a thick central post extended upwards to the ceiling, flanked by parallel wooden bars on either side that terminated in much smaller posts. “That’s going to come in very useful later on,” Linda whispered in my ear. “But first, I think you need to have your freedom deprived a bit more, don’t you agree?”
“Yes ma’am, I do,” I replied, perhaps a little more forcefully than she was expecting. She walked me over to a pair of chains hanging from the ceiling, and I knew that my arms were going inside them. I was so eager that I actually moved towards them before she had told me to.
“Where do you think you’re going?”
“I… I…”
“You’re very keen on this all of a sudden, aren’t you?” Linda said to me in an accusatory tone, staring me closely in the face. “You understand what’s going to happening to you?”
“Yes ma’am.”
“You want to have your freedom taken away from you, you want to be restrained and objectified and humiliated and dominated and used, is that it? By me and by your boyfriend?” Her eyes searched mine, and all I could think to do was nod my assent as calmly as possible. “Fine,” she said eventually, backing away. “Just so that’s clearly understood.” With a smile she ordered, “In you go.” I placed my arms in the manacles and once they snapped shut, I was their helpless prisoner.
Linda walked slowly around me, surveying me, as Stuart watched from a short distance with a confident smile on his face that made me melt. “Did you have any say in this streetwalker’s ensemble, Stuart?” she asked him.
“Nope, I pointed her in the right direction but this is all her own work,” he said proudly, showing me off as if I was the product of a successful experiment. How I wished that I were.
“I see. Well, she certainly knows how to cheapen herself, I’ll give her that,” Linda noted as she looked me up and down. “But this is all just a smokescreen, isn’t it?”
“What do you mean, ma’am?” I queried in puzzlement, as she once again thrust her face into mine.
“I mean that this beautifully manufactured look of yours is just that, a look. It’s what you wear to show the world that you’re slutty, a convenient visual shorthand. But I want to get deeper than the outside shell,” she breathed seductively. “I want to find the real slut inside you. The one who just gave up every right to the freedom and independence of her body with a single nod. The one who wants to sacrifice her self-control and her dignity so she can end up being treated like the lowliest, dirtiest slave just for the sake of her own selfish sexual pleasure. That’s the girl I’m interested in.”
My mind reeling at the thought of this psychological test, I tried to explain my position in simple terms. “I just want to serve sir and you, ma’am.”
“That’s a given from the moment you enter my domain,” Linda said curtly, strolling away from me. “I know you’re going to serve; I expect nothing less from any of my slaves, so don’t act like you’re something special because you ‘consent’ to it. It’s only in the process of serving me - of serving us,” she corrected herself, as Stuart stood beside her, “that we get to find out something about you.” She walked up to me and pulled my head down towards her. “Now that’s what scares you more than the whips and chains, isn’t it?” she murmured silkily. This time I couldn’t muster a response of any kind, except to blink nervously back at her. “I thought so.”
“With that in mind,” she continued, “these tarty rags of yours are just an impediment, so off they come.” She brutally ripped my negligee open, causing me to gasp in shock, and ran her hands up my torso. “Pass me the scissors, Stuart.” He pulled out a very large pair of dress scissors from his jacket pocket and handed them to her; and keeping a close eye on me, she snipped first one bra strap, then the other, before unhooking it at the back and tossing it to the floor. Then she bent over and hooked my panties down to my knees, leaving me half-clothed and disarrayed with my private parts completely open… completely available.
Stuart moved up to me and took both my breasts in his hands, massaging them tenderly but firmly, letting me know that like the rest of me, they were his. “Are you enjoying yourself, honey?” he asked me quietly.
“Yes, sir…” I whispered, transfixed by him.
“You certainly should be,” Linda added as she stood up, placing her hand on my pussy and rubbing it gently. “Now you’re going to serve us,” she informed me gently, “and not a single one of your holes is going to be wasted. I hope you realise that you’ve got a lot of work ahead of you.” She walked over to the platform and I could see her starting to gather up some lengths of rope, but I was distracted by Stuart slipping off my shoes; there was suddenly a gap between my feet and the floor, and I had to balance myself painfully on my toes. Then he slipped my panties off and rolled down my tights, leaving me with just the torn remnants of my negligee on my shoulders.
“Uncuff her and bring her over here, would you?” I was released from my chains, my last bit of clothing removed before I could say anything, and marched over to the platform with my hands held behind my back. Linda pointed to the main post at the far end, holding the rope in her other hand. “Sit down.” I sat awkwardly on the floorboards, expecting to be bound to the post, but instead it was just support for my back while my arms were placed through the bars on either side and tied firmly in place.
“For the last time, keep your damned legs apart,” Linda snapped at me, pushing them open with her feet. “You can try and hide your inner slut from us, but that’s one thing you’re certainly not hiding, not down here.” I worked hard to control my breathing as I displayed my crotch to the pair of them, already feeling it starting to moisten. I had to work even harder after what Linda said next.
“Now, so that we can find out a little more about you, I want you to look your master right in the eye while you tell him what really gets you wet down there.”
My mind went totally blank - I couldn’t just think of some convenient image on the spot. “Ma’am, I… I don’t understand…”
Linda sighed. “It’s quite simple. You tell him what you’ve been using as cunt fodder recently. I don’t want an entire script, just a few succinct details about what you would most like to have done to you by your master.” She knelt down beside me. “This is a great opportunity for you,” she whispered to me. “I know you’d never dare ask him for these things, so you can tell him about them instead, and we’ll see how he takes it. Let’s hope he’s not put off by what a filthy mind you have, huh?”
I recalled the thoughts I’d kept buried deep inside me, the most illicit fantasies that I’d never felt comfortable disclosing to Stuart. They weren’t so terrible… were they? No, they weren’t, but I knew that the reason I’d kept them hidden was because I thought they were too much for him. I was filled with fear at the thought of him reacting with disgust as I confessed them. But now I had no choice.
I focused on his face as he stood at the edge of the platform and the words gradually stumbled out of me. How I wanted him to leave me outdoors in public, blindfolded and tied to a tree, at the helpless whim of any passer-by, until finally I felt his reassuring touch on my body and he pressed me firmly against the trunk, using me for his pleasure until he was completely satisfied. How I wished we could repeat that afternoon-long exercise in humiliation I’d had in front of my friends, only with his friends this time, with me being made to kneel in front of him and openly acknowledge his authority as they watched. How I fantasised about him finding me in a bar dressed as the most wanton slut, getting hit on by guys all around me, and then dragging me out to the car, putting me over his knee and giving me such a bare bottomed spanking that I would learn to never, ever disobey him again. And afterwards I would be made to show that I was his slut, and no-one else’s.
I watched Stuart’s face cloud over with subtle emotions as he realised that my feelings went much deeper than a mere kink, that I badly needed to be dominated and I wanted to be dominated by him above all others. There was surprise, there was caution, there was faint amusement, but thankfully there was never contempt. He understood what I was saying and why I was saying it. Perhaps, maybe, there was real hunger for me in his eyes too… I twitched uncontrollably at the thought of it, and Linda noticed immediately.
“Yep, that’s got her cunt dripping all right,” she remarked bluntly, leaving Stuart in no doubt over how turned on I was. “I think we’d better start putting those energies to good use…” He stepped forward and unbuttoned his pants, pulling out his cock; then with a wonderful lack of regard for my dignity he crammed it roughly into my mouth, forcing me to stop dwelling on the shamefulness of my fantasies and get down to some proper work at last. “You sounded desperate to me,” declared Linda as I struggled to accommodate his length and girth on my slobbering tongue. “You sound desperate now,” she added, commenting on the spluttering noises I was making. “I don’t think you really know what you’re doing.”
I gave a muffled squeak of dissent, to which she turned and patted my cock-filled cheek. “Don’t try and bite off more than you can suck, darling. I’m speaking, so shut up and do your job, no matter how poorly. As I was saying,” she carried on, stalking slowly round the platform while gobs of saliva started to run down my chin, “you don’t really know what you’re doing, because you’re an over-eager girl. You know that you want to serve your master, but you don’t know how to serve him. Proper submission demands skill as well as enthusiasm; you’re not giving out a cheap backstreet blowjob here, no matter how much you wish otherwise.”
Even as I fought for breath I got the most incredible thrill from Stuart’s hands gripping my head firmly, keeping me exactly where he wanted me. I knew inside that Linda was right, that I was failing to meet their expectations of service, but the crushing disappointment of that was off-set by the realisation that he did want to see me struggle on his dick. He could be cruelly controlling, he could take what he wanted while denying me relaxation and safety, and that made me feel I was serving him in some small way, albeit far below what was required of me. When he finally pulled out of my mouth I coughed a great heap of saliva onto the floor and gasped frantically for breath, but my eyes were wide open and shining with excitement. He tilted my head up and looked at me long enough for me to be sure that he had registered it clearly.
“You need to be taught by example,” Linda announced, and disappeared into the far corner of the room, out of my sight. Stuart ran the head of his penis over my lips and chin as I crouched subserviently in front of him, my bonds keeping me both restrained and displayed. I flexed my arm muscles against the bars, aware that they wouldn’t yield but desperate for an outlet for my submissive desires.
When Linda returned she was hefting a long tube mounted on a rack with tripod struts at both ends, only as she drew nearer I realised the tube was something more complex. There was a large circular head at the front, and a wire trailing away at the back. I knew what it was; I’d even thought of buying one in the past, but I didn’t want to encounter it here… “I’m sure you recognise every girl’s best friend,” Linda smiled as she mounted the ‘magic wand’ on the platform in front of me. “Not necessarily every slut’s, though.” Once it was set up, she untied my ropes and hauled me to my feet, but before I had a chance to stretch my wrists my arms were grabbed and lifted above my head, tied tightly to the central post that extended upwards. With my armpits fully exposed Linda tickled up the sides of my stomach, making me flinch awkwardly, but stopped before she got to the most sensitive part and sent me into helpless shrieks of laughter.
“Now you’re going to demonstrate to us how keen you really are, only this demonstration ends when I say so, and not before. You’re going to get yourself off on the wand, but you’ll have to make an effort, because I’m putting it right… here.” She moved it forward until it was positioned just a couple of inches in front of my crotch. “I could just put it right up against you, but that would be too easy; you could say you had no choice. I’m not going to force you to come; you’re going to make yourself come, over and over again, and you won’t stop because of pain or exhaustion, you’ll stop because I tell you to stop. Is that perfectly clear?”
“Yes… yes, ma’am,” I said hurriedly, feeling the dread rise in me as I viewed the wand. That thing was powerful, I knew that, and I didn’t think I could stand it for very long. Linda switched it on and the buzzing sound grew louder, ringing in my ears, as she and Stuart stepped off the platform, leaving me there to make a spectacle of myself.
“Now I know it isn’t easy to masturbate to order, particularly when you have to really strain your hips to do it as you’re going to have to,” Linda said sympathetically. “So I’m going to give you some inspiration.” My face creased in horror and disbelief as she knelt down in front of Stuart and took hold of his outstretched penis. “As you can imagine, it’s been quite a while since I’ve been in this position,” she observed wryly as she looked up at him, though she was addressing me as well. “Enjoy it, won’t you?” Stuart nodded simply, and she took his shaft into her mouth and began to suck on it. I gave a little despairing moan as I tugged at my wrists, but I could do absolutely nothing, and she knew it.
1
After we’d agreed to go through with it, I was plunged into ignorance for over a month while Stuart got in contact with Linda about the idea. Thankfully he told me that she’d agreed, and they started up an email correspondence which I was obviously forbidden from viewing. While he was on the computer I found myself wondering what they were cooking up for me; judging by how long he took, they were having some fairly detailed conversations. A couple of times he came out and looked at me oddly, as if he was seeing me differently in the light of what was going to happen in the dungeon. I hoped he could make the adjustment while recognising that it was still the same old me underneath.
Those discussions had their effect, I was sure, as he gradually became more strict with me, until we were almost back at the level we’d had before, where I was either taken unexpectedly around the house or else tied up in preparation for being fucked. How many of those exercises in light bondage were trial runs for the dungeon, I wondered in anticipation… I was glad of Stuart’s control and direction because I had started to develop tunnel vision about the visit, unable to think of much else. On more than one occasion he had to remind me to do something after I’d gotten lost in my own little world.
I loved getting those reminders of my position, when we were in the middle of doing something any normal couple would do and suddenly he’d give me the overpowering thrill of making me submit to him. One time he ordered me to give him a blowjob, then he made a joke that had us both laughing helplessly for over thirty seconds, so much so that I temporarily forgot about what had come before it. Then his face slowly cleared of humour, and he said to me quietly but firmly, “Now do as you’re told, Ellie.” I was breathing so hard as I got down on my knees and carried out my instructions.
We were both nervous the night before the big day, wondering whether we could actually do it, but Stuart was the one who calmed my nerves. That was a strong gesture, considering that he was the one who had to make the real change in his persona, not me; he was the one who was acceding to my wishes, which I knew was not how it should work. My plan, my hope, was that after we came out the next day he’d never be uncomfortable dominating me again.
The first requirement for the day was that I dress like a slut. Stuart had told me that, but he’d left the interpretation of that order completely up to me, so that every item of clothing I wore was my choice, and my choice alone. I put on some tight, skimpy black underwear, followed by a see-through negligee that just reached down to the top of my thighs; then proper fishnet tights, the kind you charged money to take off, and below those a pair of gleaming silver platform shoes that made walking a positive hazard. I should mention that I had to go out and find these things, they weren’t hiding somewhere in my wardrobe - the platforms in particular made my high heels feel like a nice sensible shoe.
After I’d trowled so much make-up on my face that I started to look like a victim of battery, I somehow got downstairs and out to the car, panicking inwardly at the realisation that I had far too little on to be going outdoors. The cold whipped through me while I quickly scanned both ends of the street to see if anyone was coming. Fortunately after a few seconds of exposure I was safely inside the car, though I knew we’d be heading through a busy area with plenty of traffic. Stuart was dressed sharply in a dark suit and tie, his shoes neatly polished; the contrast between us was obvious, and embarrassing, not that I should have been worrying about that.
He could see me breathing hard as we set off, closing my legs together and placing my hands in my lap, and instantly told me to spread them apart properly. I sat staring at the wide expanse of black leather between my outstretched thighs, determined not to let the fear overwhelm me and force me to chicken out at the last moment. After all the effort he’d made to arrange this, to satisfy my wishes, he would have been rightfully disgusted at my cowardice. I looked forward to the sanctuary of the dungeon, before realising what a bizarre sentiment that was to express. But at least it was private.
“Are you still a bit frightened, Ellie?” Stuart asked with a kindly glance over at me.
“Yeah, a bit,” I muttered, still looking down.
“Don’t worry about it. If you’re really nervous, you can always calm yourself down.”
“How?”
“Well, do what you normally do to relax at home.” I knew exactly what he was talking about, and another knot tied itself in my stomach. Gulping, I clutched at the hem of my negligee uncertainly, my eyes now staring ahead of me. Stuart concentrated hard on the next turning, then added severely, “That’s not a suggestion, by the way.”
“OK…” I said slowly, forcing myself to overcome my reluctance. I instantly looked away from the windshield, praying that he wouldn’t want me to keep my gaze straight ahead, and thankfully he didn’t. Instead I rested my head back against the seat and swivelled to look at him, and only at him. Slumping down, I slipped my hand inside the waistband of my panties and played with myself all the way, not once averting my eyes to acknowledge the passing cars, the occasional sound of a horn, the pedestrians who walked by while we were in a slow stretch and got the briefest of looks at what I was doing. It felt as if I was straining against new bonds; our clothes, the gear-box between us, the openness of our surroundings. They were all obstacles to me converting the feverish work of my fingers into solid, passionate reality.
This was no kind of relaxation technique, of course; this was just warming me up for the big event, and as we pulled up opposite Linda’s place with my cum oozing between the knuckles of my clenched fist, I realised that the humiliation and spectacle of the drive had been worth getting me in the mood. I was still uncertain about what lay ahead, but I was now so eager to get on with it. Stuart, naturally, had other ideas.
“I’m going to go in first and meet Linda,” he informed me. “I hope you don’t mind, it’s just that we have a lot of important things to discuss and we need to do it like two adults, without you getting in the way. OK?” Being patronised like that was a new experience, but it definitely struck a chord with me. I nodded. “Here’s your phone,” he said, taking it out and handing it to me. “I’ll send for you when you’re required.” I’d never previously had the privilege of being sent for, except by my boss at work when he was in one of his megalomaniacal phases. This was going to be a lot more enjoyable.
He crossed the road and went down the steps to the front door, which was out of sight from my position. I settled down to wait, anxious that I should get into the building safely without anyone seeing me. Hanging around in this neighbourhood with this outfit on would get me either solicited or arrested before too long, I was sure. I didn’t have a watch on so I couldn’t tell the time, and it felt like an eternity before the phone rang and I got my marching orders. Walking over the pavement in these shoes was about as tough as a forced march, anyway. I carried my phone and the car keys in my hands as I made my way to the entrance, as there was certainly nowhere on my person I could put them.
I breathed a sigh of relief when I shut the door behind me, but there was still a new challenge in front, and after a short walk down the corridor I tramped noisily into the same kitchen where I’d talked with Linda all those months ago. She was sitting on the far side of the table from me, Stuart on the near side, and she was already dressed to dominate. Her booted feet stuck casually out behind the table leg, and she was clad in a tight PVC dress that clung to her hips and emphasised her cleavage. It was a little less showy than her outfit the last time I was in here, but she was still an imposing presence.
She clapped enthusiastically as I came in. “There she is, the birthday girl in person,” she announced grandiosely. “Looking the part already, I see.” That proved to be the first of many barbs she flung my way, and we were barely ten seconds in. I gave both my phone and the keys to Stuart, and looked around for where I could sit, as there were only two chairs.
Stuart patted his lap. “Right here, sweetie.” I sat down awkwardly over his knees, and before I had time to even adjust to my surroundings I was pulled back towards him and kissed roughly, my negligee pulled open as he helped himself to a feel of my breasts and pussy. This was much more extreme than the light touching he’d done in front of my friends, and even if Linda wasn’t surprised by it, it was still a shock to my system to have my body exposed like this. My legs were parted so she could see me getting fingered as I moaned helplessly in his grasp, clutching at his arms to try and feel safe and secure again. I quivered all over as my second orgasm of the day was forced out of me in front of her unremitting gaze.
“Thank you, sir,” I whispered breathlessly as I rested my head on Stuart’s shoulder; Linda was impressed.
“You’ve done a pretty good job with her,” she commented approvingly. “Let’s see how good. Stand up,” she instructed me, and before I had recovered properly I was back on my feet and standing in front of the table. She could see me still breathing heavily. “You don’t have to be afraid, you know. What are you afraid of?”
“It’s not that Mistress, it’s just… my orgasm…” I mumbled guiltily, having to get used to addressing her by her proper title, or so I thought.
“Try again, Ellie,” she said in a beguiling tone. “You just called your boyfriend sir, so you can address me as ma’am. If there’s one thing I hate from my submissives, it’s inconsistency. Understood?”
“Yes, ma’am.” Her demeanour was so sweet and agreeable I knew something harsh was coming up to underscore it, and I shifted uneasily on my feet.
“Take off your clothes,” she ordered, and I began to strip awkwardly in front of her and Stuart, having to step down out of my platform shoes and then roll off my fishnets. I was fine up until my underwear, but as I bent over and slipped off my panties I was gripped by a sudden desire to curl up and protect myself, away from the humiliation of their prying eyes, and placed one arm awkwardly across my breasts and the other one strategically over my crotch.
“You’re hiding your body, Ellie,” Linda reminded me patiently, her tone still calm and level.
“I know ma’am,” I stuttered feebly, “I just… I feel a bit shy about doing it so soon…”
“I see I’m not getting my point across,” she observed with a shake of the head, and it was with good reason that I flinched as she stood up and walked over to face me. “You don’t walk into my establishment dressed the way you are and then complain that you’re ‘a bit shy’,” she said to me in a voice dripping with contempt. “You’re long past the stage where you have any right to be coy and modest about your appearance. Now put your hands against the far wall, bend over, and spread your legs wide. I want to get a good look at your pussy and your asshole before we proceed any further.”
I swallowed heavily in front of her steely glare, and placed my arms by my sides, exposing my naked body. I turned to face the wall, heart pounding and blood rushing to my head, and bent over, showing them everything. She was right of course, it was completely wrong of me to deny them a full view, but that didn’t change my knowledge of how intensely vulnerable I was in this position, my genitals clearly on display. As I tried to come to terms with it Linda’s hands suddenly touched my backside, and I twitched in shock.
“You’re going to have to be less jumpy, dear. This is hardly the last time you’re going to feel my hand on your ass. And what a pale ass it is too,” she noted with disdain. “Never mind, we’ll put some colour into those cheeks by the time we’re finished.” I shuddered inwardly. As she proceeded to inspect my body, Stuart walked over and positioned himself on the either side of me, so they could both examine their property up close.
Linda knelt down and spread my buttocks open. “Pretty good. That asshole could be a little cleaner, but you can’t have everything I suppose.” I was so grateful that she couldn’t see my face burn red with shame, but the knowledge that my boyfriend had just heard that comment made it very hard to bear. Next she spread my pussy, ignoring my little yelp of protest as she touched the spots that were still sensitive from my climax. “I see you made sure she’s clean-shaven.”
“Yes, I did. She has a tendency to fall back into bad habits though, I guess she likes being sloppy and dishevelled,” Stuart declared scathingly.
“Yeah, she looks the type, if that asshole is anything to go by. Well, I think we’re almost done here - I didn’t say you could move, did I?” Linda snapped suddenly as I tried to straighten up. “You’ll stay there until we’re finished with you. I have something very important for you.” I heard her go over and pick something up from the table. “Now, stand up, and turn around.”
I turned to find Linda holding what I knew was a slave collar, only with some writing inscribed on it that I couldn’t quite make out at this distance. She brought it closer, turning it around in her hands so I could read. It said in stark capitals, ‘BIRTHDAY GIRL.’ “Think of this as your party hat for today,” she suggested as she fastened the collar around my neck, tight enough for me to feel it constricting my skin. “Aw, you look so cute,” she laughed as she stepped back to admire her handiwork. “I had that specially made in preparation for today, so I hope you’re grateful.”
“Thank you, ma’am,” I said instantly.
“You don’t even know what you look like yet, you little suck-up!” she pointed out mockingly. “Save the ass licking for when we get downstairs, OK?” I murmured my apologies, and she nodded impatiently. “Sure, sure. Go back over there and put your clothes on.” She sent me back to the table with a demeaning slap on my rear, and I wondered why on earth I was getting dressed again now that they’d got me naked.
I hurriedly got back into my clothes, which wasn’t easy considering how impractical they were, but I could feel Stuart and Linda’s impatient eyes on me and I didn’t want to anger them. When I was finished Linda gestured to Stuart to lead the way through the door, and down into the dungeon. He must have been shown around the place more recently since his first visit, as he stepped onto the staircase confidently and disappeared into the darkness. Linda beckoned me forwards with a single index finger, then grabbed me by my collar and pulled me through the doorway behind her.
I was led awkwardly down the staircase, trying not to trip over my absurdly pointed shoes, until we reached the dungeon floor and I recognised a few changes to the place. Chief among them was a large raised wooden platform at the far end of the room, with what looked like a lever beside it; at the back of the platform, a thick central post extended upwards to the ceiling, flanked by parallel wooden bars on either side that terminated in much smaller posts. “That’s going to come in very useful later on,” Linda whispered in my ear. “But first, I think you need to have your freedom deprived a bit more, don’t you agree?”
“Yes ma’am, I do,” I replied, perhaps a little more forcefully than she was expecting. She walked me over to a pair of chains hanging from the ceiling, and I knew that my arms were going inside them. I was so eager that I actually moved towards them before she had told me to.
“Where do you think you’re going?”
“I… I…”
“You’re very keen on this all of a sudden, aren’t you?” Linda said to me in an accusatory tone, staring me closely in the face. “You understand what’s going to happening to you?”
“Yes ma’am.”
“You want to have your freedom taken away from you, you want to be restrained and objectified and humiliated and dominated and used, is that it? By me and by your boyfriend?” Her eyes searched mine, and all I could think to do was nod my assent as calmly as possible. “Fine,” she said eventually, backing away. “Just so that’s clearly understood.” With a smile she ordered, “In you go.” I placed my arms in the manacles and once they snapped shut, I was their helpless prisoner.
Linda walked slowly around me, surveying me, as Stuart watched from a short distance with a confident smile on his face that made me melt. “Did you have any say in this streetwalker’s ensemble, Stuart?” she asked him.
“Nope, I pointed her in the right direction but this is all her own work,” he said proudly, showing me off as if I was the product of a successful experiment. How I wished that I were.
“I see. Well, she certainly knows how to cheapen herself, I’ll give her that,” Linda noted as she looked me up and down. “But this is all just a smokescreen, isn’t it?”
“What do you mean, ma’am?” I queried in puzzlement, as she once again thrust her face into mine.
“I mean that this beautifully manufactured look of yours is just that, a look. It’s what you wear to show the world that you’re slutty, a convenient visual shorthand. But I want to get deeper than the outside shell,” she breathed seductively. “I want to find the real slut inside you. The one who just gave up every right to the freedom and independence of her body with a single nod. The one who wants to sacrifice her self-control and her dignity so she can end up being treated like the lowliest, dirtiest slave just for the sake of her own selfish sexual pleasure. That’s the girl I’m interested in.”
My mind reeling at the thought of this psychological test, I tried to explain my position in simple terms. “I just want to serve sir and you, ma’am.”
“That’s a given from the moment you enter my domain,” Linda said curtly, strolling away from me. “I know you’re going to serve; I expect nothing less from any of my slaves, so don’t act like you’re something special because you ‘consent’ to it. It’s only in the process of serving me - of serving us,” she corrected herself, as Stuart stood beside her, “that we get to find out something about you.” She walked up to me and pulled my head down towards her. “Now that’s what scares you more than the whips and chains, isn’t it?” she murmured silkily. This time I couldn’t muster a response of any kind, except to blink nervously back at her. “I thought so.”
“With that in mind,” she continued, “these tarty rags of yours are just an impediment, so off they come.” She brutally ripped my negligee open, causing me to gasp in shock, and ran her hands up my torso. “Pass me the scissors, Stuart.” He pulled out a very large pair of dress scissors from his jacket pocket and handed them to her; and keeping a close eye on me, she snipped first one bra strap, then the other, before unhooking it at the back and tossing it to the floor. Then she bent over and hooked my panties down to my knees, leaving me half-clothed and disarrayed with my private parts completely open… completely available.
Stuart moved up to me and took both my breasts in his hands, massaging them tenderly but firmly, letting me know that like the rest of me, they were his. “Are you enjoying yourself, honey?” he asked me quietly.
“Yes, sir…” I whispered, transfixed by him.
“You certainly should be,” Linda added as she stood up, placing her hand on my pussy and rubbing it gently. “Now you’re going to serve us,” she informed me gently, “and not a single one of your holes is going to be wasted. I hope you realise that you’ve got a lot of work ahead of you.” She walked over to the platform and I could see her starting to gather up some lengths of rope, but I was distracted by Stuart slipping off my shoes; there was suddenly a gap between my feet and the floor, and I had to balance myself painfully on my toes. Then he slipped my panties off and rolled down my tights, leaving me with just the torn remnants of my negligee on my shoulders.
“Uncuff her and bring her over here, would you?” I was released from my chains, my last bit of clothing removed before I could say anything, and marched over to the platform with my hands held behind my back. Linda pointed to the main post at the far end, holding the rope in her other hand. “Sit down.” I sat awkwardly on the floorboards, expecting to be bound to the post, but instead it was just support for my back while my arms were placed through the bars on either side and tied firmly in place.
“For the last time, keep your damned legs apart,” Linda snapped at me, pushing them open with her feet. “You can try and hide your inner slut from us, but that’s one thing you’re certainly not hiding, not down here.” I worked hard to control my breathing as I displayed my crotch to the pair of them, already feeling it starting to moisten. I had to work even harder after what Linda said next.
“Now, so that we can find out a little more about you, I want you to look your master right in the eye while you tell him what really gets you wet down there.”
My mind went totally blank - I couldn’t just think of some convenient image on the spot. “Ma’am, I… I don’t understand…”
Linda sighed. “It’s quite simple. You tell him what you’ve been using as cunt fodder recently. I don’t want an entire script, just a few succinct details about what you would most like to have done to you by your master.” She knelt down beside me. “This is a great opportunity for you,” she whispered to me. “I know you’d never dare ask him for these things, so you can tell him about them instead, and we’ll see how he takes it. Let’s hope he’s not put off by what a filthy mind you have, huh?”
I recalled the thoughts I’d kept buried deep inside me, the most illicit fantasies that I’d never felt comfortable disclosing to Stuart. They weren’t so terrible… were they? No, they weren’t, but I knew that the reason I’d kept them hidden was because I thought they were too much for him. I was filled with fear at the thought of him reacting with disgust as I confessed them. But now I had no choice.
I focused on his face as he stood at the edge of the platform and the words gradually stumbled out of me. How I wanted him to leave me outdoors in public, blindfolded and tied to a tree, at the helpless whim of any passer-by, until finally I felt his reassuring touch on my body and he pressed me firmly against the trunk, using me for his pleasure until he was completely satisfied. How I wished we could repeat that afternoon-long exercise in humiliation I’d had in front of my friends, only with his friends this time, with me being made to kneel in front of him and openly acknowledge his authority as they watched. How I fantasised about him finding me in a bar dressed as the most wanton slut, getting hit on by guys all around me, and then dragging me out to the car, putting me over his knee and giving me such a bare bottomed spanking that I would learn to never, ever disobey him again. And afterwards I would be made to show that I was his slut, and no-one else’s.
I watched Stuart’s face cloud over with subtle emotions as he realised that my feelings went much deeper than a mere kink, that I badly needed to be dominated and I wanted to be dominated by him above all others. There was surprise, there was caution, there was faint amusement, but thankfully there was never contempt. He understood what I was saying and why I was saying it. Perhaps, maybe, there was real hunger for me in his eyes too… I twitched uncontrollably at the thought of it, and Linda noticed immediately.
“Yep, that’s got her cunt dripping all right,” she remarked bluntly, leaving Stuart in no doubt over how turned on I was. “I think we’d better start putting those energies to good use…” He stepped forward and unbuttoned his pants, pulling out his cock; then with a wonderful lack of regard for my dignity he crammed it roughly into my mouth, forcing me to stop dwelling on the shamefulness of my fantasies and get down to some proper work at last. “You sounded desperate to me,” declared Linda as I struggled to accommodate his length and girth on my slobbering tongue. “You sound desperate now,” she added, commenting on the spluttering noises I was making. “I don’t think you really know what you’re doing.”
I gave a muffled squeak of dissent, to which she turned and patted my cock-filled cheek. “Don’t try and bite off more than you can suck, darling. I’m speaking, so shut up and do your job, no matter how poorly. As I was saying,” she carried on, stalking slowly round the platform while gobs of saliva started to run down my chin, “you don’t really know what you’re doing, because you’re an over-eager girl. You know that you want to serve your master, but you don’t know how to serve him. Proper submission demands skill as well as enthusiasm; you’re not giving out a cheap backstreet blowjob here, no matter how much you wish otherwise.”
Even as I fought for breath I got the most incredible thrill from Stuart’s hands gripping my head firmly, keeping me exactly where he wanted me. I knew inside that Linda was right, that I was failing to meet their expectations of service, but the crushing disappointment of that was off-set by the realisation that he did want to see me struggle on his dick. He could be cruelly controlling, he could take what he wanted while denying me relaxation and safety, and that made me feel I was serving him in some small way, albeit far below what was required of me. When he finally pulled out of my mouth I coughed a great heap of saliva onto the floor and gasped frantically for breath, but my eyes were wide open and shining with excitement. He tilted my head up and looked at me long enough for me to be sure that he had registered it clearly.
“You need to be taught by example,” Linda announced, and disappeared into the far corner of the room, out of my sight. Stuart ran the head of his penis over my lips and chin as I crouched subserviently in front of him, my bonds keeping me both restrained and displayed. I flexed my arm muscles against the bars, aware that they wouldn’t yield but desperate for an outlet for my submissive desires.
When Linda returned she was hefting a long tube mounted on a rack with tripod struts at both ends, only as she drew nearer I realised the tube was something more complex. There was a large circular head at the front, and a wire trailing away at the back. I knew what it was; I’d even thought of buying one in the past, but I didn’t want to encounter it here… “I’m sure you recognise every girl’s best friend,” Linda smiled as she mounted the ‘magic wand’ on the platform in front of me. “Not necessarily every slut’s, though.” Once it was set up, she untied my ropes and hauled me to my feet, but before I had a chance to stretch my wrists my arms were grabbed and lifted above my head, tied tightly to the central post that extended upwards. With my armpits fully exposed Linda tickled up the sides of my stomach, making me flinch awkwardly, but stopped before she got to the most sensitive part and sent me into helpless shrieks of laughter.
“Now you’re going to demonstrate to us how keen you really are, only this demonstration ends when I say so, and not before. You’re going to get yourself off on the wand, but you’ll have to make an effort, because I’m putting it right… here.” She moved it forward until it was positioned just a couple of inches in front of my crotch. “I could just put it right up against you, but that would be too easy; you could say you had no choice. I’m not going to force you to come; you’re going to make yourself come, over and over again, and you won’t stop because of pain or exhaustion, you’ll stop because I tell you to stop. Is that perfectly clear?”
“Yes… yes, ma’am,” I said hurriedly, feeling the dread rise in me as I viewed the wand. That thing was powerful, I knew that, and I didn’t think I could stand it for very long. Linda switched it on and the buzzing sound grew louder, ringing in my ears, as she and Stuart stepped off the platform, leaving me there to make a spectacle of myself.
“Now I know it isn’t easy to masturbate to order, particularly when you have to really strain your hips to do it as you’re going to have to,” Linda said sympathetically. “So I’m going to give you some inspiration.” My face creased in horror and disbelief as she knelt down in front of Stuart and took hold of his outstretched penis. “As you can imagine, it’s been quite a while since I’ve been in this position,” she observed wryly as she looked up at him, though she was addressing me as well. “Enjoy it, won’t you?” Stuart nodded simply, and she took his shaft into her mouth and began to suck on it. I gave a little despairing moan as I tugged at my wrists, but I could do absolutely nothing, and she knew it.